Chapter 306: Goodbyes


    T grumbled even as she and Rane walked out of the arena.


    Itspletely unfair that you dont have to contest my aura in order to manipte the kic energy when we sh.


    Rane huffed augh. How many times do I have to exin it to you? I alter the vectors while they are imparted. Youd have to ovee <em>my</em> aura to prevent it from happening.


    She grunted. He had told her dozens of times. Shed even managed to do it asionally while they fought, but she still didnt like it. Its stillpletely unfair.


    Truthfully, T knew that she could have beaten him in a real battle. Rust, even in a truly intense sparring session, she would be able to achieve victory. She hadnt even relied on her Way of Flowing Blood in their fight.


    That said, she also wanted to be able to spar against Rane in theing years in Alefast, and no one enjoyed being crushed in a conflict. <em>Maybe next time</em>


    Even so, his ability to manipte kic energy upon impartment was difficult to deal with. <em>Definitely next time. I want to make sure I actually can beat it under sparring rules.</em>


    He shook his head. Ill buy you breakfast as an apology?


    T sighed. No Mistress Petras cooking is much better, and I think I want to be eating that exclusively.


    Rane gave her a startled look. Are you alright? Did my magics affect you that much?


    What?


    Youre turning down food.


    She red. Thats not very nice.


    A small smile pulled at the side of his mouth. urate though.


    She huffed but didnt have anything else to say.


    You know, you can eat more than one meal. Ive seen you do it before.


    That is true, but somehow the food with my magic imbued within it is more filling. As Mistress Petra gets better at maintaining the magical content it bes even more so.


    Huh, I hadnt thought that would be the case. Rane looked away, then gave her a side-eyed nce. Does she have anything that I could eat?


    A smile tugged at Ts own lips. Nothing magical, but maybe mundane. Ill check. She pulled Kit open, willing the internal side toe into being near the other woman. Mistress Petra?


    The calm voice of someone who was obviously in the middle of something came back in response, Yes, Mistress T?


    Would it be possible to get a meal for my friend, when mine is ready?


    You missed your breakfast, Mistress T. I have that ready, now. I can have something ready for your friend too, in under ten minutes.


    T felt a bit shell shocked. <em>I missed breakfast?</em>


    She thought back on it, and yes, she had.


    She had gone straight from Mistress Hollys workshop to the arena.


    T hadnt thought about food at all, since shed been so excited to test herself that she hadnt considered anything else.


    Yes, that would be wonderful, thank you.


    Happy to be of assistance.


    T closed the pouch and nced toward Rane, seeing a truly concerned look. I was joking before, but <em>are</em> you okay? I dont know that Ive ever seen you miss a meal when you were conscious enough to eat it.


    She grimaced. Im not <em>that</em> food oriented.


    He opened his mouth, then closed it and shook his head. If you say so, I suppose.


    They found a nearby parkas neither of them were really bothered by the coldand waited for their meals to be ready.


    Instead of filling the time with inane chatter, T and Rane simply enjoyed the silent stillness of a walking-park in midmorning, and didnt speak even after theyd found a nice bench on which to break their fast.


    A few minutester, Rane turned to regard her. So, youre leaving for Marliweather tomorrow?


    She nodded. She hadnt been circumspect about her ns. I need to see my family, now that Im back.


    Youll be there for what? A month or two?


    Something like that. It will depend on how things go. Plus theres the travel there and back, but that shouldnt take me too long.


    He nodded. I can understand that. Family can beplicated.


    She grunted in return, remembering her two interactions with his older brother.


    What about after? Do you have any concrete ns?


    She shrugged. I was thinking of spending the Waning in Alefast: see what thats like, help out how I can, learn what Im able.


    Rane chuckled. That makes it sound like a holiday or festival instead of something that most sane people avoid.


    She grinned in return. Well, I wont im to be sane from a mundane perspective. For me? It might be a sort of holiday.


    Thats a long holiday. I think its supposed to be a bit more than twenty years until the Waning is finished.


    That was true. She would be almost twice as old as she was now, when the Waning wasplete. Still better than waiting nearly fifty years to watch Makinavens Waning.


    Yeah, and forest cities experience it differently.


    Not to mention me and the southern forests dont exactly mix well.


    Thats the truth. He quirked a smile.


    All that to say, Im not fully decided, but I do think Ill be moving over to Alefast, Waning.


    He nodded in understanding and didnt interject again. He had already known that this was something that shed been considering. So, she hadnt expected it to be a surprise.


    Even so, shed never told him or Lyn that shed made a final decision.


    This was mainly because she hadnt.


    <em>-Yes you have. You just wont admit it because such a longmitment is scary.-</em>


    <em>Hush, you.</em>


    <em>-Master Nadro says you need to be more honest with yourself.-</em>


    T ignored that, waiting for Rane toment further, and when he didnt, she continued, While based in Alefastif I go that wayIll probably explore some, rather than just sitting behind the walls, but I definitely want to experience the Waning at various stages.


    <em>If we do go, then maybe we can snag Artia, Adrill, and Brandon to aid in research?</em>


    <em>-Yes, if. They might be interested, once the Waning reaches its end.-</em>


    Rane nodded. I understand its an interesting process, one you have to see to truly understand. There are far worse ways to spend the time, all things considered.


    Yeah, Ive heard the same.


    She felt a vibration within her power and opened Kit. Mistress Petra?


    Here you are. The womans voice was cheerful and weing.


    Oh! Thank you.


    Two trays were passed out, one obviously for T, the other for Rane.


    Thank you, Mistress Petra.


    Youre wee, Mistress T. Are you in a ce where we can exit?


    Yes. T set Kit on the ground, and she grew upwards into a door, which almost immediately opened to let the family out.


    It was a bit earlier than theyd agreed, but the family each had people to see and ces to go as a final goodbye in this city. There was no reason for T to force them to stay around.


    Mistress Petra smiled, Your lunch is already prepared. You should be able to grab it at your leisure.


    Thank you.


    The older ones bowed to T and Rane, and Metti waved vigorously, before they headed off to do what they had nned.


    With the family departed, T and Rane turned back to their breakfast.


    Ts tray was loaded with at least four times the amount of food as Ranes, and every bit of it was <em>packed</em> with power.


    Rane gave her food a skeptical look before focusing on his own with a bit of confusion. Wait, this tray is an artifact?


    She smiled. The arcanes didnt give me the items to host arge group, but my sanctum is packed with random conveniences.


    Like trays that maintain the temperature of every part of everything they hold, independently?


    Well, you dont want your fruit or creme to get warm inside the crepe before you get to it, do you?


    I He shook his head. I cant say Ive ever considered that as a problem to be solved, but I suppose not.


    Thats right you dont. She smiled. And when I am eating this much, I can tell you: It is frustrating to the extreme to have much of what I eate to a homogenous temperature before I get to it.


    Rane nodded at that. I can actually see that, yeah. Room temperature food, unless its supposed to be that way, is often pretty gross.


    Hence, trays.


    And multiple because you often need more food than can fit on one tray?


    She huffed augh. Well, <em>yes</em>, but also redundancy. Whatever I have that they provided, I have enough for me, at least five times over.


    Ranes eyes drifted toward his food.


    T grinned. But enough of that. Lets eat.


    He didnt need any more encouragement than those words.


    They ate their meal in rtive silence, simply enjoying the excellent food and the lovely setting.


    When they finished, T put the trays back into Kit, and they headed toward the guards trainingpound.


    T had been delinquent in addressing this particr group of people.


    She had no obligations to them. The ss that shed been helping Adam with had ended well before shed disappeared, but he was still an acquaintance whom shed not seen since her return.


    There were all sorts of justifications for theck, but in truth, she just hadnt prioritized it.


    <em>If it matters, youll find the time. If it doesnt, youll find an excuse.</em>


    <em>-Thats a little harsh. Sure, the aphorism is true enough under normal circumstances, but your circumstances were hardly normal. Youre only now fully recovered.-</em>


    T grumbled internally but couldnt say that t was wrong.


    Even in the cold weather, they still found the training yard full, as expected.


    They were greeted when they stepped across the invisible dividing line between the yard and the street beside it, and one of those training went to see if Adam was avable.


    He was, and they spent the remainder of the morning briefly catching up.


    There was an oddly ufortable distance between them that had never really existed before.


    They both seemed to be aware that they no longer had any real points ofmonality.


    They also no longer had the caravans as a point of contact and ovepping purpose.


    Due to his experience, Adam seemed to have noticed that T was physically on an entirely different level than she had been before, and even then, shed been able to physically dominate as many guards as they could throw at her.


    Moreover, T could tell by the way he moved thatat least subconsciouslyhe saw her as a threat, which had never been the case before.


    Obviously, Adam knew she wasnt going to hurt him, but it was simr to how she, herself, changed her actions when interacting with Kannis as opposed to with Rane, Master Cazor, or one of the others shed sparred against.


    She knew that she was always a bit more careful in how she moved around them, and now Adam was treating her the same manner.


    In a way, it was an incrediblepliment. He seemed to be able to tell that her foundational understanding and experience inbat had grown dramatically.


    It was a pleasant visit, but as they parted ways, both T and Adam seemed to know that theyd likely never see each other again.


    As T and Rane walked away from the training yard, Rane was giving her an odd look.


    What?


    You. You seemed off in there. Like you were obligated to be there and couldnt wait to leave.


    T immediately grimaced at the usation, but before she snapped back at him, she forced herself to mentally pause and consider. <em>Were his actions a reflection of my attitude?</em>


    <em>-Maybe? I think you were both feeding off of each other. Hes always been very perceptive, and I think he realized that you are not the same person who you were. More iron in the body and blood on the hands, as it were.-</em>


    She found herself nodding. I didnt feel obligated to go, not really, but it did feel awkward to be there.


    Oh? He prompted without being overly invasive.


    Its odd. She frowned. When I was herest, I I was so ignorant, so inexperienced. Now?


    They fell into silence, and Rane simply walked beside her.


    Finally, T continued. Ive killed so many people, both directly and indirectly. Her voice was small. Ive talked with Master Nadro about it some. She huffed a shortugh. Its filled up a couple of our sessions, actually, but it hasnt really felt as <em>real</em> as it did just now, being near Adam.


    Why is that? Ranes voice was soft, genuinely inquisitive.


    Because he has spent his whole life training and fighting to protect others, and when push came to shove, I killed to save myself. I killed <em>so </em>many.


    <em>t?</em>


    <em>-Yeah. Im on it.-</em> The alternate interface would see if Master Nadro was avable to meet up in the near future.


    Rane was silent for a long moment, then he carefully asked. Do you want to talk about it?


    After a long minute, she nodded. I think so. Lets go to Lyns to set up Kit and talk.


    And so, thats what they did.


    They spent the rest of the day walking the hills within her sanctum as T simply talked through her perfectly preserved memories of what shed done to secure her position and when she was an Eskau.


    They shared dinner while T continued to speak, but when they had finished, t interrupted.


    <em>-T?-</em>


    <em>Yeah?</em>


    <em>-Mistress Holly reached out via the Archive to verify that you are stilling by to show her the reinscriber before you depart.-</em>


    <em>Right</em> T let out a long sigh. <em>I dont suppose we could skip out?</em>


    <em>-She might legitimately chase you down.-</em>


    <em>I could see that, yeah.</em> A smile tugged at Ts lips.


    <em>-Shes also been far more patient about it than I think either of us expected.-</em>


    <em>Thats rusting true.</em>


    Rane had turned her way. Everything okay?


    Yeah, I just have to swing by Mistress Hollys shop.


    He smiled and nodded, pushing himself to his feet, standing from where theyd been sitting thest hour or so. Ill let you get to it, then. You have an early morning tomorrow, right?


    Yeah. Ive let Master Cazor know that well do the iron experiments when I swing back through, so I dont have anything keeping me from Marliweather.


    I hope you have a great trip. His smile was genuine and warm.


    Thank you. Are you going to be staying around here?


    I think Ill head back to Alefast, Waning. Theres a lot going on there, and Master Grediv probably has a long list of tasks for me by this point.


    Oh. She blinked a few times. Alright then. I suppose Ill see you there?


    If youe that way, yeah. His smile turned rueful. Do you have any guesses on your timeline?


    Not really. Ill stay in Marliweather for at least a month probably. We can stay in touch through the Archive, now, right?


    At least while Im in a city. He gave her a knowing grin. Not everyone has your <em>connections</em>.


    That She hesitated. That was an <em>awful</em> pun.


    He shrugged. I liked it.


    T huffed augh. Fine.


    The door out appeared, and Rane gave her a deep bow, as if they were strangers and he was trying show respect toward her, befitting her superior advancement.


    She frowned. Is that really necessary?


    He smiled mischievously as he straightened. No, but it is proper. Take care of yourself, T.


    She shook her head, dismissing his antics. Oh, I will. In the worst case, Ill fight my way free. She grinned before giving a self-deprecatingugh. If it was somehow worse than what Ive already been through, assuming Im not instantly killed at that point, I think it would take a Sovereign Boon for me to win free. But there is not too much chance of that actually happening.


    Rane opened his mouth, clearly a bit at a loss for words. Finally, he shook his head and smiled. That would be unfortunate, but youre probably right.


    Goodbye, Rane.


    Goodbye, T.


    He bowed again, causing her to roll her eyes even as she smiled. Then, he turned to depart. Oh, no you dont. You dont get to leave with that smug properness.


    She covered the distance between them in an instant, careful to close thest couple of inches slowly enough that her movement couldnt be mistaken for an attack by his magics.


    Shetched on, giving him what she suspected might have been a painful squeeze. <em>Serves him right, trying to leave like that.</em>


    Raneughed, hugging her in return. Take care of yourself, alright?


    I will. I promise. You too?


    I will.


    She gave him one more squeeze which he returned, and then he was gone, the door closing behind him.


    T wished one of themunication stones to her hand, and Kit moved it there. Is everyone back?


    They had arranged ahead of time that Kit would be back at Lyns house, so that hadnt been an issue.


    There was a short pause before T heard a voiceing back to her.


    It was Mistress Petra who responded, We are, thank you Mistress T. Are we leaving early?


    No, I just need to move the entrance for a bit, and I didnt want to strand anyone.


    We appreciate the courtesy. Well let you know if we need to leave for any reason.


    That sounds excellent. Ill be bringing Mistress Holly to the dais for a demonstration in the next hour or so. It shouldnt be disruptive, but if you feel magics from there, thats likely why.


    Understood.


    T let go of the stone, and Kit took it away.


    <em>Lets go.</em>


    Twenty minutester she was cing Kit on one of Mistress Hollys walls, the inscriptionist looking more excited than T could easily remember seeing the woman.


    <em>-Want me to look through your memories to check?-</em>


    <em>No, thank you.</em>


    The doorway opened, and the two of them stepped through arriving in front of the dais.


    Mistress Holly gestured T forward.


    T grinned at the older woman. What, nothing to say?


    Well, we got this far before.


    She shook her head, her smile turning rueful. I suppose thats true.


    Without another dy, T hopped up on the raised tform and walked to stand near the center, just behind themand seat that she so rarely used.


    Ready?


    Mistress Holly nodded, tossing out a handful of artifacts that would be observing T with what seemed to be incredibly advanced magesight, or something simr. At your leisure.