"It was an arranged marriage, Jared. There was no love involved."
My mom''s initial statement jerked me back to reality. I mean, I should have known of that, yet I had to ask.
"There''s hardly any Noble Marriage that follows the concept of love, you know? Most unions are arranged—based on well-analyzed profit and whatnot."
I remained silent, watching as my mother exined.
"It was the same case for your father. Our family needed the Leonard''s influence, and the Leonard family needed to produce a Mage.
Other families would rather not take the risk of sullying their bloodline of Mages, but our household was ready to take the chance..."
I slowly began to understand my mother''s position.
"I had to produce an heir that could use Magic. The results weren''t guaranteed, but I did my best."
Fortunately, I came along.
''I''ve often wondered what would happen to this family if I hadn''t reincarnated...''
With this body''s poor talent and extremely low Mana Particles, I doubted the ''original'' Jared Leonard would have gone very far in Magic.
Sometimes I even felt a little guilty for possessing the body of the child of two innocent Nobles, but I realized it was probably for the best.
"So, you don''t love father?" I asked her with a straight face.
"My sweet Jared... I don''t know how to answer that question. What do you think love is?"
Wasn''t that a simple question? Wasn''t love the feeling a person had when they possessed deep romantic interests in another party?
"Love takes time to blossom, Jared. Feelings can morph into Love, but it takes time regardless."
"A-ah...?"
"The truth is, I hardly know your father. He''s busy with work, and I don''t me him. I have grown to respect him a lot, and I like certain things about him. But..." Her face grew sterner as she spoke.
"... You can''t love someone you hardly know."
Somehow, I felt those words resonate with me. Something within me shook, and I remembered my past.
''I guess it''s no wonder I have been so hesitant with Maria...'' A soft smile yed on my face.
Compared to Emilia, Karlia... even Lilith... I hardly knew the young Helmsworth.
''So, I have feelings for her. But it''s not love, at least not yet.''
But what about her? Maria seemed genuinely into me. Did she simply love what she knew about me? Perhaps our feelings for each other were just as shallow...
"But, can I tell you a secret?" My mother suddenly intruded on my thoughts, causing me to look at her once more.
"Y-yeah."
"Love is... like a seed. It starts out small. And then it grows. It''s possible to feel a strong sense of affinity for someone. Give it time, and it could blossom into something."
"A-ah, even if you hardly know the person?"
"It''s possible for someone to fall in love with someone they don''t really know. But, that would mean that they simply have a wrong knowledge of their object of interest."
''Ah, I get it now...'' My thoughts trailed as my eyes widened.
"If you''re not careful, you may end up loving someone who doesn''t exist. That''s the most tricky aspect of the concept of love."
''If I''m not careful...'' A smile formed on my face and I nodded.
My mother was right, after all.
"Thank you, Mom." A genuine smile formed on my face as I took in the proud expression of my lovely mother.<novelnext></novelnext>
"Yeah, anytime! Come to me for more counsel."
I doubted I would do that anytime soon, but...
"Sure, I''ll think about it."
"Now, it''s my turn to ask the questions." A scary smile suddenly appeared on her face, causing me to tremble slightly.
''What is this bad feeling?'' The hairs on my skin rose.
"Why don''t you fill me in on your adventures, Jared...? What''s your rtionship with that Helmsworth girl?"
My mother''s smile was broad, but dark. I could tell that she was in no yful mood.
She cracked her wrists and winded her arms, sending a message of what would happen if I didn''tply.
''Shit!'' My mind trembled in defeat.
I knew the inevitable truth. It was either I answered her question with unfettered honesty... or get a mighty suplex.
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"Ah! Hmmm..." Anabelle rubbed her chin as she seriously analyzed the situation.
When she had first caught her son in his room, trying to force a girl to do something she was obviously not into, Anabelle was appalled beyond words.
Her only child, and the Hero of the Eastern Kingdom, was into something like that? Her mind could notprehend it.
Fortunately, he cleared up that misunderstanding, giving her heart some measure of rest.
Then, when Jared asked about ''Love'', she was caught off-guard once again, but her maternal instincts instantly took over and she managed to say some words from her heart.
''I might have said nonsense, but...'' Anabelle tearily smiled to herself.
After she was done answering his question, the Noble Lady had some of her own.
Her child, Jared, would be an adult in some months, so she couldn''t supervise his actions for much longer—not that she was doing much of that these days.
While she missed him a great deal, Anabelle understood perfectly. He was just like his father—both were busy men.
The moment Jared asked about love, though, Anabelle connected the dots and had inquisitions of her own.
For one—
''Does Jared love anyone?''
The image of the Helmsworth girl shed in her mind, and Anabelle could not help but feel even more giddy and interested in the whole thing.
As a result, she decided to find out... no matter the cost.
And so she did.
"Jared, you..." Anabelle''s voice was trembling at this point.
After her son was done exining the situation to her, she could not believe how hopelessly dense he had been.
"... You''re truly hopeless."
A deep-seated respect began forming in Anabelle''s heart for Maria, and she silently supported the young girl''s endeavor.
It would be nice if Jared married someone he loved, and who loved him.
Unfortunately, the boy didn''t even know what love was.