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Chapter 659: I had hated Myself the Most.

    "Peter..." Johnson called as Peter wiped the tears away form the corner of his eyes.


    "You... Are crying?" Johnson asked as he took a step forward and Peter scouted.


    "No... Why will I?" Peter asked as Johnson stood beside him.


    "I can understand what you are going through..." Johnson said and Peter shook his head in no.


    "I don''t think, anyone can understand me right now." Peter replied as he sighed.


    "Well... If you think like that, then maybe... No one can help you." Johnson said as he looked at Peter.


    Peter took a deep breath before he turned around towards Johnson.


    "I am alright... I am fine..." Peter said and Johnson shook his head in no.


    "No... You are not. I can see that in your eyes." Johnson replied.


    "Johnson... Look..." Peter cut off in mid sentence and closed his eyes realising that he is his Brother now.


    "It''s alright... You can call me with my name." Johnson said.


    "No, Brother." Peter replied making Johnson smile.


    "You lost your mother because of your brother''s fault. Well, it was kinda''s Alexi''s... She was trying to save Samantha... But, Your mother took the me of killing your brother." Johnson said.


    "No. It''s not Lexi''s. She did what she had too. If i was in her ce, I would have done same as what she had done to sav her sister. I am proud of my mother for taking the me. She saved a whole Family.


    And that Family took me in. I am just ashamed to even raise my head and look inti that family eyes." Peter replied as he took a deep breath while tears roll down from his eyes.


    "They didn''t even cared about what Leo and still took me in... And till today, They love me as their own family member... But, did you see what Leo had done today? He wanted to ruin that family again! Why?" Peter asked as he stared into Johnson''s eyes.


    "He was saved by none other than my... Dad. How lucky was he? And he never tried to meet my mom even once? He took his son in... But neither he remembered what my mother did for his so called son?


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    He didn''t even show you at her death day! Is he even a human being?" Peter asked.


    "He is the worst Person i have ever seen on this Earth. He is the reason for everything that happened today. If not... I can imagine how happy we would have been! And I think, I won''t have felt guilty like now if i didn''t even get to know the truth that I am... Your family member as well." Peter said and Johnson shook his head in no.


    "No, Peter. Don''t say that..." Johnson tried to talk but Peter interupted him.


    "The one who try to ruin your Wife''s life is my own brother! The one who we all thought was not dead... But was saved by my own father! He is the reason that Samantha is hurt again... What if... Something that we can imagine would have happened to her?


    What then?" Peter asked.


    "Nothing had happened to Samantha, Peter. She is safe and sound. We don''t have to worry about Leo anymore and for everything happened, You don''t have to suffer at all. You ain''t a reason for everything that had happened. You are just innocent juggling around with your feelings and emotions." John said and Peter sighed.


    "I am just... I don''t know... I just feel like, I don''t deserve all of your kindness... It''s not only that, now knowing that, I am your brother is something too much to handle too. I wish, My mom was here today with me..." Peter said and Johnson took a deep breath.


    "You know, I felt like that a lot of times..." Johnson said as he kept his hands in his pants pockets.


    Peter frowned looking up at him.


    "I have thought about my mom... A lot of times. There is no day that won''t go without remebering her for me. I remember her every single day." Johnsom said as he took a deep breath.


    "And at times, even though... I have everyone around me. I feel like, Something is missing. Every single time. And that missing part is my Mom and her love." Johnsom said as he looked down at the bloomed roses in the garden. There was a sad smile ying on his lips.


    "It was so hard to ept the fact that she is no more. I thought that, my fate is just too bad that I can only able to get her love for only few years. Before she leaves this world, she gave me the love that I needed enough to survive... Just survive... But, I was not living my life because, she was not beside me. I was just surviving.


    I have no strength to fight... But I builded it up... Because, I believed that she is alive in my heart." Johnson said with a smile.


    "I don''t want to ept that she is Dead and I had to move on with my Life. It was the hardest thing ever in my life... I hate myself, I hated my life, I hated every single one of them in my house. I couldn''t able to stand them. I wished to kill everyone who had hurt my mother. It was difficult for me survive...


    With strength. Whatever the love my mother had given me was not enough for me. I wanted her beside me every single second of my life." Johnson said as he looked into Peter''s eyes.


    "My Life itself disgusted me. I was not myself... On the way of trying to built strength in myself with the love my mother had give me, I had lost myself somewhere... Believing on the part that, she is alive and she wille back to me one day. But, She won''t. She will nevere back to me." Johnson said and Peter just stared at him.


    He can see the sadness in his eyes. He can say, how much Johnson has miss his mother. He felt bad suddenly for bringing up this topic and make him remember his mother when he is happy.
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