Chapter 139: Reason
<span style="font-weight:400">Grimmjow almost choked on the water when a familiar silhouette gracefully danced through the air andnded on a nearby hill. It was Nelliel, the centaur he had encountered in Hueco Mundo, but she now seemed like apletely different person. There was a raw intensity about her; she radiated an aura of dignity and authority, despite the fact her Reiatsu was very much concealed by her Gigai.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Holy… what is a coward like her doing here?!”
<span style="font-weight:400">Nelliel sauntered closer, her towering stature casting a shadow over him. “You’ve also evolved. Still an Adjuchas, though.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Still an Adjuchas? What the hell do—”
<span style="font-weight:400">“She became a Vasto Lorde not long ago,” Kisuke interjected, materializing seemingly from nowhere. Tipping his hat ever so slightly, his eyes roamed the expansive underground, lips curling into a wry grin. The space, once reserved for his training and experiments, now became an orphanage for Hollows. “Nel-chan, wee back and congrattions. You’ve proven yourself in many ways today. I’m proud of you!”
<span style="font-weight:400">Yet, beneath the facade of enthusiasm, Kisuke was gripped by doubts about the growing power under Kazuya’smand. After all, two Vasto Lorde, a squad of eight Adjuchas, and the mysterious strength of Kazuya himself, could pose a great challenge to the Gotei 13. He had faith in Kazuya, but the cautious side of him whispered for a contingency should this power ever cloud Kazuya’s judgment.
<span style="font-weight:400">Nelliel nodded politely. “Thank you, Kisuke Urahara.”
<span style="font-weight:400">Grimmjow cracked his knuckles. “Kisuke Urahara, get the hell out of here. I’m in the mood to kick some Vasto Lorde’s ass.”
<span style="font-weight:400">Nelliel’snce moved threateningly close to Grimmjow’s throat. “You sought to consume me — a weak and beastly justification to kill someone. I’ll not pursue our encounter in Hueco Mundo since we serve the same person.”
<span style="font-weight:400">Asking to get along with someone like Grimmjow would be foolish. So, avoiding a conflict with him was the second-best course of action.
<span style="font-weight:400">Grimmjow snorted. “Like I care about that stuff. I don’t need a reason to kill someone.”
<span style="font-weight:400">Nelliel pinned him down with a cold gaze. “Do whatever you want. Just don’t get in my way. I’ll not hesitate to put down a rampaging beast.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“You woman.”
<span style="font-weight:400">A tense silence hung between them. But before Grimmjow could make a move, the familiar swish of Kisuke’s paper fan yfully connected with the back of his head.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Get Kazuya-san’s permission before fighting Nel-chan. Need I remind you about the punishments he listed?”
<span style="font-weight:400">Grimmjow growled. “That guy… fuck, she’s not worth the hassle.”
<span style="font-weight:400">Watching Grimmjow''s retreating figure, Nelliel let out a quiet exhale. “Cazad—Kazuya said he’ll be back soon. I’ll rest in the meantime…”
<span style="font-weight:400">The fight with Muramasa was mentally draining. She could use a good nap before Kazuya started her Arrancarification process.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Rest as much as you need.”
<span style="font-weight:400">…
<span style="font-weight:400">Nelliel’s eyes fluttered open, as though rousing from a dream. Before her, Kazuya lounged casually on a chair, his lips curved into a sly grin, eyes twinkling with mischief as they met hers. The vast underground chamber was silent — he was her onlypany.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Wee back.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“You’re strange,” she stated her genuine feelings. Even though she respected him, having someone watch her sleep was unsettling. “I meant that as an insult.”
<span style="font-weight:400">He chuckled. “Twenty hours, Nelliel. It’s fascinating how even a Vasto Lorde can be so vulnerable.”
<span style="font-weight:400">Of course, it was a lie to tease her. Nelliel barely slept for three hours.
<span style="font-weight:400">“I trust you,” she replied matter-of-factly. “You had numerous opportunities to harm me. Yet, here I am, as alive as a Hollow can be.”
<span style="font-weight:400">She had closed the power gap with him considerably, but the deep-rooted impressions wouldn’t alter easily. The memory of their initial encounter, his overwhelming Reiatsu that day, remained engraved on her heart.
<span style="font-weight:400">“What if I’m a weirdo who takes pleasure in killing my closest allies?”
<span style="font-weight:400">Nelliel crossed her arms. “If, by some miracle, you turn out to be a lunatic, I won’t retaliate. Given you once saved my life, it’s only fitting I permit you to end it.”
<span style="font-weight:400">The noticeable shift in Nelliel’s demeanor didn’t slip by Kazuya. Perhaps it was her solo journey in Hueco Mundo or the result of her choice to go against her Aspect of Death — she was acting particrly cynical.
<span style="font-weight:400">He shook his head. “Let’s get you amped up with Hōgyoku.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Hog… yoku?” Nelliel whispered with narrowed eyes. “It sounds like a person’s name.”
<span style="font-weight:400">He only smirked in reply. With a wave of his hand, he channeled his Reiatsu into the orb clutched within hands, unsealing the Hōgyoku. Its radiant glow covered Nelliel, and as its luminescence fractured and dispersed, from the settling mist emerged Nelliel, holding a green katana — her Zanpakutō — in her right hand.
<span style="font-weight:400">He nodded approvingly. Nelliel hadn’t diverged much from her anime appearance except for her Hollow Mask’s remnants remaining intact. Unlike Harribel and Kazuya, she hadn’t acquired any spiritual clothes. The criteria for obtaining the spiritual clothes remained a mystery, even after multiple Arrancarifications.
<span style="font-weight:400">As Nelliel caught his lingering gaze, her eyes flew wide open. Hastily, she used her weapon to shield her breasts and crotch, though it proved to be an imperfect solution. Her Hollow form used to conveniently hide her behind armor and fur, but now, she waspletely exposed.
<span style="font-weight:400">{She made it sexier. Partner, did you notice anything strange about her?}
<i><span style="font-weight:400">‘What exactly?’</i>
<span style="font-weight:400">{Her Hollow hole… She doesn’t have any.}
<i><span style="font-weight:400">‘She’s like me, I think. We achieved our ‘wish’ and restored a part of ourselves.’</i>
<span style="font-weight:400">Nelliel’s Aspect of Death had always revolved around the pain of loss. In her own unique way, she had always strived to preserve life, taking numerous Hollows under her wing even in a ce as ruthless as Hueco Mundo. Her soul, in many ways, was more human than many humans themselves. It was only natural she’d be cleansed of her past regrets.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Do you… have anything to wear?”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Take this.”
<span style="font-weight:400">Nelliel caught the bag with nimble fingers, using it as an instant shield. She felt the weight of it, realizing it contained clothing. As he turned his back respectfully, she hurriedly adorned herself with the attire he’d provided.
<span style="font-weight:400">The only reason he made her wait was to get some decent clothes for her.
<span style="font-weight:400">He turned around and waited for the rustling sounds to settle before checking up on her.
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<span style="font-weight:400">{Sheesh. We gave her <i><span style="font-weight:400">the</i><span style="font-weight:400"> drip.}
<span style="font-weight:400">Nelliel dusted her sleeve and gave him a smile. “Dying, being reborn as beasts, and then returning to a form resembling humans with emotions and reason…”
<span style="font-weight:400">“We wed our way back to humanity. That means we earned our ce in this world.”
<span style="font-weight:400">She nodded at his confident statement. “I guess I owe most of my efforts to you.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Stay by Tier’s side and help her with her dream. That’s all I want from you.”
<span style="font-weight:400">Her face took on a determined look. “It’s not just Harribel’s dream. I want to help other Hollows realize their former humanity and be like us. I want them to be fortunate like us.”
<span style="font-weight:400">It was an absurd dream, but his unfathomable existence gave her a sliver of hope.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Oh, by the way, feel free to stay at my ce. I know you and Grimmjow don’t get along.”
<span style="font-weight:400">She shook her head. “I was nning to visit my little ones. You don’t need to apany me… I’ll hide my mask and blend into the crowd.”
<span style="font-weight:400">An excited grin crept on her lips as she thought about walking between the living. She acted on her feelings and threw her arms around him. Squeezing him in her embrace, sheughed joyfully, as though sharing her happiness with him.
<span style="font-weight:400">“It really feels nice to hug someone. Thank you, Cazador, for yourpassion.”
<span style="font-weight:400">Her mood swing caught him severely off-guard. Letting out a deep sigh, he rubbed her back. “Get moving already. I have a lot of work to do.”
<span style="font-weight:400">{Liar. You’re enjoying the moment. It’s written all over your face.}
<i><span style="font-weight:400">‘How is that my fault? Besides, I have to meet Izumi. There’s also the little ghost girl. Api too.’</i>
<span style="font-weight:400">{Don’t forget our Zanpakutō practice and fixing Ciri. That''s also important.}
<i><span style="font-weight:400">‘Zanpakutō training is the first thing on my schedule tomorrow.’</i>