One month and twenty-two days have passed, and now, I am preparing for myst treatment.


    It is not seven aurora waves.


    It was not in the n when I had nned the treatments. It is an addition. I had created it with all the data I had gotten from my practice and will help me the most when I break through into Sovereign.


    ''It is ready,'' I said as I looked at the brownish-green drop in the center of the formation.


    Its base ingredient is the bubbling cloud soul, with a few drops of essence of haies metal essence fruit, and a few other rare materials.


    It was a very experience to create. There have been seventeen failed attempts to create it before I failed.


    Buzz!


    I activated the formation after seeing everything is ready.


    For the first few seconds, there was nothing, before the drop begin to move, till it floated in the fair. Slowly, it got up and stopped nearly a minuteter. When it had reached the height of my temple and moved toward me.


    Soon, it reached my temple and touched the center of it. I felt cool as it begins to seep inside it.


    It took a little over three minutes topletely seeped inside my temple.


    ''Ahhhhhhh….''


    For a few seconds, everything was normal, before suddenly an extreme pain shot out of my temple, and it slowly begin to spread out to the left and right.


    If my mind hadn''t beenpletely upied by the pain; I would see beautiful brownish green runes, with a faint hint of gold spreading from my temple slowly.


    The beautiful vines, they formed a center at my temple, before spreading into both sides,ing down on my head and neck, before splitting again, toward my shoulders and chest.


    The brownish green runes spread across my body while giving me soul splitting pain.


    I knew it was painful, but never expected it would be this painful. If I had known, I might not do that, what I am doing.


    It is painful, and this pain is spreading through every part of my body, crushing through my feeble resistance.


    I do nothing but scream louder. It is the only thing; I have in my control.


    Hun!


    The pain kepting and spreading, before suddenly, it stopped. Gone, that not even a hint of it had remained.


    It took me a few seconds toe to myself and when I did; I looked at beautiful brown, green runes. They looked even more beautiful than I had thought, especially at the temple, where its borate center is present.


    "It seeded," I said.


    There was only a 50% chance of it seeding. I thought there would be a reaction from my core to encroach on its territory.<novelsnext></novelsnext>


    Not only did the core reject it but also seemed to have taken it under its wing.


    Now that I seed, I am free to make a breakthrough, but I will not do it immediately. I am going to wait for two days and see how this formation reacts with my core, body, soul, and energy.


    I need it safe before I could make a breakthrough. As it will y a major part in it.


    I took a sigh and runes seeped back inside me, while Iid down there and a couple of secondster, fell into sleep.


    I only wanted to rest for a minute, before taking a shower and then sleep, but I slept, with spread filled body.


    Four hourster, I woke up and the first thing I did was shower, before entering the kitchen to cook the food.


    In the past few months, I had rarely cooked, nearly all the food I ate had been cooked by my clones.


    Now, I wanted to cook from my hand and for the first time in nearly two months, I have time to do that.


    One and half an hourter, I finished cooking and set it on the before serving myself. I am once again eating alone, even after two months, Nero and Ashlyn are still sleeping.


    It had started to make me feel worried, but what can I do? I could not just shake them awake.


    In one of my mad moments, I did that, but they did not wake up.


    I finished the dinner and wash the tes, before walking into the porch.


    It is a dark night, there is neither a moon nor stars in the sky. Though it is still not fully dark, especially around the river.


    It is slowing faintly, it is not doing that artificially, which is kind of easy, but it is natural. The mountain through which it passed had to glowing stone, which made it glow.


    I sat downfortably, but a few minutester; I saw the door of the house, a few hundred meters away from mine, open.


    Two peoplee out a young man and a woman. The man had silvery skin and long elvish type ears, while the woman looked mostly human with light brown skin.


    The only difference is she had with humans is wings.


    They walked onto the porch, and the young man sat down, while the young woman sat on hisp and begin kissing without care for the world.


    I looked away immediately, but a mncholic expression couldn''t help but appear on my face.


    On days like this, when see the young lovers, I couldn''t help but miss Marina a lot. The pain of missing her so much that the pain I felt is nothingpared to it.


    Everything I am doing is to reunite with her as soon as possible. She and my unborn child, for whom I worry so much and feel ashamed, that I could not be there to take care of their mother.


    I hope Marina and my child doing well. I worry and how could I not, seeing how cruel this world gets.


    I am too weak to find her, but I am trying hard and will keep trying, till I reunite with her.