Vol.0 Ch.119 Discovering Her New Self
<span ss="userText">"MATHEW!!!" Eximed Wina as her eyes opened up to see the Queen, Miss Rose, Rachel, and a whole bunch of maids who were all staring at Wina who was still holding the baby prince in her arms.
<span ss="userText">Quinus stopped feeding when he heard her yell out in ecstasy.
<span ss="userText">''W-Wait! Where''s Mathew?... Huh?! What''s wrong with me!!!'' Wina thought as she shook her head trying to regain whateverposure she could muster.
<span ss="userText">"Miss Wina?! Did you just fantasize about Sir Mathew?" Asked the Queen while covering her lower face with her fan.
<span ss="userText">"NO, your Majesty! I would never do such a thing!" Wina said while shaking her head.
<span ss="userText">Miss Rose was covering her mouth while sheughed hysterically.
<span ss="userText">Rachel was stunned.
<span ss="userText">While the maids started whispering to themselves.
<span ss="userText">And Sir Mathew who just froze right at the entrance of the room walked in, just as Wina scream his name in delight.
<span ss="userText">''Why are they looking behind me?'' thought Wina as she slowly turned to see what they were all looking at.
<span ss="userText">That was when Wina spotted Mathew behind her.
<span ss="userText">"M-Mathew!?" Wina yel<span ss="editText">p<span ss="userText">ed as her head snapped forward.
<span ss="userText">''Oh<span ss="editText">,<span ss="userText"> goddess! He heard me!... Hold on?! Everyone heard me! N-No! I''m a disgrace of a assassin<span ss="editText">! <span ss="aiText">What am I doing? Who do I think I am!? I''m so stupid! I should''ve known better than to do this!'' Wina thought as she blushed furiously.
<span ss="editText">"Miss Wina is so cute when she is<span ss="aiText"> embarrassed! We need to protect her from public humiliation!" Said Miss Rose as she giggled.
<span ss="aiText">Rachel startedughing as well.
<span ss="aiText">"How dare youugh at me! You''re the one who''s acting like a child!"<span ss="userText"> Wina<span ss="aiText"> yelled as she red at everyone.
<span ss="aiText">Rachel looked at Wina with her eyebrows raised and said, "You didn''t even notice us all watching you?"
<span ss="aiText">"<span ss="editText">I-I got lost in the moment<span ss="aiText">! I didn''t mean to act that way! Please forgive me!" Wina apologized.
<span ss="editText">Miss Rose <span ss="editText">smiled at her<span ss="aiText"> and said, "Don''t worry about it Wina. It''s only natural for a woman your age to be attracted by a<span ss="editText"> handsome man."
<span ss="editText">Then Rose moved closer to her ear to whisper, "Plus, Sir Mathew is single. Just thought you like to know<span ss="aiText">."
<span ss="editText">The Queen cleared her throat<span ss="aiText"> and said, "<span ss="editText">Alright everyone! That''s enough ying around."
<span ss="editText">Miss Rose backed away, "Very right, your Majesty! Miss Wina! It seems the prince has taken a liking to you. So, the offer is <span ss="userText">yours, if you want it."
<span ss="userText">Wina looked<span ss="aiText"> down at the baby prince in her arms. She was feeling <span ss="editText">excited and uneas<span ss="aiText">y about what happened earlier.
<span ss="editText">''<span ss="aiText">I <span ss="editText">never experienced anything like this before. I have to find out what happened to my body. Before things get worse... Sigh! At least I have one major hurdle<span ss="aiText"> out of the way.'' Wina thought.
<span ss="aiText">"<span ss="editText">I-I ept the position, Miss Rose... Does Her Majesty wish to take back the prince?<span ss="aiText"> I don''t mind giving him to her..." Wina asked.
<span ss="aiText">Miss Rose smiled and <span ss="editText">the Queen <span ss="aiText">said, "Of course<span ss="editText">! You have done well, Miss Wina. I look forward<span ss="aiText"> to working with you in the future."
<span ss="editText">Rianna took her child back into her arms.
<span ss="aiText">"Thank you, your highness!" Wina replied.
<span ss="aiText">"Now then! <span ss="editText">I will leave you to Miss Rose. As she will show you to your new quarters." The queen said cheerfully.
<span ss="editText">"Yes! Thank you, your Majesty! Firstly, Miss Rachel. I appreciate the time you spent here today. But obviously, the prince has chosen Miss Wina. I wish you<span ss="aiText"> good luck with your <span ss="editText">future endeavors," Miss Rose<span ss="aiText"> told her.
<span ss="aiText">"Ah! Yes! <span ss="editText">Well, I thought I would be disappointed at first. But seeing Miss Wina''s reaction<span ss="aiText"> to the prince changed that. <span ss="editText">Good luck Miss Wina... You''re going to need it." Rachel said with a grin while she was led out of the chamber by two maids.
<span ss="aiText">"Lastly, Sir Mathew. <span ss="editText">Can you show Miss Wina to her quarters? You two will be working in the same room for quite some time. It would be good if you two got to know each other. Don''t you think?" Queen Rianna<span ss="aiText"> said with a smile.
<span ss="aiText">"Ya! Right!" Mathew said while he walks over to <span ss="editText">Wina<span ss="aiText"> and says, "Let''s go!"
<span ss="editText">''Shit!'' Wina thought as she quickly covered herself before Mathew<span ss="aiText"> can see her.
<span ss="aiText">"<span ss="editText">You could have given me a moment! I wasn''t respectable!" Wina yelled.
<span ss="editText">Mathew shook his head and smiled.
<span ss="editText">"Miss Wina... This won''t be thest time for me to see your bosoms. I need to make sure you don''t do anything to the prince <span ss="userText">while I am protecting him... Plus I wouldn''t mind hearing you scream my name out a few more times<span ss="aiText">," Mathew said with a smirk.
<span ss="aiText">"Hmph! <span ss="editText">You wish! That was a mistake that won''t happen again<span ss="aiText">! Let''s hurry up and get this over with." Wina huffed as she walked <span ss="editText">past Mathew.
<span ss="editText">"She''s a feisty one... Isn''t she?" Mathew whispered to himself as he followed her
<span ss="editText">As Wina and Mathew left the Prince''s Royal Quarters. Queen Rianna and Rose looked at each other andughed.
<span ss="editText">"Hahaha! Oh! She is going to be a fun one! I look forward to bing a good friend with her," Queen Rianna said as she wiped away some tears.
<span ss="editText">"Indeed! I wasn''t expecting to pick her at first but I''m d she won the position. She''ll make things fun around here for sure, your Majesty." said Rose.
<span ss="editText">***
<span ss="editText">After walking down the hallway, Wina and Mathew finally arrived at the entrance of her room.
<span ss="editText">Mathew wanted to do some small talk but Wina wasn''t having any of it. So he just walk alongside her. Smiling as he did.
<span ss="editText">''Thank the Goddess he didn''t talk to me!<span ss="aiText"> Now I won''t have to stand there looking stupid or worse yet, have people start whispering behind my back.'' Wina thought.
<span ss="aiText">When they entered the room Mathew <span ss="editText">finally decided to talk to her.
<span ss="aiText">"<span ss="editText">Well, this is your room. It''s a little fancy but I''m sure this is<span ss="aiText">n''t an<span ss="editText">ything new for you Miss Wina<span ss="aiText">. <span ss="editText">And if you need anything from me, I''m thre<span ss="aiText">e <span ss="editText">d<span ss="aiText">oo<span ss="editText">rs down the hallway."<span ss="aiText"> Mathew said with a wink.
<span ss="aiText">Wina <span ss="editText">froze<span ss="aiText"> for a second before she realized what he meant and blushed bright red.
''I spoke too soon,'' she thought.
<span ss="aiText">"<span ss="editText">There''s nothing I need your help with Sir Mathew. Now if you excuse me. I need to take a break before I go back to work and then report to Miss Rose.<span ss="aiText"> Thank you for everything." Wina said w<span ss="editText">ith a<span ss="undoDeletionText">n impatient<span ss="aiText"> tone.
<span ss="aiText">Mathew <span ss="editText">r<span ss="aiText">ai<span ss="editText">sed his hands up in defense<span ss="aiText"> as he backed away slowly. He <span ss="editText">knew she was attracted to him, but he was trying to figur<span ss="aiText">e ou<span ss="editText">t why she<span ss="undoDeletionText"> was putting up all these defenses. And the harder she tried to push him away the more intrigued and attracted he became<span ss="aiText">.
<span ss="aiText">"Of course. Take care Miss Wina. I hope we meet again soon." Mathew said with a smile.
<span ss="aiText">Wina''s face went white as she saw the smile on his lips and heard the way he spoke. ''Oh<span ss="editText"><span ss="undoDeletionText">,<span ss="aiText"> Goddess! What am I doing<span ss="editText"><span ss="undoDeletionText">?<span ss="aiText"> Why did Ie off like such an idiot?!'' Wina thought as she turned her back to him and quickly <span ss="editText">walked away.
<span ss="editText">Mathew was confused as he turned to leave.
<span ss="editText">He hadn''t found a woman of her caliber in a long time and he was hoping to win her over in the long term. But he was worried that he may have screwed it up.
<span ss="editText">"Dammit! You''ve been thinking with your wrong head Mathew!" Said Mathew as he cursed himself.
<span ss="aiText">"I should have known better than to try and charm her<span ss="editText"> so quickly..<span ss="aiText">. She''s going to hate me now! I <span ss="editText">can only hope t<span ss="aiText">hat <span ss="editText">t<span ss="aiText">he<span ss="editText"> damage isn''t<span ss="aiText"> too bad..." Mathew muttered to himself while he sighed.
<span ss="editText">He then proceeded to head back to the prince''s chamber as he was still on his shift.
<span ss="editText">***
<span ss="editText">After Wina heard the door close after<span ss="aiText"> Mathew left she let out a sigh. She had never felt this nervous before. Her palms were sweaty, and her heartbeat was racing. She couldn''t believe how easy it was for Mathew to get under her skin.
<span ss="userText">"This has to be the elixir''s fault!<span ss="aiText"> It must have changed me somehow!" Wina thought as she rubbed her eyes. "No! I cannot think like that. I need to focus on the mission."
<span ss="editText">Wina took a deep breath and prepared herself for the uing challenge ahead of her.
<span ss="editText">But something was still bugging her. It was that strange sensation<span ss="aiText"> she got whenever Mathew was near. Something inside of her just told her to trust him.
<span ss="aiText">Wina looked around her quarters for a moment<span ss="editText">. She needed to make sure there w<span ss="undoDeletionText">ere no<span ss="userText"> secret spyholes in her room<span ss="aiText">. Everything seemed fine. There were no hidden <span ss="userText">doors or peepholes as she slowly examined<span ss="aiText"> every inch of the room.
<span ss="editText">''Well, if there''s a way to spy on me<span ss="aiText"> then <span ss="editText">it would be some artifact <span ss="userText">that I''m not aware of<span ss="aiText">. But so far I haven''t seen any signs of them.'' Wina thought as she rxed.
<span ss="editText">And as she did Mathew''s smiling face<span ss="aiText"> came to mind. ''<span ss="editText">Dammit!<span ss="aiText"> Stop thinking about him already!<span ss="editText"> No matter what he says I''m not going to fall for him so easily.'' W<span ss="aiText">in<span ss="editText">a<span ss="aiText"> th<span ss="editText">ought as she shook her head.
<span ss="editText">That feeling was back<span ss="aiText"> again. That same warm sensation ran through her body and caused her pulse rate to increase.
<span ss="aiText">Wina wasn''t sure how long she stood there staring at the wall.<span ss="userText"> But she needed to find out what<span ss="editText"> wa<span ss="userText">s going on with her groin.
<span ss="aiText">"<span ss="editText">Assassin<span ss="aiText">s are not supposed to feel attraction towards <span ss="editText">anyone! I was trained not to. So it should be<span ss="aiText"> impossible! There has to be another reason for this!" Wina said in a panic as she paced back and forth.
<span ss="aiText">''Hmmm...<span ss="userText"> I need to examine myself<span ss="aiText"> again.'' Wina thought as she began to undress.
<span ss="aiText">Once her clothes were off shey down on the bed.
<span ss="aiText">"<span ss="editText">Goddess?! My body''s changed so much. I didn''t know my hips were this wide now?<span ss="aiText">" Wina whispered to herself as she stared at her own naked form.
<span ss="userText">She slowly started caressing her body with her hands <span ss="aiText">as she continued to stare at her bare chest.
<span ss="aiText">''<span ss="editText">I was in such a hurry that I didn''t realize how big they got<span ss="aiText">?'' Wina thought as her heart began to race once more.
<span ss="aiText">''I need to stop this! No matter what happens, I refuse to go crazy like that again!'' Wina said as she held her breath and focused on rxing her body.
<span ss="aiText">Her breathing slowed and became smoother, and her heart rate returned to normal.
<span ss="userText">Only then did she move her hands lower towards her new problem area<span ss="aiText">.
<span ss="aiText">"Augh! This is so awkward!" Wina said as she <span ss="editText">reached into her vagina<span ss="aiText"> and began to rub it gently. "Whoa! <span ss="editText">My clit grew? Aunh! I-It''s the size of a bean? Naugh!<span ss="aiText">"
<span ss="aiText">Wina slipped one finger inside her pussy and <span ss="editText">felt electricity run up<span ss="aiText"> and down her spine. Her excitement shot through the roof and she moaned.
<span ss="aiText">"Eek! I''m <span ss="editText">healed?! Lucas''s elixir healed my v<span ss="aiText">agin<span ss="editText">a<span ss="aiText">!" Wina cried as her body shook.
<span ss="editText">Wina was shocked that she didn''t feel pain like she used to when she fingered herself. She didn''t know i<span ss="aiText">f <span ss="editText">s<span ss="aiText">he<span ss="editText"> should be happy or mortified by this discovery. All she knew was, she had to make sure<span ss="aiText"> it stayed hidden.
<span ss="aiText">"I need to talk to Lucas about thister! <span ss="editText">Aungh!<span ss="aiText"> What am I gonna do?!" Wina said as she sat on the bed and covered her pussy with both hands.
<span ss="aiText">Wina couldn''t believe that her body could be healed without a healer. She also couldn''t believe she actually enjoyed touching her own private part even though it was hard to admit it.
<span ss="userText">And as she sat there pondering, her idle hands<span ss="aiText"> started to wander once more towards her genitals.
<span ss="aiText">"<span ss="editText">Goddess... I don''t th<span ss="aiText">in<span ss="editText">k<span ss="aiText"> this <span ss="editText">is normal! I never seen a woman want to masturbate as much as<span ss="aiText"> I <span ss="editText">w<span ss="aiText">ant <span ss="editText">to right now<span ss="aiText">!" Wina said as she tried to fight the urges that kepting back over and over again.
<span ss="userText">But this sensation that used to be painful was now begging her to explore it<span ss="aiText"> more.
<span ss="aiText">"Not today... Not until I''ve calmed myself down." Wina whispered as she continued to rub her leaking pussy.
<span ss="aiText">Wina''s thighs squeezed together as she felt the pleasurable heat between her legs.
<span ss="aiText">"Ahhh! Goddess, you''re so good to me!" Wina said as she rubbed harder and faster.
<span ss="aiText">The pleasure that spread from her clit grew stronger, and she continued to moan as her fingers worked their magic.<span ss="userText"> Her fingers plunged into areas of her cervix she never dared to go before<span ss="aiText">, and she was amazed at how sensitive it was.
<span ss="aiText">"<span ss="editText">Aunh! Damn you master! Ohh! Damn, you for stealing this away from me! Mmmmh! If I have known? I would have killed you years ago<span ss="aiText">!" Wina said as she thrust her hips forward and back <span ss="editText">in hopes of reaching deeper inside<span ss="aiText">.
<span ss="aiText">Wina felt her climax building rapidly, and her orgasm was all but inevitable.
<span ss="aiText">As Wina''s body trembled, her mind started to go nk as the wave of pleasure washed over her.
<span ss="userText">Before she would have tried to stop herself. But now that she''s tasted what most women felt<span ss="aiText">, she wanted more.
<span ss="aiText">"Mmnnnn! Ahhhhhhh!" Wina screamed as her body jerked forward and back.
<span ss="aiText">Wina''s eyes rolled into the back of her head, and her vision blurred as she felt a powerful release rush through her body.
<span ss="userText">It was her first time experiencing a<span ss="editText">n<span ss="userText"> orgasm<span ss="aiText">, and it was better than anything she ever imagined. And while she was in the middle of her climax<span ss="editText"> her vision turned white from being lost in wave after wave<span ss="aiText"> of pleasure that coursed through her body.
<span ss="aiText">"Oooh! Master! <span ss="editText">How dare you take this from<span ss="aiText"> me!" Wina said as she settled down from her mind<span ss="editText">-<span ss="aiText">blowing climax.
<span ss="editText">As shey there on her bed. All she wanted to do was stare at the ceiling of her<span ss="aiText"> room. <span ss="editText">Thinking about everything she''s gone through in this short time and how she will never let the Assassin''s Societye anywhere near her vagina again<span ss="aiText">.
<span ss="aiText">Now that she had experienced how intense the pleasure of orgasm was. She <span ss="editText">thought she could control it better<span ss="aiText">.
<span ss="editText">''Yes! I just need to do this every so often so I don''t get overwhelmed by<span ss="aiText"> the urge again.'' Wina thought as she rxed in her bed.
<span ss="editText">She knew what she needed to do and now she just needed to get the trust of the people around her so she can be alone with the baby prince and kill him.
<span ss="editText">***
<span ss="editText">Back in Quin''s chamber, Quinus wasn''t expecting that wet nurse with the big boobs to cry out in ecstasy<span ss="aiText"> when she <span ss="editText">was breastfeeding him.
<span ss="editText">''Damn! I hope that woman''s singl- wait! What am I thinking about? If she''<span ss="aiText">s <span ss="editText">l<span ss="aiText">act<span ss="editText">at<span ss="aiText">ing<span ss="editText">, then she had a baby herself... Whatever. The boredom is too much and it''s not like I''m going to be her boyfriend... I mean I''m still a baby. And she''s what? In her mid-twenties?<span ss="aiText"> Yeah<span ss="editText">, <span ss="editText">I''m too young for her and I would make her seem like a pedophile if I try to make her love me. I''ll enjoy the journey while itsts,<span ss="aiText">'' Quin thought as he continued to feed on his mother''s breast.
<span ss="editText">It wasn''t long before <span ss="aiText">he <span ss="editText">w<span ss="aiText">as<span ss="editText"> tired<span ss="aiText"> and ready for a nap. Heid back down and closed his eyes as the warm feeling of his mother''s breasts lulled him to sleep.