(From Blue''s Perspective)


    "What do you mean by that?" he asked.


    "What I mean?"


    "You said Luc is the second most handsome man you have seen in Querencia," he said. "Then who is the first?"


    "You, or who?" I shrugged.


    Was it not obvious? He was someone who was well aware of his own attractiveness. I did not think he would even ask me this.


    "Ah, that''s right. It''s me," he chuckled.


    He was behaving like a child right now. But it was kind of endearing. I wondered if he was anxious that I would say it was not him. I wished I had teased him a little more.


    After our dinner, the servants started to clean the ce up. Dem usually worked all the time, except for the nights. So, we rarely had dinner or breakfast together. He must have a lot of work to do now as well. So, I did not want to hold him back anymore. He was sparing enough time for me already.


    "I will go back now. You must have a lot of work to do," I said as I went up to him who was still in his seat.


    "Why? You don''t want to spend time with me?" he asked sulkily.


    "It''s not like that at all. I mean, you usually work at this hour, so I figured..."


    "Ah, that''s right..."


    I bent my back a bit and gave him a kiss on the lips. It was supposed to be a goodbye kiss. But the moment, I tried to leave, he held my hand.


    "What are you doing?" he asked.


    "... N-Nothing... I was just leaving."


    "You were leaving? But the kiss...?"


    "It''s a goodbye kiss."


    "But it appears to me to be more of a seduction... Even if you don''t realize it, you''re seducing me," he said. "Are you not?"


    I averted my gaze from him. He sighed and loosened his grasp on my hand.


    "... I am."


    "What?"


    He tightened his grip on my hand once more. I returned his surprised look and mumbled, "I am seducing you. You are my husband, and you are someone I love. I long for your touch. I know you are thinking about me and so you haven''t made any move on me. But I actually want you to touch me."


    There was a dead silence. There were servants in the room. I hadpletely forgotten about them. They had gonepletely silent as well.


    He abruptly stood up, and before I knew it, he was pulling me along with him. I did not try to stop him as well. It was embarrassing to behave like that when the servants were watching, but I still did not want to stop him as well.


    It did not take long for us to reach our bedroom. He opened the door without a word and pulled me inside with him.


    "Your Highness..."


    "Take the cat and get out," he barked.


    Ruby looked between us for a second and quickly grabbed Sapphire and almost ran out. She was definitely going to giggle a lot in front of me.


    Dem shut the door, trapping me between him and the door. I inhaled sharply as my back touched the door.


    "You meant that?" he asked. His breathing was heavy as if he was controlling himself.


    "Yes... I did mean every single word I said," I said, looking straight into his eyes.


    "You might get pregnant again. Your life will be in danger," he said. "We can''t do it..."


    It was clear he wanted to do it. But I also knew that he was not going to because he did not want my life to be in danger.


    "I know," I said slowly. "But at least, touch me and... let me touch you."


    "..."


    When he was not saying anything, I looked up at him in confusion. But the moment I looked up, he grabbed my face with both of his hands and pulled me in for a deep kiss.


    Every time he kissed me, it reminded me of our first kiss. The same taste, the same sensation, the same beating of our hearts- everything was the same.


    I could not get enough of the taste. I grabbed the front of his shirt and drew him closer to me, as if I wanted to taste more of his lips. He was not slow as well. His hand slid down and pinched my skin at the waist.


    "Mm..."


    The kiss was a lot longer than usual. It was clear in the way he was moving his lips against mine how much he missed me. It was like he was trying to take as much of me as possible.


    Our eyes did not have enough time to exchange kisses between them since we were too fast. All I wanted was to touch him and for him to touch me. It was no surprise he wanted the same as he started taking the dress off.


    He was in a hurry but took his time to take the dress off. Perhaps he thought that I would get upset if he tore it.


    "Dem..."


    "You really are okay, right? Never mind, you look like you want me to touch you..."


    "Yeah, touch me..."


    While his fingers worked quickly to unbutton his formal attire, he began kissing my exposed parts. I wondered if it was okay to be so careless about something so expensive, but he did not seem to care.


    Surprising him, I started taking my remaining clothes off. It was just my underthings that were connected to each other by a single string. Ruby made me wear it for some reason. Did she know that something like this would happen? Was that why she made me wear the underthings that could be taken off quickly?


    "You really missed me, didn''t you?" he chuckled.


    "Yeah... I did."


    "I love you," he murmured, licking my right ear.


    "Me too," I whispered. "I love you too, Habibi."


    He took his time to kiss my throat and ears. Then he focused on my chest. He kissed the middle of my breasts while his hand fondled my breast like dough. I suddenly remembered our wedding night. I evenughed that time when he was fondling my breast as if it was dough. Thinking back, it was strange of me tough at such a time.


    Perhaps because I was nervous, I did such a weird thing.


    "Hnn..."


    He put my nipple in his mouth and began sucking it, asionally biting and nibbling. Electricity jolted through my veins every time his tongue swirled over the bud.


    "Dem... Ah..."


    "I missed this moaning..."


    His fingers trailed down my thighs and began rubbing against the sensitive area.


    "Ahh... Huh..."


    I seemed to be more sensitive than usual. Perhaps it was because we did not do it in a long time. It was not like we were going to go all the way today as well, but at least, I would be able to touch him and get touched by him. It was enough for now.


    He left the nipple and focused on the other one. The one he just left was dripping with saliva and had a massive sucking mark around it.


    "Hmm... uh..."


    He did not enter his fingers, rather kept circling the ce while pinching slightly.


    "Ah! Dem..."


    He kept rubbing the ce while sucking my nipple until I reached a powerful orgasm, shaking my whole body.


    "Ahh! Huh... uhh!"


    "Your orgasm face is beautiful," he smirked and kissed me on the lips as he started to rub the ce again. I was still sensitive from the orgasm, but he did not seem to care at all.


    "Mm... Hnn..."


    He chuckled in the kiss as I was squirming under him. He drew back and began to lightly touch my stomach and breasts while keeping his eyes on me as if observing my reaction.


    "Dem..."


    "Yes?"


    "Ah... I am still s-sensitive..."


    "I know."


    "Then..."


    "Because I want to drive you crazy," he smirked.


    It was not long until another climax hit me. This was even more intense than before. He tried to touch me again, but I grabbed his hand and stopped him.


    "No! It''s my turn to touch you," I said. "I want you to feel good too."


    His eyes erged and he was looking at me like he was too shocked.


    "You are acting very brave today," he said.


    "You hate it?"


    "Of course not... Rather, I am enjoying this part of you as well," he chuckled. "Well, then I won''t tell you anything today. You can touch me as you please. I will wait for you to make me feel good."


    "Alright! Leave it to me!" I eximed determinedly.


    After doing it so many times with him, I was pretty confident in my skills. Back then, I had no idea what was going on. But now, I knew exactly what I wanted and what I was doing.