Chapter 61: Do I Have to Go This Far? (1)


    Chapter 61. Do I Have to Go This Far? (1)


    I almost turned around reflexively, but I couldnt take my eyes off the two-way road that continued ahead.


    No one wasing right now, but it was raining and I had to stay focused in case someone came from the opposite side.


    Should I ask if theyre filming right now?


    I kept ncing back nervously, checking on Seong-wons condition.


    He seemed to have calmed down a bit since earlier, but he still held a lukewarm stic bottle and a cold cat in his hands.


    It seemed impossible to ask Seong-won if he was okay with being filmed from behind.


    Instead of continuing the conversation, I quietly closed my mouth.


    I had turned off my personal mic a long time ago, so there was no sound to use.


    Even if they filmed, it would only be a short clip in the interview scene without any sound.


    It was best to keep my mouth shut when I couldnt tell if this situation was being recorded or not.


    Were almost there. If youre having a hard time, get off. Ill talk to the others.


    I gestured to the PD behind me.


    Lets get off.


    The PD nodded his head, shrinking his body.


    I could see Seong-won sitting inside the window, but everyones eyes were on me as I got off empty-handed.


    Um


    Should I ask them to turn off the camera for a moment?


    I stared straight at the main PD behind the camera lens and made a scissors sign with my hand.


    PD-nim, Im sorry, but can you please turn off the camera for a moment?


    What?


    Kyunghwa, who had been sitting close together on the floor until a moment ago, asked me what I was talking about.


    Camera first.


    What are you trying to say, Ise-ssi?


    The PD gestured with his hand, covering the camera lenses with a cover.


    We went to the hospital. But they said they were too young and there was no chance, so they couldnt do anything.


    Ah, wow


    Everyone looked at me with hardened expressions and asked.


    Then what do we do?


    I sighed and nced at the car.


    I told him toe out when he felt better.


    Ah


    After a brief silence, Seon-woo finally opened his mouth.


    Seong-won-hyung, you must want to be alone right now, right?


    Seon-woos eyshes fluttered over his wet eyes. I hesitated and couldnt answer right away.


    Maybe?


    Then Kyunghwa intervened calmly.


    Stay still. Seong-won needs some time to calm down right now.


    I thought the phrase life is like a second chance suited this guy more than me.


    Of course, he seemed to have a hard time mentally and subtly cared about the other members, but still.


    Something It wasnt because he was meticulous and caring by nature.


    I wondered if he had some circumstances that made him have a strong sense of responsibility since he was young.


    Even if he does Its not something I can dig up.


    Anyway, thanks to Kyunghwas intervention, Seon-woo didnt rush tofort Seong-won and turn the already troubled guy upside down.


    Then, with a click, the passenger seat door opened and Seong-won ran out.


    Huh.


    Uh, what do we do


    Everyone was watching Seong-won and trying to figure out what to say. At that moment, Seong-won shouted loudly.


    Quick, bring me some form! And some warm water!


    Seong-won ran to the living room with only a cat wrapped in a towel, without a stic bottle in his hand.


    Huh? Uh-uh!


    Surprised, Yejun ran to the kitchen to make some form without even checking the cat. Fortunately, there was some water left that he had boiled to drink today.


    Ill be right back!


    While Yejun was making the form, Seon-woo hurriedly filled a new stic bottle with water.


    Ouch, hot


    Be careful. You not getting hurt is the priority.


    Uh-huh!


    Seon-woo looked like he was about to cause an ident, so Kyunghwa followed him and nagged.


    stic bottle! Ill bring it right away!


    Seon-woo ran to the living room with a stic bottle that was slightly warmer than human body temperature.


    The cat, who had seemed to have no strength to live when they went to the hospital, was breathing heavily.


    Just a moment It might be too hot Let me wrap it with a towel


    The three grown men crowded around the cat, raising its body temperature, and Yejun brought the form.


    What happened? Is it better?


    Ah, what were you throwing up while making those noises? Now youre even crying.


    Seong-won quickly showed me the contents of the crumpled tissue he had stuffed in his pocket.


    There were traces of something that looked like a rubber gasket, chewed up beyond recognition.


    How on earth did you swallow this?


    It seemed like his mother had abandoned him because this thing was blocking his stomach and making him sick.


    Meow-! Meow-! Meow-!


    As Yejun squeezed a little milk on the back of his hand and let him smell it, the cat started to meow as if he was hungry.


    Thats right, thats right, eat slowly.


    As the cat reluctantly started to suck on the bottle, everyone sighed in relief.


    Thats a relief


    That vet was totally crazy No, never mind.


    Kyungwha almost blurted out a curse, then quickly nced at the staff.


    Huh?


    The camera that had been covered with a cloth until a moment ago was now filming us clearly.


    PD-nim, are you filming right now?


    I got up from the floor and walked over to the staff and asked. The PD answered without changing his expression.


    No, I covered it up earlier because I thought the situation was bad. But now its better. We have to film if we can.


    He had even taken care of the filming angle in the meantime.


    His attitude of taking it for granted irritated me.


    So youre going to keep filming?


    Well, yeah, we have to edit and upload this weeks episode right away. Do you know how many hours weve wasted? We have to film something to fill the time, do you want us to just sit still?


    Well, at least until the situation settles down a bit


    Then he snickered. The PD treated me like a child andughed.


    Lee Se, you dont know anything about broadcasting, do you? You had a sweet taste a few weeks ago with the direct shot, dont you know what people like? A bit of stimting material, emotion, and fun! This is a chance to catch all three, are you going to miss it?


    And then he patted my shoulder with his hand, as if tofort a naive kid.


    Lee Se, I know youre scared and worried right now. But well take care of everything and make it look good. Anyway, the final version will be reviewed by your agency, do you think Ill send you something that will get me scolded?


    As he said that, his mouth curled up, and I felt a chill. I looked behind me and everyone was busy taking care of the cat, and only Kyungwha was looking at me.


    Come over here and stop arguing with the staff.


    Kyungwhas eyes seemed to say that. What nonsense. Even if we lose todays footage, do we have to send this out?


    [- Ive been active for five years, but Ill lose my fandom if I dont have any content.]


    [- We have to send something out so the fans have something to consume. What do we have, a few music videos from 20 years ago?]


    [- W is really I didnt expect anything, but they cant do their job and theyre discriminated against by other groups Im having a reality check, what about our Clingies?]


    If we stop filming now, it would be like crossing a point of no return with the staff.


    You guys are getting paid by me, arent you? Should I push you?


    That was what the original Lee Se would have thought, but I couldnt say it out loud.


    I had to see these peoples faces again and again in this narrow entertainment industry.


    How long would it take to find new staff?


    The production team we hired now was also people we got through connections.


    If we flipped over because of a conflict during filming, we would lose face with Kang Yugeon who introduced us.


    I was the one who paid the money, but I couldnt do anything. I told them to say I cant do it because Lee Se will go crazy if they didnt want to do something.


    I couldnt even say a word of protest at this moment.


    As I said nothing, the PD gestured for me to move.


    Lee Se, turn on the mic. Were going to shoot again.


    Damn it. I clenched my teeth without showing it.


    ***


    The filming continued until the scheduled schedule was finished.


    The observation camera didnt turn off either, and the interview went on as usual.


    I was worried if Seong-won could handle the interview normally, but fortunately he came out in front of the camera bravely.


    A handsome persons face wouldnt go anywhere even if it was swollen with tears, but This was too much.


    In the end, the staff brought a hot pack and he started filming with it on his face.


    Are you okay?


    Seong-won, who came back with a silent face, looked for the cat first.


    He had been with him for five years, and even longer if he counted the trainee days. No oneined that he looked at the animal before the person.


    Hes sleeping well. Look at his belly, its so plump.


    Yejun said thankfully that he didnt need to stimte his bowel movements manually after a month.


    Instead of the yard, we brought in a cat litter box and a basket for sleeping in the bedroom. Thats when I remembered that we hadnt eaten properly.


    Now that hes okay, lets fill our stomachs too.


    We couldnt eat poorly today either. We brought basic seasonings and all kinds of food from the dorm.


    I smiled awkwardly in front of the surveince camera.


    I hope Seong-won feels better, so I brought out my secret weapon.


    It was none other than a tomahawk steak. I had smuggled four ice packs in my bag without the manager noticing. It wasnt a very meaty cutpared to its weight, but it had the best visual appeal.


    Wow, how did you hide this?


    Wow, can we grill this? Me too!


    Yejoon ran over with his eyes sparkling, even before Seong-won. This guy was second only to Seon-woo when it came to appetite. It was almost pitiful.


    Wait a minute. You go and light the charcoal over there.


    As I removed the tendons and fascia from the meat so it would be tender, Yejoon jumped out with enthusiasm.


    He soon came back with the barbecue grill ready.


    The fire is up!


    I seasoned the meat generously and took it to the grill.


    Did you bring foil today? How about we roast some potatoes?


    Oh, good idea.


    While Yejoon and I ran around like crazy to make up for the wasted time during the day, Kyunghwa and Seon-woo stayed by Seong-wons side.


    The cat seemed to have passed a critical point, but I still didnt feel he was healthy. What if he didnt make it through the night?


    Everyone was showing their utmost care for Seong-won, who had barely calmed his mind.


    Meanwhile, the meat was sizzling nicely. Now it was time to carve the flesh from the bone and grill it again until it was hot inside.


    I sliced some butter and rubbed it on the meat chunks, then turned around and shouted.


    Get the table ready, were going to eat!


    Maybe a hearty dinner would give us some energy.


    I felt more strength in my hand holding the meat tongs than usual.