<h4>Chapter 1830: Truths and Secrets (Part 2)</h4>


    "My dear citizen, I bring you good news." The hologram of King Meron and Queen Sylpha materialized, making the entire Kingdom sigh in relief.


    "Thest time you heard my voice it was to announce the beginning of the war against the Mad Queen, Thrud Griffon, yet even though l bring you important news, there''s nothing to be scared about."


    King Meron unrolled a parchment and started to read out loud.


    "With the following Royal Decree, the Crov\m, the Mage Association,


    and the Army unanimously absolve Archmage Lith Verhen from all the charges rted to the thieving Divine Beast Tiamat, and the traitor Meln Narchat, the Dead King.


    "It has been presented to the Royal Court irrefutable evidence that Meln Narchat alone conspired with the Undead Courts. He built his strength beyond our borders, in the Gorgon Empire, without ever having contact with the rest of his family.“


    He presented the scans of several documents that Kam recognized as those that dion had procured at the risk of his eternal life.


    “After Archmage Verhen''s parents disowned his mad brother, he did all he could to warn the Kingdom about the threat Narchat posed to us, but we didn''t listen to him. It''s only our fault if good people like Count Lark, Marchioness Distar, and Archmage Manohar are dead.


    "Despite our many shorings, Archmage Verhen has never ceased to protect the Kingdom to the best of his abilities. lt''s thanks to him that many cities have been recaptured. lt''s thanks to him that two Lost Cities have been destroyed.


    "lt''s thanks to him that the gue of Kandria was eradicated. To Archmage Verhen goes our gratitude. This message will be repeated at noon and hung on the zas of our cities for everyone to read.


    Meron out."


    "Ungrateful bastard!" Zinya said with a snarl, leaving Kam ?abbergasted. "Please, Kami, tell me that all that lip service was just because Meron is afraid that Lith might run off to the Desert and not because he''s really engaged with that stupid Princess."


    "Calm down, Zin. As far as I know, it''s the Royals‘ way to apologize for Morn charging Lith with treason." Kam said. "Why are you so angry?


    They were good news, like the King promised."


    "l''m angry because he''s all nice with people like Lith, yet didn''t say a word about those like Zogar who risk their lives as well every day,


    dirtying their hands so that the Royal Family can keep their own clean." Zinya replied, pacing around the room with fury.


    "What are you talking about, Zin? Is this the reason why you and Vastor argue?" Kam asked.


    "Among many, yes." She nodded. "1 didn''t notice it at ?rst because we slept in different rooms, but after we got married, l couldn''t miss how Zogar never gets away from his staff.


    "There are nights when he wakes up screaming and tries to clean his hands from blood that only he can see. I asked him many times what was wrong, but he never answers.


    "That was the ?rst crack in our happiness that only got worse when one night he was so shaken that he told me some of the things he did for this Kingdom. Terrible things no one knows about but that still haunt him.


    "I told Zogar to stop being a Highmaster, that we could have moved anywhere and that I don''t care for a big house or a noble title. Yet he refused, saying something stupid about honor and the promise he made to Manohar."


    A maid knocked on the door but Zinya sent her away and brought the cart inside herself.


    "It''s easy to say such nonsense when you are not the one that stays at home, spending every second afraid to receive the condolence call.


    When it''s not you who have to witness the man you love being incapable of having a good night''s sleep because of how guilty he feels."


    "That''s something that every man or woman married to a soldier has to experience during a war." Kam replied.


    "That''s not true. All the missions that Lith performs bring him glory,


    honors, and medals. Those the Royals assign Zogar, instead, remain hidden to the public and give him nightmares."


    Zinya set up the table for them and served her sister a tasty soup.


    They ate in silence for a while, before Kam found the strength to ask:


    "You said you also argue for other reasons. What''s the matter?"


    "Kami, despite what everyone seems to think, I''m not stupid." Zinya put her spoon down before answering. "Zogar''s nieces and nephews are not his rtives at all. I''ve seen the portraits of his children and ex—wife.


    "How do you think it makes me feel being surrounded by women younger, smarter, wiser, and way more beautiful than me? Women who also spend lots of time with my husband, doing the gods know what, and that call him Dad?"


    Kam froze, realizing that Zinya hade to believe that the female hybrids had to be either Vastor''s bastard daughters or his lovers.


    "At ?rst, l thought he had one or more mistresses, but after living with Fallmug for so long, it wasn''t hard understanding that it wasn''t the case. Vastor never has the smell of another woman on him, never neglects me, nor does he give me gifts out of guilt.


    "Yet the fact that he still feels emotionally distant from me it''s unbearable. I know what Tezka is and I''m pretty sure that the rest of the ''family'' is no different. I hate it that Zogar refuses to exin to me how they met and what they do together in that secretb of theirs."


    "What if he is doing it to protect you?" Kam said, incapable of raising her eyes from the ?oor. "What if he is just afraid that you would divorce him if you knew the truth and wants to protect your happiness?"


    "ls this why you broke up with Lith?" Zinya asked after lifting her sister''s chin and forcing Kam to look her in the eyes.


    “Yes.” Kam couldn''t help but draw aparison between them.


    She was the one who knew the truth, yet it had cost her the man she loved, the family she dreamed to have, and the parents she had never had. Kam often wished that Lith had nevere clean with her.


    "Did he cheat on you?" Zinya said.


    "No."


    "Did he do something you would be ashamed of or that would break the trust you have in him?“


    "Yes. No. sort of. He did some stuff—"


    "Then you made a mistake." Zinya cut her short. "Ever since I started living with Zogar, seeing what this country demands from him, and the scars he bears in his soul, l understood how cruel the life of a mage is.


    "They have the power of the gods and everyone expects them to use it wisely and to be infallible. But in the end, they are just people like you and me. They make mistakes like everyone else but theirs have terrible consequences.


    "The same powers that make them great when they do good, make them monsters when they do evil. With the same effort that takes me to p a rude man Zogar can wipe out a city.


    "I can''t even imagine the burden and the temptation that having such power implies. I know very little about Zogar''s past mistakes, but it''s enough to admit that I can''t judge him as if he was just a farmer or a merchant."