Chapter 194: I’ll Be Fine_Millennial Mage

Chapter 194: I’ll Be Fine

 T looked up as they came out from among the trees in the park, noticing what should have been obvious from outside the city. Oh, yeah. There are no mountains to the north of here. It really changes the whole feel of the ce. Not to mention the city as a whole is on more level ground.

 -Really, T? Thats what youre focusing on?-

 T lowered her gaze, taking in the long, residential street.

 There were only a few shops that broke up the park-side street: a restaurant, what appeared to be an odds-and-ends type store, and her familys alchemy shop.

 As they drew closer, Nc still holding her hand, T saw that the family store had expanded since shed been there, seeming to have taken over the homes to the left and right of it.

 In this neighborhood, the homes were built close together with no yard in front, but T knew there to be a yard in back.

 She considered for a moment, before realizing that she couldnt remember who used to live next to her familys shop. Huh. Memorys an odd thing.

 -Focus, T.-

 She stopped in the street, examining the changes, and marveling at howrge the store was. Its huge. She spoke almost to herself.

 Nc responded with pride evident in his voice. Yeah, the family serves the alchemy needs of the whole subdistrict. Weve bought out the otherpetitors, and we often have peopleing from further than that because we do it better, cheaper, or both. He grinned widely. We even have a Healer based out of the left side, there.

 T snapped her focus to her brother. What? Then, she looked up at the sign, seeing that, indeed, there was a smaller sign hanging below, advertising the services of a healer.

 Nc simply continued his exhortations. Yeah, anything we cant cure, or anything that might be serious, the healer takes care of. Hes an older Mage, I guess hes mostly retired, but he still seems to enjoy the work.

 Ahh, not an Archon, then. She hesitated at that. Well, what is older to an eleven-year-old? He might be an Archon, just taking a few years to enjoy the quiet life.

 We have solid contracts with the growplex, and Latna is negotiating for the contract to provide emergency aid in the event of a crisis or emergency. Its practically all she ever talks about. Apparently, ites with a high requirement for the storage of supplies, but it pays well, just to have a bitrger warehouse that we rotate our ingredients through. He shook his head, clearly baffled by the ways of adults.

 Thats actually pretty clever. Trying to centralize all emergency supplies for the city could go horribly wrong. She almost snorted augh. Not to mention the expense of the warehouse, and the manpower to rotate ingredients and other items to prevent spoge.

 Then, what Nc said settled in. SoLatna is working in the shop?

 Mmhmm. We all do, but she and Caln apprenticed with dad. They pulled extra shifts, in addition to studying and jumping through all the hoops, so theyre actually fully registered Alchemists, too, in way less time than it usually takes. He was beaming again. We have three full Alchemists working together. The only shop like it in the city.

 With a Healer, too? I can believe its the only one like it. Well, honestly she couldnt believe it was real, not really. Hes working with a Mage?

 -People change, T. He was trying to do just that before you left, and weve been gone a long time.-

 Theyd been standing across the street from the shop for nearly a minute by that point. So, Nc tugged on her hand. Come on. Im cold, remember?

 The two walked forward, and T felt herself in utter turmoil. She was angry; she felt guilty; she felt hurt. Each step, a different emotion reigned supreme.

 Her brother pushed the door open, letting out a wave of warmth and magical light. Has absolutely everything changed?

 As the door swung open, a cheery voice greeted them. Hello, wee to Karweil Alchemical Solutions. How can I- Oh, Nc, its you. Thete-teenager slouched just a little out of her precisely straight posture of a moment before, her politic smile shifting to one of familial affection. Youre a bitte. Who didyou

 Latna locked eyes with T, and the girl went mute.

 Latna was obviously Ts sister, a close mirror in every regard, physically speaking, but her features were a bit sharper than Ts, lending her both a tad more beauty and a look of ready judgment. Additionally, her eyes were a deep, startling violet.

 T cleared her throat. Hello, Latna.

 Latna didnt respond, instead just staring at T, shocked uncertainty ying across her features.

 Nc called towards the back of the store. Im home, and I have a guest with me.

 That broke Ts attention, causing her to look around.

 The shop was immactely clean and well decorated. There were a few items on shelves, which were clearly the most requested items, but even they looked more like disy pieces than tightly packed inventory.

 From her own time working in the shop, T knew that most Alchemy concoctions were best when used right after they were created.

 The front area wasnt massive, but it felt roomy with a twelve-foot ceiling and the walls near that ceiling beingposedpletely of windows all the way around.

 A door to the left stood ajar, the Healers crest embossed across the upper panel.

 Through that door, an older voice floated. Did I hear Nc?

 You did, Master Leighis.

 Thats wonderful! How did today go? You said they were going to be dropping some kids from pre-magic, today. You werent one of them, I hope? Did you bring home one of the other students? Footsteps sounded as the man talked, and then the door swung open.

 As T had halfway expected, the man was in his early thirties, at least by the look of him. That meant he could be thirty, or three thousand, for all T knew.

 Oh! Pardon me, miss. Leighis gave a nod of acknowledgement to T.

 Ts mage-sight immediately detected his nature as a Material Guide, amon quadrant for Healers. His aura was that of a Bound with no movement on the road toward Fused that she could detect. So probably younger than fifty, but not by much if hes followed the standard paths. Good Master. She gave a shallow nod of her head.

 A frown flickered across his face, and T saw power flow through the mans mage-sight scripts. Leighiss eyes widened as he saw her with that sense, then he frowned, clearly not understanding what he was seeing.

 Hell see that I am Bound and Fusing, but nothing else, at least not really. His mage-sight scripts didnt seem to have the delicacy to be able to determine the qualities of her magic just by examining her aura, let alone the facsimile generated by her through-spike. I am T. She didnt whisper, but she did pitch her voice so it wouldnt carry out of the room.

 Leighis bowed a bit deeper than he had the first time. Mistress T. To what do we owe the pleasure of this visit? The man was clearly hesitant about something, and his eyes flicked to Latna. Are you alright, Latna? Is young Nc in some sort of trouble?

 Nc turned and waved the Mage down. No, no, Master Leighis. This is my eldest sister.

 The Archons eyes widened again in surprise and understanding. Oh. He didnt seem to be able to bring anything else forward to say.

 Latna was still staring at T in shocked silence.

 A voice floated from the back. Nc! What I have told you about bringing home guests without warning? It was unmistakably that of Ts mother.

 Nc rolled his eyes and called back. Nothing! Ive never done it before. Youre thinking of Miro.

 Hey! Miros response resounded from a simr ce to their mothers. I havent done that in a long time.

 You brought home six friends yesterday! Nc shot back. But thats not important. Come see who it is!

 That started a tter of sound from the back, moving their way with chaotic inevitability.

 T was feeling overwhelmed. The voices were so familiar, but so different than she felt they should be. The faces shed seen already were filling in the gaps in her memory as she saw each one, and she felt her cycle of emotions be a tumbling turmoil.

 Then, Ts father spoke, calling from what T presumed was a workshop off to the right. Nc, weve been waiting for you for supper. You really shouldnt worry us like that.

 At the sound of her fathers voice, T felt the turmoil blow away, and all her emotions crystalize down into one: Raw, primal anger. In that instant, her soul, spirit, and physical desires were in perfect alignment.

 Even so, she did not give in to her rageful desire to kick down the partially open door and beat the man to death. Just because she wanted to do something, didnt mean she would want to have done it, or that shed be d that shed done it, once it was over.

 t gasped. -Oh. Oh!- Still, the alternate interface held back frommenting further.

 T ignored t, her attention moving inexorably towards her father.

 This was the man who had discarded her, doing his part to sign her life away without even bothering to talk with her.

 That doorway swung open as T turned to face it, and her father stepped out, freezing in his tracks as he saw her.

 His eyes widened in obvious recognition as well asplete and utter surprise.

 At the same time, T heard a passel of people pour into the room, joining Latna behind the counter.

 There were exmations along with questioning words as the eldest in the group seemingly recognized T, while the youngest obviously had no idea.

 She didnt turn away, afraid that if she took her eyes from her father, the rage would dete, and shed break down crying.

 Not here. Not now.

 His words came out as a whisper. T. Youreyoure alive. He shook his head. Of course, you are. They swore that you were, but still His eyes were watering, and his hands were trembling.

 Its Mistress T. You ensured that. Her tone was biting, and her words sounded petty, even to her own ears. Still, she didnt look away.

 Thus, she saw the flickers of anger across his features, followed closely by deep, soul-level defeat. His head dipped ever so slightly in resignation, not rising again. Yes, Mistress T. Your words are true.

 There was a cacophony of sounds, fragmentaryments, and shushes from behind the counter.

 T stood straighter, anger bubbling up inside. She clenched her teeth, feeling an ending-seed between them about to shatter, and froze on the spot.

 What am I doing? She used her tongue to push the seed back into her cheek. Why didnt I get rid of that beforeing here?

 She almost staggered at the bacsh of emotions. She turned. Im sorry, Nc. IllI cant do this right now. Ill be back, tomorrow. Get out, get away. I dont have toe back if I dont want to.

 She turned and took two steps before her father moved.

 Mistress T, wait.

 She stopped, and he rushed past behind her. She could hear in his tone and the urgency of his steps that somehow, he could tell that she didnt know if shed actually be back.

 She didnt turn as he dug behind the counter, pulling out something that clinked in his hands.

 No.

 He walked over, stopping a step or two behind her. It is nothing to the debt you bear because of usbecause of me, but it is what we could save, while you were gone.

 Unwillingly, T turned around, her eyes immediately locking onto the pouch resting on her fathers extended palm.

 We havent been starving by any means. He chuckled self-deprecatingly. But we have done our best to be wise with our money, and weve worked together to put this aside. His words had a nned, even rehearsed quality to them.

 Her eyes lifted, and she saw those behind the counter, her family, nodding affirmatively.

 Please, if you must go now, please take this with you.

 T hesitantly took the pouch and opened it, looking inside.

 Her enhanced perception, and t, helped her quickly count the meager coins within.

 Twelve gold, four silver, and a smattering of copper.

 In truth, that was a monstrous sum to a mundane family. Rust, three gold could have satisfied my increased appetite for a year up until recently, while eating exclusively at restaurants.

 Even if her visit with Viggo and hadnt made it clear, this certainly would have. The fact that shed made this much gold for solely her role as a Dimensional Mage, on herst trip, highlighted just how far shed moved up the economicdder.

 -T.-

 I cant. Not now. No. She ripped Kit off her pouch and threw it at the wall beside the entrance.

 Kit stuck, bing a door instantly, even as T pushed it open and mmed it behind her, shutting out the gasps of astonishment from those shed left behind.

 T stood just inside her private dimensional space, panting, tears running down her cheeks.

 Well, rust.

 Terry lifted his head from his spot in the corner and trilled inquisitively.

 Its fine, Terry. Theres nothing that you can do.

 He flickered to her shoulder and head-butted her cheek, hard.

 No, Im not lying Terry. Ill be fine.

 He trilled and head-butted her again, then flickered back to his corner. She easily understood his meaning: Fine, but if you need me, Im here.

 Did you get any jerky?

 He opened one eye, then his mouth.

 She snorted and grabbed some jerky out of the air, tossing it to him.

 He happily snapped it up.

 She then grabbed up some rags and wiped her face, blowing her nose to clear it.

 -T. Youre not focusing on the issue at hand.-

 T ignored that. What were you gasping about, earlier?

 t sighed, but then got excited. -When you figured out what you wanted: our soul, spirit, and body came into harmony like never before.-

 Yeah, I thought I felt something like that. What of it?

 -Fusing.-

 Ts eyes widened.

 -Fusing became trivially easy. Were almost done.- t was ecstatic.

 Why only almost?

 -because you are in turmoil again.-

 T growled. Lovely.

 Shed only been in Kit for about thirty seconds, but she was already beginning to realize just how much like a teenager storming off to their room shed just acted.

 And I have to exit back into the family shop She clearly hadnt thought her actions through.

 -So, for the sake of Fusing, are you willing to go back out?-

 And say what, t?

 -I dont know, and even if I did, youd never do it just because I said to.-

 Trantion: She knew exactly what T should say but also knew that T would fight her on it, at least without some preliminary prodding.

 -Hey, you areing to understand me better.-

 Were the same person, t. All I have to do is think about what I would do, were our positions reversed. She hesitated, then amended. I still think youre a jerk some of the time.

 -Yeah, well. Were no peach.-

 So? What should I say?

 Less than a minute after shed mmed the door, T stepped back out, seeming far moreposed outwardly, while still feeling in turmoil, internally.

 A din of conversation cut off instantly as she opened the door, and all eyes turned to her.

 She pulled Kit closed behind her and lifted the pouch from the wall, recing it on her belt.

 T closed her eyes and took a deep breath, letting it out slowly into the awkward silence.

 I apologize for that reaction. It was childish. She still hadnt opened her eyes. She didnt want to see her family, while she said what she needed to say. Father, Mother, I am livid beyond words at what you two did, and that you did not even talk with me about it. The rest of youI apologize for vanishing without even saying goodbye. I apologize for ignoring all attempts to contact me. I do love you, and I miss you terribly.

 Her eyes opened, and she found and locked onto her mother and father who were standing together to one side.

 I dont know that I will ever forgive you. That may be a w within me, but it hardly matters. There is no trust between us. There is no obligation. Only time will tell if there will ever be a rtionship again. Right now? There is none.

 She hefted the pouch of coins, finally allowing her eyes to take in all of her siblings. There was only one missing that she remembered, Caln, and there were two that she didnt recognize at all, their age seeming to indicate that theyd been born after she left. The youngest looked barely older than three, as she was held by one of her older siblings. Illie, I think? Ncs twin. If not, it was Alva. The girls looked very simr after so long an absence.

 Leighis seemed to have excused himself from the room in the short time that she was gone. Wise and kind of him.

 T found Latna, central among the siblings. Here.

 She tossed the coin-pouch to the young woman.

 If youre willing, Ive an idea on how you can use that to earn quite a bit and help all our siblings have a better life. If you arent willing T shrugged. I cant make you. She still didnt see Caln, or shed offer him the same, directly. Please extend the offer to Caln as well.

 Latna finally seemed to have gotten over her shocked silence. What does that even mean? Are you going to be talking to us, now? Weve all tried to contact you, and youve never responded.

 T nodded. In that, I failed. She felt that failure as she looked at the veritable strangers before her. I will read any letter sent my way and respond when I can. I am often away from cities, so it might take a while asionally, but I will respond. She closed her eyes, scratching at her temple and trying to hold back tears of frustration, of nervousness, of anger. I need to go, now. I She swallowed. Im not in a good ce.

 She red at their parents, briefly, then calmed her rage once more. Neither tried to speak or interject.

 Ill be back, tomorrow, in thete morning, and Im happy to talk to any of you, if anyone is interested. She gestured towards the siblings, specifically excluding her parents.

 Nc nodded. Thank you, T.

 T felt a small smile tug at the side of her lips, even as tears broke free, despite her best efforts. See you tomorrow, titan.

 He grinned back at her, unashamedly. Oh, I have so many questions.

 Well, write them down. Well talk, tomorrow.

 With that, she turned and strode from the shop, leaving her family behind once again.

 This time, however, it was only for a single night.

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Chapter 194: I’ll Be Fine