(From Blue''s Perspective)


    The night came very quickly it seemed. Tonight was the full moon night. Demetrius still had note back. I looked for him in his office, but he was not there. The beta could not tell me anything as well.


    ''But he promised... He said he wille back tonight and won''t rely on the potion. It will hurt him if he doesn''t do it with me.''


    Dem was always worried about me. During full moon nights, werewolves lose their thinking abilities. They became like animals in heat. So, they usually went overboard as well. Last time when we did it on a full moon night, Dem lost himself and ended up being too rough. But I told him that it was fine and he also promised this time that he woulde to me.


    I even got my power awakened a bit for that.


    Ruby had found her mate, but since Luc and she had not fulfilled the mate bond between them, they would not feel the effect of the full moon. The mate bond would be fulfilled after they bit into each other''s skins and then spend a night together. They also needed to mate until the sun rose, or the bond would notplete.


    "Your Highness should sit down. You have been pacing around the room all this time," she said.


    "Ruby, is there a way to make your husband listen to you when they are stubborn?" I asked.


    "His Highness wille back soon. Your Highness should not worry too much," she said.


    "That guy... He is too stubborn. I swear to God if he..."


    "Alright, Ruby, get me some wine," I said, looking at her.


    "Wine? Your Highness is not good with alcohol. Last time, you drank..."


    "That was one of the darkest periods of my life," I said, shaking my hands. "I won''t drink too much anyway. It''s just to pass time."


    "Rather than doing that, Your Highness can y a board game with me..."


    "No! I want to drink! Come on, bring me..."


    "Alright," she sighed and got up.


    "No, wait...," I stopped her before she could leave.


    "Your Highness has changed your mind?" she asked happily.


    "You can leave. I don''t need wine now," I said.


    "Will Your Highness be alright alone?"


    "Yes, don''t worry. You can go and rest now," I said.


    "Your Highness is not going to do something strange, right?" she asked, eyeing me suspiciously.


    "Of course not. What will I even do?" Iughed.


    Ruby left after looking at me suspiciously for some time. I kept the door open in case Dem came back.


    I went to the other side of the huge room and opened a cab that was across the room. Dem kept his wine collection there. They were a bit strong he said. He never told me not to touch it, so it should be okay to drink it instead of the regr ones.


    Ruby had perhaps forgotten about it or did not think I would do it. Or, she would never leave me alone if I did not say it in an ordering tone. I usually did not use that kind of tone with her since she was more like a friend to me.


    I brought out a ss and a bottle of wine. Dem sometimes drank them, especially when he wanted to rx. I drank wine only once at the festival and was taken advantage of by Ezekiel. Something more would have perhaps happened if Demetrius had note back at the right time. After that, I never drank wine again. Dem said it was okay if I drank, but I was allowed to drink in front of him only.


    Now, it was not like someone was nearby. I was alone and no one woulde to the bedroom other than Demetrius. Even Ruby would note tonight. It would be fine.


    I filled my ss and took a sip with shaky hands. ''Wow, the taste is better than I thought it would be. I have forgotten the taste since it was quite a long time ago. It''s really sweet and there is this tingly feeling on my tongue...''


    After drinking one ss, my head felt lighter and I felt like I could do anything right now. There was nothing to worry about. The sudden lightheartedness inside me encouraged me to drink one more ss.


    "If I knew it tastes this good, I would have tried earlier," I muttered to myself. "Well, since I was pregnant, I could not try it before. So, now, I am going to drink lots every day."


    I filled my ss for the third time. But the moment it was going to touch my lips, a hand stopped me.


    "That''s enough. Three sses will be too much for you."


    "Dem! You havee back!" I eximed and hugged him. I had forgotten that the ss was still in my hands. Because I moved so hastily, wine fell on his hand and my white nightgown.


    "Eh! I got wet...," I mumbled, looking down at myself.


    "What you are saying has two meanings, you know," he said.


    "Hmm? I don''t know... Anyway, you better clean your hand and I will just..."


    I took the nightgown off without thinking twice and threw it on the floor. He gaped at me. He looked shocked.


    "You are drunk," he said.


    "I am not! I am just wet, so I took it off..."


    "Wet, huh?" he chuckled bitterly. "I am holding back a lot right now to give you some time to get ready, yet my darling wife is..."


    "What are you saying? And why haven''t you cleaned your hand yet?"


    "Clean my hand, huh?" he mumbled. "It''s your fault that wine fell on my hand."


    "Yes... And I am sorry..."


    "It won''t work. A simple apology is something that can be made at any time. I need more."


    "More?"


    "Yes," he smirked. "Why don''t you clean my hand?"


    "Ah, that''s right... I will clean your hand. Just you wait here, I will get a wet towel."


    The moment I started to run towards the restroom, he held my hand and stopped me. "No, use another way."


    "Another way?" I mumbled, confused.


    "Yes. Can you think of any other way?" he smirked.


    "Um... Perhaps this way..."


    I started licking his hand. His hand shook in my hands. The wine seemed to taste even better this way.


    "You really... change into apletely different person when you are drunk..."


    "Isn''t this the right way? Or should I...?"


    "No, I like it... I like this way," he said. "So, do it more and clean my hand properly."


    I did the same thing again. Every time I licked each of his fingers, he trembled slightly. The room was quiet. So, I could hear his heart beating like drums as well as mine.


    "There! Perfectly clean!" I grinned.


    "Tsk!" he clicked his tongue and suddenly grabbed me from below my armpits and pulled me up.


    I rested my hands on his shoulders and looked at him in surprise. "Ah, your earring... It seems a bit loose..."


    "Fix it for me," he said huskily.


    As I bent to fix his earring, I felt his breath right on my neck. Before I knew it, he suddenly bit the skin of my neck.


    "Hnn... Agh!"


    "Did you fix it?"


    "I am... doing it..."


    "Yes, do it," he said while licking the ce where he bit.


    "My... hands are shaking..."


    "Come on," he said.


    "Don''t tease me then. I will fix it quickly..."


    "Alright," he nodded when I red at him.


    I fixed his earring, but right when I was finished, he started nibbling on my chest. If it was not for him, I would not have noticed that I waspletely naked. I had taken off my nightgown, but I had forgotten about thatpletely.


    "My..."


    "Did you see how excited I am for you?"


    "I..."


    "Yes?"


    "I will take responsibility," I said. "So, um, you can get on the bed with me and let me... take care of you. Will that be enough?"


    He looked at me for a while dumbfoundedly, then startedughing loudly. Hisugh was usually a bit scary, but this time, it did not seem so to me. Rather, I found it very beautiful and cute.


    "You really are something..."


    He suddenly threw me on the bed and climbed on top of me. He was sweating as if he was in pain. I grabbed his face with both of my hands and kissed him deeply. We pulled back only when I was out of breathpletely.


    "Hey, don''t drink wine again when I am not around, okay?"


    "Why not?"


    "Because you get bolder when you drink. I am worried that if someone else is in front of you, you will do the same thing you are doing to me," he said.


    "That would never happen! I have only one husband and that''s you! I will do it with you only, forever!"