Chapter 196: Exceptions Aside_Millennial Mage

Chapter 196: Exceptions Aside

 T did her best to not fidget as she looked around at the crowd of siblings.

 She couldnt even properly enjoy the spectacr view of the city and surrounding ins that stretched out in every direction. Though, she could see hints of mountains to the east, running northward; the shadows of forests to the far south; and what was likely the sparkle of light off of the ocean to the north-west. They really built the city on a nice rise, and this restaurant is in a great spot.

 The views werent unobstructed, of course. Other multi-storied structures cut off parts of the vista, but not so much as to obscure those massive features.

 Latna cleared her throat. I have a question.

 T brought her attention back to her sister. Yes?

 Why did you leave us? Why did you ignore us when we sent you letters?

 T felt like someone had thrown a bucket of cold water into her face. Still, she took a moment to collect herself, and with ts help formted an answer. I wasvery angry with mother and father. I felt used, untrusted, and unloved. She closed her eyes, feeling the emotions of thest years washing over her. She continued without opening her eyes, not wanting to be distracted by her family before her. Anything that reminded me of them, of what theyd done, hurt. She opened her eyes. That included you.

 Latna frowned but didnt interrupt.

 It was immature, but I was a child. It was petty, but I was aggrieved.

 Olen leaned back and T heard him whisper to Akli, What does aggrieved mean?

 It was Mita, Aklis twin, who answered in a simrly quiet whisper. It means hurt, or wronged. Shhh.

 That caught T off guard, even though the words had been so quiet most wouldnt have heard them.

 Use smaller words. This is your family, not teachers sitting in judgment over you.

 She hesitated, then let out a long breath. The long and short of it is this: I had my reasons, but my choice to ignore you all was wrong. I should not have cut myself off from all of you. Will you forgive me?

 Silence rang through the room. In that stillness, they heard footstepsing up the stairs.

 No one wanted to speak in front of the servers, so they waited.

 Great timing, T

 It took a few moments for the two attendants to reach the room, and they passed out the food and drinks, receiving polite Thank yous and other forms of gratitude before they departed once again.

 In the returned silence, they all waited until the footsteps had faded, sipping, nibbling, or shifting nervously.

 Finally, of all people, Caln spoke up. You want us to forgive you? To forgive you for the years of broken rtionship? We were on your side from day one! We had nothing but sympathy for you and a desire to help.

 Mom and Dad told us everything. They cast themselves as the viins in that tale and rightly so.

 We have been striving for years to help save up to repay the debtid upon you. We tried to invest the money wisely, expanding the shop and getting a Healer to work with us, among other things. The n was to have a good chunk ready for you, when you graduated, and have a good foundation so that we could then st through the debt with our increased capacities.

 He scoffed, shaking his head.

 And what do we get for all our work? All our scrimping? All our sacrifices? You seemingly graduate and vanish. When you finally do show up, the money is tossed back at us like its nothing.

 He pointed to Latna.

 She cried much of the night because of you, T. He grimaced. Mistress T.

 He shook his head again, his features bing a mask of anger once more.

 We have suffered as a family, trying to be ready to lift the burden from you, and it. Means. Nothing. You dont need us at all. You dont want us at all. You throw gold around like its candy. Why are you even here?

 The silence returned like a struck bell.

 Nobody said anything, all eyes remaining fixed on T.

 Well, all eyes but that of the littlest. T hadnt caught her name.

 The small one was staring at Caln for a long moment before standing up and toddling over to where he was sitting on a cushion on the floor. She grabbed his face, shocking the young man out of his re at T. Wha-?

 Ookie?

 What?

 Ookie!!

 Caln pulled back at the shout, blinking at the loud promation. Cookie? He nced down at the te of cookies hed gotten along with his drink.

 The entire demeanor of the girl changed as she stood up straighter, wiggling her little head in obvious pride. Ess! Ease!

 The little one then turned to look at T.

 Ookie you?

 T blinked back. Do I want a cookie?

 Again, that little one shimmied in obvious happiness. Ess!

 Iuhsure?

 The girl turned back to Caln, then pointed to T. Ookie!!

 That was too much, and everyone burst outughing.

 Theughter wasnt so much because the girls actions were humorous, as how effectively theyd shattered the tension of the moment.

 Caln hesitantly stood and walked over to give T a cookie. He then looked down. Are you happy, Se?

 Se was ring at T. Ank, ooo!

 T cocked her head, squinting and trying to understand. Oh! Thank you, Caln.

 Again, little Se flipped her expression on a copper, beaming once more.

 Caln retook his seat, and things quieted down. Everyone was clearly still waiting on Ts answer, but much of the horrifying tension was gone.

 T cleared her throat and then took a small bite of the cookie. It was actually rusting delicious. There was something in them that made them crunch while being warm and moist. No two things. It wasnt nuts, or anything silly like that either. I need to buy a few dozen of these

 She was stalling.

 She took a sip from her cup and forced herself to not evaluate the tea. Even though it wasnt nearly as good as what she had in Kit. T Come on.

 I did not intend any of that as a slight. She closed her eyes and shook her head. Oh, t, please help me here? Im too close to this. I dont know what to say.

 And so, t helped her.

 I apologize for the hurt I caused. I chose to go to Bandfast after graduating because there is arger Caravanners Guild Hub there. Also, more personally, I wasnt ready to face mother and father, or anything that reminded me of them, not yet. As to giving the money back. She shook her head ruefully. I would love to keep it. It would help in so many ways, but it will help you all more. I think I can even give some suggestions as to what it could be used for. She gave a wry chuckle. But Im getting ahead of myself. I think it best if I just tell you what Ive been doing, since I graduated. But, before that: Can you forgive me for my callousness? For not considering you all in my actions? I want to exin everything to you, but I dont want it to be an excuse.

 Caln sighed. I am willing to hear you out. I can understand making a mistake, and I forgive you.

 Latina nodded, as did the oldest twins, Mita and Akli.

 Illie frowned before she too, sighed. I want to hear what you have to say. Ill forgive you, but it will take more than that to repair the harm that youve done.

 Nc turned to his twin sister, shaking his head. Stop pretending youre a queen.

 Latna cleared her throat. I think I speak for all of us when I say: We forgive you, but it will take time and effort to rebuild our rtionships with you.

 T felt a tension ease inside herself, and she smiled. That addressed, she told them the story.

 The tale was obviously abridged, and she left out mention of dead woodsmen, founts, Archon stars of any kind, or arcanes or, well, any of the myriad other things that shouldnt be told to mundanes or very small children.

 As an example, she skimmed over some of the scarier details for the sake of the little ones but did her best to tell it aspletely and truthfully as she couldthose exceptions aside.

 The servers dropped through several times, refilling drinks and bringing more savory foods as the time for lunch came and went. T was restrained in her eating, mainly so she could continue her story.

 She did pause every once in a while, to allow rifying questions, but there werent too many. t was helping her organize the story and structure it in an understandable way.

 It was mid-afternoon when she finished up the tale, concluding on her arrival in Marliweather. And so, Im here for another day before I have to head back to Bandfast. If you want me back, I can probably get another contract over to here and be back in around two weeks.

 After a short pause, Olen spoke up. Yeah, we want you back.

 Se looked at her older brother, held up a new treat over her head, given after a full and healthy lunch, and proudly proimed. Ookie!

 The girl had not focused on Ts story, not that T had expected her to. Instead, shed spent the time moving between various siblings and ying with their hands and feet. Shed even sat in Tsp for a bit before moving on.

 The other siblings smiled at Ses pronouncement before agreeing with Olen, each in their own way ranging from Ncs hearty seconding of the sentiment to Calns reserved, hesitant nod.

 After that, there were a few generic questions about what it was like to be a Mage, which T answered as best as she could, but it was starting to gette, and apparently, theyd promised to be back home before dinner to help with the final preparations.

 T cleared her throat. Could either Latna or Caln stay behind? Id like to talk with one or both of you about my suggestion.

 The two shared a look, then Latna shrugged. I can, sure.

 Nc cleared his throat. Can I stay, too? I need to ask you something

 T gave him a searching look, then nodded. Alright. Ill need to settle the bill, and talk to Latna, but after that, we can chat.

 Mita cleared her throat. The girl was third oldest of Ts siblings, just about a year younger than Caln, only slightly older than her twin. Will we see you again, this trip?

 Ille back by tomorrow. Ill spend the day in the park, so if any of you want to drop by, Ill spend that time with you.

 There were some awkward goodbyes and Caln shepherded them through the process of getting their winter gear back on before trundling down the stairs.

 Se continued her loud cries as they left. Eye, !

 It didnt matter how many times T said bye in return, the little one continued her calls.

 In truth, T didnt mind, though she did feel bad for Akli, who was holding the small girl.

 She has quite the lungs.

 As thest head disappeared down the stairs, Latna and Nc moved closer, so that they were sitting at two points of a triangle,pleted by T.

 Latna cocked an eyebrow. So? Whats this idea?

 Iron paint. The local Constructionist Guild likely doesnt have a supplier yet as its a rtively new thing. The one in Bandfast buys it by the gallon, though.

 Iron paint? How would you even make that?

 The form is avable to any licensed Alchemist through the Archive.

 Latna winced. Oh Archive ess isnt cheap. She cocked her head. Though, we can go to the library, and get a hard copy. How much is the form?

 Five gold.

 Latna gaped. Are you out of your mind? How could we possiblyafford She closed her mouth and hesitated. You want us to spend some of the gold on that.

 I think so. Its not thatplicated, if I understand the process correctly, and it sells for half a gold per gallon. Sheughed. Id buy a few gallons from you, too.

 The younger woman seemed to be doing calctions in her head. I would need an introduction to the Constructionist Guild. Is there a proof of efficacy?

 T returned a crooked smile. I can have something ready to show.

 -Thats kind of funny, actually. I want to see that.-

 T hesitated. Oh?

 -Yeah. How quickly are they going to smite you when you drop your illusion.-

 Ill give them warning.

 -Suit yourself.-

 Itll be fine. Ill give proper context, then do a slow reveal. Its not like Ill walk in, drop my illusion and say, Buy this stuff. Its great!

 -Fine, fine.-

 Latna was nodding. That could work. That could work. Why half a gold per gallon?

 T shrugged. Thats what I was charged.

 So, likely depending on local avability of materials and the like. She took in a deep breath. Still, five gold for a form

 It will be a risk, but one that I think will pay off.

 Can we go tomorrow?

 To the Constructionists?

 Yes.

 T thought a moment before nodding. Sure. Just before dinner, so I dont break my word to the others.

 Latna nodded, pushing to her feet. All right, then. Ill see you tomorrow. Are youing soon, Nc? She turned and pulled on her own coat and boots.

 I think so. Let them know where I am. Ill either be home for dinner, or figure something else out.

 Latna hesitated, then looked to T. Alright, then.

 She finished dressing for the weather outside and moved to the stairs.

 She had descended three steps before she paused. T?

 T turned to regard her. Yes, Latna?

 Thank you foring back. I wish you hade back sooner, but thank you foring back.

 T just nodded and smiled.

 Her sister turned and walked out of view, down the stairs.

 So. T regarded Nc. What did you want to ask?

 He was fidgeting with his hands. WellYou see He swallowed, then grabbed his mug, draining thest of the tea from it.

 T didnt interrupt or prod.

 You see, I wanted to be a Mageto find you. He said thest in a quiet voice.

 T felt something twinge in her chest. Oh, Nc. Im here. Im so sorry. I-

 He was shaking his head. I know. I know that. He swallowed again. Mistress Rinshes my pre-magic teachersaid that someones motivation for bing a Mage matters. Mines gone! He hung his head. Can I even be a Mage anymore?

 T blinked in surprise at that. Do you want to?

 Yes!...no? I dont know. He shook his head.

 Well, that sounds like the heart of it. If you want to be a Mage, you can be. If you dont? You dont have to.

 But this is what Ive been nning, Illie and me.

 And now you dont know what to do.

 And now I dont know what to do.

 Well, how about you talk me through it.

 And so he did.

 T was able to get the servers to bring them some more food and drink, and then, she just listened.

 An hourter, the boy was no closer to a decision, but he seemed lighter, less burdened. Thank you, T.

 She smiled. Im happy to listen. Come on. Lets get you home.

 She settled the bill, receiving seventy-five silver back in change.

 Together, she and Nc walked back towards the family shop infortable silence.

 As they walked, T had a thought. She opened Kit, as she had several times throughout the day to give Terry an out, if he wanted. Just as before, he didnte.

 Hey, Terry. You want toe out?

 He squawked back at her in the negative.

 She hadnt asked at other times, but she knew that hed been able to sense the opening, and could havee out if hed wanted to. I want you to meet someone.

 Nc was giving her an odd look. T?

 One moment.

 Terrys half-grumbling trill came from the open pouch, then he flickered to her shoulder, giving her a squint-eyed re.

 Nc gasped.

 Terry, obviously hearing the sound, leaned out, sideways, to look across T and at her brother.

 What is that?

 T smiled. This is Terry. Hes a he, not a that, and hes a terror bird.

 Terry flickered to stand on Ncs shoulder.

 The boy felt the pressure and turned slowly to look at his new passenger.

 Terry stared back into the boys eyes from only a few inches away.

 Terry. This is my brother. Be nice, please. Hes just a boy.

 Terry broke eye contact with Nc, and nced at T. He squawked once, then hunkered down on her brothers shoulder.

 Nc was still frozen, almost unmoving as he watched the bird. T?

 Yes.

 What do I do?

 Here, feed him this. T pulled out some jerky, but it vanished from her hand before she could pass it to her brother. Stop that, Terry. Im trying to let him give it to you.

 The next piece vanished as well.

 If you do that again, I wont get out any more.

 Terry opened one eye, rolled it, closed it, then let out a long-suffering, basso trill.

 Nc jumped. How did he do that? That was so deep? He chuckled a bit. It actually kinda tickled.

 Terrys eye opened again, and he trilled another low note.

 Nc giggled. Stop that. Youre making my whole chest vibrate.

 T slipped her brother some jerky, and when Terry opened his beak again, Nc stuck the treat in, before Terry could make any more sound.

 The bird narrowed his gaze at the boy, then slowly pulled the jerky into his mouth.

 Youre a funny little thing. Terry was it.

 Terry nced at T, swallowed the jerky, then jabbered a long series of ascending and descending squawks and trills.

 Ncughed again, reaching up to stroke the bird. Youre trying to talk?

 Terry stopped, then huffed.

 T cleared his throat. He was talking. Just because we didnt understand him, doesnt mean hes not speaking.

 Nc gave a slow nod, clearing thinking the whole situation was a bitodd. All right, then. Im sorry for interrupting, Terry.

 Terry huffed, then went right back to jabbering away as the siblings turned and finished their trek to the shop.

 When they reached the doors, T bid her brother goodnight, tossed a bit of jerky for Terry and smiled as his weight flickered into being on her shoulder.

 Nc waved as he pushed open the door. Goodnight, T. Goodnight, Terry. Good to meet you!

 Latnas voice came from inside. Terry? Whos Terry.

 T grinned as she turned and headed towards the Constructionist Guild.

 If Im going to introduce Latna, I should at least meet them myself, first.

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Chapter 196: Exceptions Aside