Chapter 135: Running with the Wolves
When I came to, the first thing I saw was Enzo’s concerned face.
“Are you okay?” he asked, his eyes wrought with worry.
I groaned and looked around, noticing now that the rest of the hockey team was also bent over me and
looking equally as worried. It took a few moments for my head to clear, but then I remembered that I
had passed out during the iming ceremony.
“I’m fine…” I sat up, rubbing my throbbing head. “Did it work?”
Enzo paused, then looked around at his teammates, who all shrugged.
“I feel a little different,” one of them said.
“Me, too,” another chimed in, looking at his hands with an expression of awe on his face.
Enzo helped me up. I looked around at everyone, then searched for Cora’s presence inside of me to
ask her if she managed to do it — but she was asleep. It seemed that the ceremony drained her
energy, too.
Suddenly, one of the teammates, Bryce, doubled over. The rest of the team huddled around him in
shock.
“Bryce, are you okay?” Enzo asked, furrowing his brow and going over to Bryce. I watched as Enzo put
his hand on his teammate’s back with concern drawn across his face, and for a moment, I forgot that I
was supposed to be angry with him for breaking my heart just a few days ago.
Bryce didn’t answer right away. He groaned, holding his stomach, and muttered something
indiscernible under his breath.
“What did you say, buddy?” Matt asked.
Bryce groaned again. “I said… I think… Something’s…”
Suddenly, and without warning, Bryce began to shift. The rest of the team scattered, yelling amongst
themselves, but all of a sudden they, too, began to shift. Enzo, Matt, and I stood nearby in awe. Enzo
stood in front of me protectively, which made my heart skip, but I wasn’t scared.
Once the team finished shifting, they all stood around looking at each other as though they were
processing what just happened. Then, they all turned to look inquisitively at Enzo and Matt.
There was a long, palpable silence.
Then…
“Fuck yeah, baby!” Matt yelled, pumping his fist in the air. Enzo whipped around to face me and
grinned. I felt my face go red as he grabbed me by both shoulders and shook me.
“Nina!” he said, his face lit up like never before. “You did it! You’re amazing!”
My eyes were wide. “I– I don’t–”
Before I could stammer out a response, Enzo turned back to face his team and said excitedly, “Come
on! Let’s go for a run!” The team whooped and howled with excitement in response. I staggered
backwards out of the way as Enzo and Matt shifted, then watched in awe as they all took off into the
woods as one unit. A pack.
But then, Enzo stopped in his tracks. He paused, thinking, then turned and ran back to me. My eyes
widened even further as he trotted up to me and crouched down in front of me, his silver fur glistening
in the moonlight.
“Get on,” his voice echoed in my head.
“Oh, that’s okay,” I protested, holding up my hands and shaking my head. “You guys can go without
me.”
But Enzo didn’t budge.
I felt a knot rise in my throat, but at the same time, a newfound excitement rose there, too. I felt a smile
twitching at the corners of my lips as I approached Enzo, my heart racing. I reached out and took a
deep breath, intertwining my fingers with his soft silver fur.
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Then, I climbed onto his back.
He stood to his full height, and it was now that I realized just how big he was in his wolf form as I
towered above the ground. He waited a few moments, allowing me to get my bearings. I held tightly
onto his fur and leaned forward, the smile on my face widening.
“Okay,” I said, my voice shaking with a mixture of fear and excitement. “I’m ready.”
Enzo shot forward like a bullet. I leaned down further into his neck at first as he ran through the moonlit
forest to catch up with his teammates, shielding my face from the wind and holding on for dear life. The
longer we ran, however, I felt myself begin to rx. I slowly cracked my eyes open to see the forest
rushing past us as Enzo carried me through the trees, deftly weaving in and out. He ran smoothly,
almost as though he was gliding, and soon I was able to sit up with a bit of confidence.
The smile on my face grew even more. I looked around at Enzo’s teammates as they all ran beside
him; it reminded me so much of the day that we ran together during practice, only now, we moved as
one single unit, and although I had no wolf form, I felt just as much a part of the pack as the rest.
Suddenly, I saw a ravine up ahead. I felt my heart leap into my throat and I gripped Enzo’s fur again for
dear life. He wasn’t stopping, or even slowing down…
“Enzo,” I said, my voice shaking, but he didn’t hear me.
Did he see the ravine? If we didn’t stop, we would surely fall–
But we didn’t.
Enzo leaped over the ravine. For what felt like an eternity, we flew through the air. I felt the wind rustling
through my hair, and as we flew, I couldn’t contain the wild yell that bubbled up in my throat. Just a few
moments ago I was terrified, but now I was taking my hands off of Enzo’s neck and holding my arms
outstretched freely at my sides, my eyes closed and a smile spread across my face.
I had never felt so free.
…
Eventually, the wild run came to an end. We returned to the cabins, where Enzo let me slide down
gently onto the ground before he and the rest of his teammates shifted back into their human forms.
The entire team was exhrated and panting from their run, chattering amongst themselves about the
way their bodies felt.
“I really can’t thank you enough,” Enzo said, turning to face me.
Much to my surprise, his face had reverted back to a look of somber contemtion. He averted his
gaze, as did I as I felt my cheeks start to blush. While our wild run had temporarily made me feel free of
the pain of our breakup, that feeling quickly returned now.
“No problem,” I muttered, sticking my hands in my pockets. “I should get home now, though.”
“I’ll walk you home.”
My eyes widened at Enzo’s statement. I felt so confused by his behavior; just a few days ago, he had
told me that we couldn’t see each other at all. Now, he was offering to walk me home.
“Um… That’s okay,” I replied, ncing over Enzo’s shoulder at his team as they talked and danced
around the fire excitedly. “You should stay with your team.”
Enzo opened his mouth to say something, but then closed it again and nodded soberly. I managed a
weak smile before turning around and making my way back to the trail that would lead me back to
campus.
As I walked that night, my heart was full of two things: a renewed sense of vigor from our wild dash
through the woods, and a deep and incurable pain caused by my love for Enzo