Chapter 103: A Start_Millennial Mage

Chapter 103: A Start

 T trekked a circle through the light dusting of snow around the isted wagons, anchored for a night in the wilds.

 Terry was nowhere to be seen and didnte when she called to him.

 She almost tossed out a bit of jerky, but since he hadnt responded to her calls and wasnting to her as she held the bit of meat, she was fairly certain he wasnt watching.

 For a brief moment, as she stared towards the forest in the distance, she thought her mage-sight highlighted several humanoid shapes, moving just inside the treeline. Hollys enhancement of my mage-sight gave it quite a bit longer range

 It was hard to tell, though, because of the sheer scale of the distant forest. If the shapes had been human in size, then those trees easily matched the descriptions shed earlier doubted. Almost a thousand feet tall True, if the creatures were a bit smaller than human, while being humanoid in shape, theparative height would be lower, but even so, they were monumentally massive trees.

 In reviewing the memory of seeing the figures, she decided that she hadnt been deluding herself; the creatures had been there. That said, they werent human, as theydcked gates.

 Additionally, they were solidly below the Archon range of power. So, not arcanes either.

 Arcanous humanoids? She knew there were quite a few beasts and monsters that appeared human-like, at least at a distance, and many were known denizens of the great southern forest. Thats probably what I saw. She would probably have to help safeguard the caravan from many of those in theing days.

 She found herself fixating on the distant trees, trying to see more creatures within their depths. The recent, unremembered encounter with the arcane was making her jumpy.

 She shook her head. I dont need to sleep more, tonight. So, she started her day.

 She didnt speak to Xeel as she climbed back up on the cargo-wagon, charging each of the cargo-slots in turn.

 That done, she dropped down, mming into the earth and sending up a puff of powder that had somehow avoided being trampled into ice. Snows dry here.

 With no one to gawk- except Xeel. But he didnt really count -T moved through her physical exercises, working up a sweat with theplexity and difficulty, despite the well-below-freezing air. As usual, bncing and the maintenance of proper form were often the hardest parts of the more advanced movements.

 She mentally thanked the Wainwrights for having isted the cargo-slots when she did her jumps. Try as she might, she couldntnd lightly enough to prevent the wagons, tables, and benches from shaking.

 Xeel regarded her with an odd look when she began that series, but quickly returned his attention to their surroundings.

 Physical sideplete, she moved through her magical, spiritual, and mental exercises. This included topping off all her magical items. Except Terrys corI hope hes alright. Thankfully, the cor was basically useless outside of the cities, and the ambient magic in the air was sufficient to keep it from bing inert, while in the wilds.

 Personal item recharging done, she retreated into her room within the cargo-slot, locked the door, stripped down, and opened Kit wide on her floor.

 Bath time.

 The dimensional storage had amodatingly created a depression, which was perfectly sized and shaped for her to soak in. Her hot water incorporator would provide enough water. Luxury!

 She easily connected four void-channels to the incorporator, causing water to jet out, sshing across much of Kits floor. Before T could temper the flow, the surface of the inset tub shifted, creating a modted surface that somehow disrupted the iing stream such that it didnt ssh or reflect out.

 Thank you, Kit.

 Kit did not respond.

 With the modification, T risked connecting two more void-channels to the device, causing a marked increase to the rate, though not near the fifty percent shed expect from a linear alteration of power. Dont focus on the numbers, T.

 The sshing water had reminded her how close to boiling the water really was, and so she pulled out her cold-water incorporator as well, moving two of the void-channels over.

 With the added channels and second incorporator, the tub filled to a good level in no time, and T was soon lowering herself into the steaming bath. It was still far too close to boiling for most people, mainly because Kits boundaries didnt seem to have any heat capacity or ability to absorb or impart thermal energy. Thus, the water could only cool by radiating heat up into the air.

 The temperature would have been a problem without inscriptions, and even so, T had to be careful not to cook her brain. After cleansing herself, she let the heat work its way through her body, rxing her muscles and helping them get the most from her workout and stretching. Finally, she could tell that the heat, even reduced, was getting to her, so she pulled out the cold-water incorporator again and lowered the temperature to a standard, more manageable level.

 Huh I wonder if using a dimensional storage, like Kit, for the oven box would allow for incorporator-based precision and baking? It was a thought.

 As shey there, she absentmindedly connected a void-channel to Kit, bringing the pouchs reserves quickly back to full, restoring the little it had used reshaping for her bath. It would really be convenient to bond Kit Shed told Elnea that shed allow the Archon to watch that bonding, though. I could bond my elk-leathers It just seemed too soon to bond something else. Gredivs books still wouldnt let her read any of them, and that implied that her soul was still settling after her step up, as Archon. Probably wisest to wait. She sighed in resignation.

 Now that shed refilled Kit, T yed with the void-channels themselves.

 In addition to the one already connected to her body, she forged one to Flow; while her body couldnt handle the excess, her bond to Flow was still capable of growing stronger, so it epted the extra power readily.

 Rxed and content, T modified the size of the channel leading to Flow. Shed fallen into a pattern of simply creating multiple channels if she needed more power, but that wasnt really required. Because of her one-sided practice, it took more focus to create a void-channel with twice the throughput whenpared to just creating two, but she did not want to make that worse by leaning on the crutch of her own making.

 In seemingly no time at all, the water began to discorporate, leaving T dry and clean, though there was a bit of dirty remnant in the lowest portion of the basin.

 She climbed out of Kit,bed through her hair and braided it, then dressed for the day.

 She walked out into themon space only to find it still empty. It is still before dawn, and everyones taking advantage of Xeels presence.

 T sighed. Great

 Not wanting to wake anyone, she went back outside. Blessedly, it seemed that it was close enough to morning that the cooks were beginning their work; the chuckwagon was alive with activity.

 I should check in with them. I know that Brand spoke to the head chef on my behalf. What was her name again? T searched back through her memory. Amnin! That was it.

 T walked up to the open side of the wagon, frowning. If they want to hide whats inside, why have the side open so often She shrugged. Shed connect with the Culinary Guild more closely in the future, but that wasnt why she was here.

 Amnin, good morning!

 The woman leaned out from behind a set of shelves. Mistress T? She smiled. As she walked over, she gave varying instructions to the other cooks. Amnin then leaned on the counterlike portion of the opening in the wagon and looked slightly down at T. Good morning. What can I do for you?

 I noticed you all up, and thought Id say hi.

 Amnins smile widened. Feeling a bit better than yesterday, then?

 T hesitated. Than yesterday? Mistress Oderas admonition came back to her. I guess I pushed those thoughts aside Her countenance must have fallen a bit, because Amnins smile dimmed, just a bit.

 Oh, Im sorry, Mistress. I didnt mean to remind you of whatever is getting you down.

 T smiled and shrugged. Its fine, Amnin. I do need to think about it.

 The woman seemed to contemte that briefly. Wait there a moment. She stepped deeper into the wagon, and T heard the clink of tes and the pouring of liquid, among the other noises of a highly active kitchen. The chef returned shortly, bearing a jug and a te. Coffee and sweet-knots. She smiled. These are from our test-batch. Weve eaten what we need to, and more are in the ovens.

 T blinked up at the woman. Why?

 Amnin smiled in return. Pastries, coffee, and watching the sun rise over a beautifulndscape can help you work through all sorts of things. She held out the te.

 T felt her eyes water, just slightly. She doesnt even know me, and shes being this kind. T nodded, took the offered items, and smiled. Thank you. Ill try that.

 Good. Id join you, but I have a couple hundred people to feed in just under two hours. Weve a lot to do.

 Ill leave you to it, then T nodded to herself. Thank you.

 Go. Take some time to think.

 T turned and went to the eastern-most table, to face the east with her te and jug as her onlypanions. She had to brush some new-fallen snow from the seat and tabletop, but it hadnt been too much of an inconvenience. As shed been about to sit on the bench, she remembered her weight. Thankfully.

 She moved the bench aside, and pulled out her folding seat, letting out a sigh as she settled down. It really wasfortable.

 Im too in my head.

 Well, then, talk to yourself, T.

 She snorted augh at that. Yeah, and make myself look crazier.

 Which is more important, looking sane, or being sane.

 She hesitated at that. I am a bitoff.

 You think?

 Yesactively.

 Dont sass yourself. It isnt useful.

 Fine

 Sodo I want to be alive?

 Pressure and tingling in her nose, along with a tightening of her throat were the only response she could muster.

 As she looked out over the snow-dusted ins, she took a deep drink of dark coffee, and then a bite of one of the sweet-knots. The delicacy was light and fluffy, yet somehow sweet and robustly creamy. These are amazing.

 There is much to live for.

 She had to set the pastry to the side. Do I really want to live for passing pleasures? Tasty food? Beauty here and there?

 She put her face into her hands and couldnt answer. What is the alternative?

 gates prove there is another realm. Would death be so bad?

 Would it be better?

 I dont know.

 Sowhy dont I want to live?

 She took another bite and long drink. Im unwanted. Ive served my purpose.

 Oh?

 I was sacrificed to make my familys prospects better, but Im still around.

 You are hardly unique in that.

 She wiped her face, ring into the distance. Just because others are suffering, possibly worse, doesnt mean that Im not suffering.

 Thats true. T took a long breath, barely being able to utter the next words, Its okay to hurt.

 She bent over her food, then, weeping silently. There was a cathartic release in the act, and for what felt like the first time in years, she allowed herself to feel her deep-set ache, her almost crushing loneliness.

 The issue wasnt solved, not even close. She hadnt even taken a single step towards true resolution, but she had finally actually looked at the wound within herself.

 It was a start.

 * * *

 When the light of dawn finally began to highlight the distant horizon, Ts eyes were dry, her te licked clean, and her jug of coffee empty.

 She briefly ced the dishes into Kit, pulling them back out perfectly clean.

 Thank you, Kit. I wonder where all the gunk goes It was something worthy of investigatioter.

 Kit did not respond.

 She returned to the chuckwagon giving Amnin the earthenware. Thank you, Amnin. II think I really needed that.

 The cook smiled towards the Mage. Sometimes, the person we need to talk to most is ourself. She looked at the te and jug. Oh! Thanks for giving them a once over. She then bustled off, back to work.

 Passengers and guards were beginning to emerge, and it was almost time for breakfast. Xeel had departed a bit ago, simply waving to her before he vanished.

 Terry? Are you back?

 Terry flickered into being on her shoulder, and she let out a sigh of relief.

 Are you ok?

 Terry nuzzled against the side of her face, then bobbed a nod.

 Anything I can do?

 He immediately opened his mouth wide, and she grinned.

 I can do that. She got out a few chunks of jerky and tossed them.

 Terry effortlessly acquired them with barely a flicker before curling up to seemingly sleep.

 Mistress T!

 T turned to see Rane approaching. Good morning, Master Rane.

 Do you want to get in a bout before breakfast?

 T opened her mouth to say no, then paused. You know what? Yeah. Ive been wanting to test out the sheath.

 Rane gave Flow a skeptical look. Are you sure that will contain it?

 T thought for a moment, then nced towards the chuckwagon. Hey, Amnin!

 Amnin came to the opening. Yes, Mistress T?

 Would the caravan be very inconvenienced if I broke a table?

 The woman scratched her head. Well, we have a few extrayoud be charged, though.

 Thats fine. Thank you!

 She turned back and saw Rane giving her an odd look.

 What?

 Youasked?

 Yeah?

 Thats not really like you.

 She thought about it for a moment, then shrugged. Im trying to change. Without another word, she walked over to one of the still unupied tables, off to one side. She took Flow from her belt, locking the sheath in ce.

 With two slightlyrger than usual void-channels, she extended Flow and the sheath to sword size. Baby steps.

 She used a quick motion to bring the sword down on the tabletop. Flows magicshed out, bent by the protective device, and the force was distributed across the entirety of the table, driving the legs four inches into the crunching, frozen soil.

 She turned to Rane, grinning. Satisfied?

 He was nodding. Yeah, thats perfect.

 * * *

 As it turned out, T hated the taste of snow somewhat less than that of sand. Not really surprising, I suppose.

 Three quick bouts, sword on sword, hadnt changed the oue away from the expected. Terry watched from his perch on a nearby wagon.

 T and Rane were squaring up for their fourth, when Rane cleared his throat. Why arent you blocking?

 Because I cant block your strikes.

 No. You couldnt block them, but that was with a mundane weapon. What will Flow do?

 Force vs Flow, eh? That was a thought. But will he break Flow? That was unlikely. Flow was soul-bound against Force, which was just magic-bound. That doesnt make it inherently better, though. It would be a risk, either way. He said it couldnt be stopped by a like powered opponent. That doesnt mean thats an absolute, and Flow should be more powerful

 So ready?

 T nodded, raising her de into a hanging guard.

 Rane fell into a high guard, a favorite of his, given his longer weapon. With a smooth forward step, he swept out, cutting towards her legs.

 It was aughably easy blow to parry. So, hes as nervous as I am, it seems. T responded with a sweep of her own, and the des met between the fighters.

 A concussion of force radiated outward in a circle, clearing the ground of the light, dry snow and breaking the grass t.

 Force and Flow stopped in a low bind, neither T nor Rane negatively affected by the sh.

 They both startedughing, smiles stretching across their faces. T felt a joy building within her. I can fight him on an equal footing now!

 Yes! Rane was nodding. Lets go.

 The following exchange of blows was bliss to T. Everything shed been learning came into y, as she fought more to perfect her own movements than against Rane as an opponent.

 Each meeting of empowered weapons caused a harmless, soundless shockwave, which just served to energize them both.

 It was stillughably obvious that Rane was the superior swordsman. While Ts quicker movements and stronger strikes made such a long exchange possible, only her increased weight and proper footwork kept her grounded enough to consistently sh with the much bigger man, wielding the heavier de.

 Rane, for his part, kept what amounted to a perfect defense against her. She knew there were ws in his movements; she could even see some of them, but she didnt have the skill to exploit them.

 The engagementsted a staggering thirty seconds of furious back and forth, before Ts errorspounded sufficiently for Rane to drive her into the ground once more.

 She rolled to her feet,ughing, sword already raised defensively toward her sparring partner.

 Rane had a massive grin across his face as well. Again?

 Again.

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Chapter 103: A Start