117 – A Human Body, a Subus Heart and Soul
<span style="font-weight:400">The reinforcements from Okinawa arrived some time after Sarena and the elves had left. They found us in the gym,menting our total loss. Clerissa, the leading subus we had met during the school trip, was first to notice my change.
<span style="font-weight:400">Everyone was noticeably confused.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Queen Saeko, is that you?" Clerissa asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Sarena and the artifact hunters did this… They took Mio and Selene, too…" I exined as she helped me up, but her eyes couldn''t help but stare. "Let''s help everyone who''s injured ande up with an idea to get those two back."
<span style="font-weight:400">Most of the subi did nothing. They stood there, as if appalled that I dared give them an order.
<span style="font-weight:400">"It doesn''t look like Saeko is the queen anymore, or subus at that. Why do we need to obey him?" one asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">Others began to agree.
<span style="font-weight:400">"What does a human think to order us around? I say we teach that little pecker of his a lesson." A subus licked her lips, causing my penis to twitch. The unfamiliar sensation which I hadn''t experienced in a long time sent pleasure signals down my spine. With subus auras all around me, it didn''t take long for them to give me an erection.
<span style="font-weight:400">No longer the subus queen and reduced to a mere human boy, I had be just food for them. Were they… really going to rape me?
<span style="font-weight:400">I gulped hard.
<span style="font-weight:400">Several subus and Clerissa stood between me and their disloyal counterparts.
<span style="font-weight:400">"As far as I''m concerned, Saeko is still our queen. She''s treated us well unlike Beatrice," Clerissa argued.
<span style="font-weight:400">Her words touched my heart. Even if I had a raging boner right now. I didn''t know they even cared. All this time I thought it was my status and strength alone that kept them under my thumb, but Clerissa was proof that my kindness back at Okinawa resonated with her.
<span style="font-weight:400">But they were severely outnumbered. My kindness certainly didn''t reach enough of them. There were many who saw me as a full course meal to dig into. Subi, after all, were free spirits that did as they wished.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I bet you just want him for yourself, Clerissa. How about you guys step aside, and we''ll share him together?" the head of the rebelling subi offered.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Over my limp tail." She growled and ignited her hands with magic. "Queen Saeko, please escape while we hold them off!"
<span style="font-weight:400">"I can''t just leave you guys!" I cried.
<span style="font-weight:400">The horde of subus charged right for me. Those few that stood to protect me were going to get ughtered. Even as a subus, even now… I was still useless. If only there was more I could do. Maybe I could have still protected Selene and Mio, saved everyone, and kept the sword—
<span style="font-weight:400">A barrier was raised in time before we were pounced on. Some of the subus smashed into it and fell to the ground, groaning in pain.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Y-Yumi!" Taleia''s voice rang out from behind me.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Ara ara~ It seems as though we have some disobedient subus in need of a scolding." Yumi climbed unsteadily to her feet. She was bruised all over, but those wounds quickly disappeared upon healing herself.
<span style="font-weight:400">The turncoats faltered momentarily, seeing Yumi conscious and taking my side.
<span style="font-weight:400">"There''s still more of us! We can take them and Yumi!"
<span style="font-weight:400">"You will not touch a hair on Saeko." Yumi''s eyes, which were normally shut, snapped open with a wrathful fury. Her barrier let loose a powerful st that sent everyone outside it flying. Even the subus next to us trembled at her anger.
<span style="font-weight:400">Although I wasn''t a subus anymore, I understood how strong she was at that moment. Yumi never demonstrated this power against me even when I was rampaging.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I dunno what''s going on and why Saeko''s got his peepee again, but if these monkeys are thinking about falling out of line… Then I guess I gotta step in to do some disciplining." Hana stood up, clutching two giant, vibrating dildos as weapons.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Hana… Yumi... '''' Witnessing these two stand up for me was making me choke up.
<span style="font-weight:400">Yumi took my hand and lifted me into the air.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Please hold them off while I bring Saeko to safety," Yumi said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Leave it to us!" Hana saluted with one of her dildos.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Wait, Yumi!" Taleia cried out for her sister as we were leaving.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Taleia… As much as I love you, I have never been more disappointed in you than today. I hope you reflect on what you did wrong." Yumi took off flying, leaving her younger sister in tears.
<span style="font-weight:400">As soon as wended in front of my house, Yumi copsed to the ground.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Hang in there. We''re almost home," I said, picking her up and carrying her the rest of the way in.
<span style="font-weight:400">The house was pitch ck and quiet. It didn''t seem like Hatsumi was home. For the first time in a long while, I felt alone. There was little I could do in my state.
<span style="font-weight:400">I brought Yumi into the living room where she copsed onto the couch. Some of her injuries were still present. Her breath came out ragged and hoarse. The battle and flying us home must have taken a lot out of her. She probably ran out of juice because not all of her injuries were healed.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I''m sorry, Yumi… If only I was stronger, this wouldn''t have happened…" I said, eyes getting wet.
<span style="font-weight:400">She raised a hand to stroke my cheek. "You have nothing to apologize for. I know you''re always doing your best."
<span style="font-weight:400">I knew she was just trying to console me, but hearing her say that hurt more than it helped being where we were.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I''ll get some bandages and medicine." As I got up, Yumi grabbed my hand.
<span style="font-weight:400">"There''s an easier way," she said, opening one eye to meet my gaze.
<span style="font-weight:400">"B-But…"
<span style="font-weight:400">That could only mean one thing. After all, I was a subus until moments ago. My erection hadn''t gone down since it came back to me. This feeling that I thought had been lost to me returned in full force, standing at full mast and throbbing for release.
<span style="font-weight:400">When I met Yumi, I had already be a subus. I never thought of her in that way, but I distinctly remembered she once expressed interest in my boy form. This was the subus who enjoyed feasting on the young, and I, in my effeminate male body, had returned to the appearance of what she liked the most.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I only need a little…" Yumi sat up and pushed me onto the couch. Her breathing grew shallow with each intake. The eyes of a lustful subus slowly losing control were fixed on my member. However, she turned away as her lips drew close. "I… I shouldn''t... "
<span style="font-weight:400">"If-If it''s to help you, Yumi… I don''t mind. You saved me, so I owe you that much," I said, covering my face to hide from the embarrassment <i><span style="font-weight:400">and</i> <i><span style="font-weight:400">anticipation </i><span style="font-weight:400">of getting a blowjob.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Ufufu~ If you give me permission, then… Haummph…" The matronly subus wrapped her lips around the tip of my dick and sent me straight into ecstasy.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Nnngh… It''s… Your mouth is so hot… I… never had a blowjob as a guy before…" I mumbled.
<span style="font-weight:400">My entire body shuddered with pleasure. Yumi tenderly nursed on my dick while her tongue made circles on the sensitive ns. She was so slow and methodical about it, as if savouring the taste and shape of my member.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I''ve always seen pictures of you as a boy. I can''t tell you how much I fantasized about this," she whispered sweetly, sending shivers through my body. "Mio has always kept you for herself, but we can make an exception during such dire circumstances."
<span style="font-weight:400">A gentle hand massaged my balls, magnifying the pleasure of the blowjob. Her tongue was so soft and skilled, rubbing the tip against the smooth surface of her cheek… she paid so much attention to it, I thought she was going to eat my dick whole.
<span style="font-weight:400">I always knew Yumi was gentle for a subus. Her aura was more motherly than lustful. Even as she sucked my dick, an affectionate gaze held my own.
<span style="font-weight:400">"<i><span style="font-weight:400">Shllrp… shlllrrp… </i><span style="font-weight:400">mmm… Ara ara… Had I known you were this delectable… <i><span style="font-weight:400">shllrrp… chuu…</i><span style="font-weight:400">"
<span style="font-weight:400">"Yumi… Wait— Aahh… Your mouth is so hot… I''m not used to this… slower…" I said, writhing around on the couch.
<span style="font-weight:400">In spite of my pleas, Yumi wouldn''t stop. She gradually picked up speed, bobbing her head up and down my dick. With the other hand stroking my inner thigh and everytime the tip hit the back of her throat threatened to bring me closer to an orgasm.
<span style="font-weight:400">"It''sing, Yumi… I''m cumming!" An inexplicable ecstasy gripped my body. All the tension traveled down to my crotch as I ejacted from my dick for the first time in ages.
<span style="font-weight:400">Yumi kept her lips sealed around, now slowly sucking and milking everything that came out.
<span style="font-weight:400">My mind went nk, and I passed out on the couch from the sheer pleasure.
<span style="font-weight:400">In my dreams, I was suspended in darkness.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Where… am I?" I asked myself, wondering if Yumi had entered my dreams.
<span style="font-weight:400">"<i><span style="font-weight:400">We''re</i><span style="font-weight:400"> inside our consciousness, fool." A haughty voice taunted me from seemingly out of nowhere.
<span style="font-weight:400">Whoever it came from sounded familiar.
<span style="font-weight:400">Almost like…
<span style="font-weight:400">"I see you still remember me." A subus flew into my field of vision, but she wasn''t just any subus.
<span style="font-weight:400">It was me.
<span style="font-weight:400">"W-What''s going on? How are you here?" I asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Good question. I am unsure." The subus me shrugged. "But thanks to you, I can no longer resurface. No sword, no longer a subus… Just a pathetic boy who can do nothing."
<span style="font-weight:400">Her words cut deep into my already aching heart. This was the side of me that was more capable than I could have ever been.
<span style="font-weight:400">"If… If I didn''t take that potion to get rid of you… Maybe this wouldn''t have happened…" I grumbled in defeat.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Of course not. <i><span style="font-weight:400">You</i><span style="font-weight:400"> are weak. <i><span style="font-weight:400">I</i><span style="font-weight:400"> am not. That Sarena was obviously suspicious from the start. To ever believe that she had any good intentions makes you beyond foolish. Now you must live in shame of your failures while I wallow away as your shadow," she scolded me.
<span style="font-weight:400">My eyes snapped open to the sound of my bedroom door creaking open. I was awake and back in my room. Hatsumi was standing at the doorway, tears in her eyes, and shaking.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I heard what happened from Yumi… I can''t believe it…" my sister stammered, then rushed forward to throw her arms around me.
<span style="font-weight:400">As Hatsumi embraced me, my chest became heavy with regret and tears began to well up.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Mio was taken away… and it''s my fault," I wept into her shoulder.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I know. We''ll find a way to bring them back. I''m sure they''re fine," she said, stroking my back.
<span style="font-weight:400">That night, Hatsumi slept by my side and didn''t do anything more than tofort me.
<span style="font-weight:400">I awoke the next morning in Hatsumi''s arms and face buried in her chest. Yumi and Hana were downstairs in the living room.
<span style="font-weight:400">"You guys were here this whole time?" I asked. The smell of breakfast lured me to the kitchen where Yumi was cooking. She smiled as I came in, causing my heart to skip a beat and remember the blowjob she had given me.
<span style="font-weight:400">"We gotta be here to keep those dumbo ss from ya," Hana said from the couch.
<span style="font-weight:400">It was hard to take her seriously when she was ying around with the VR headset on.
<span style="font-weight:400">Even so…
<span style="font-weight:400">"Thanks, guys. I really appreciate it. I''m not even a subus anymore, but you two staying with me means a lot." I took a seat just as Yumi ced down bowls of rice and miso.
<span style="font-weight:400">Hana lifted the headset from her eyes and threw a look my way. "Hey, hey! That''s not the attitude we wanna hear. We''re all pals here! Couldn''t care less about grumpy-bags Selene, but they got Mio."
<span style="font-weight:400">"You have be just as important to us as Mio is." Yumi patted my head and sat down across from me.
<span style="font-weight:400">Their encouragement filled me with resolve. Not wanting to waste their kindness, I ate everything put in front of me.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Do we have a n to face Sarena and Shayle?" I asked Yumi.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Ufufu~ It sounds like you''re ready to take them on again. Unfortunately, we need time locating them. We''ll also need to figure out a way to properly fight them, so the next time doesn''t end in the same oue," she exined.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Until then, it''s time for school, bozos!" Hana shouted from the living room, ripping the VR headset off her head.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Wait, school?! But—"
<span style="font-weight:400">I couldn''t believe Hana was the one who reiterated the importance of not missing school when she was the biggest troublemaker. My reservations for going were very clear. Everyone knew me as a girl for a little over half a year now. I feared what they might think. Luckily, my boy''s uniform was still in the closet.
<span style="font-weight:400">Once I arrived at school, I was surprised to find that virtually no one seemed to remember that I was ever a girl.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Saeko, thanks for helping us at the tournament. You''re the best manager we could ever ask for!" Gouda pped me hard on the back, then walked ahead into school with Yuuto and Hayato.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Good morning, Saeko," Kaede said as she passed by.
<span style="font-weight:400">The biggest surprise for me was Kana, who was still a girl. Both of us stared nkly at each other in the hallway, mouths open and in utter disbelief.
<span style="font-weight:400">"S-Saeko… Is that really you? I feel like I''m seeing a ghost." Kana rubbed his eyes to be sure.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Yeah… It''s me…" I went on to exin what had gone down in Kyoto.
<span style="font-weight:400">"That''s horrible… But if I remember you, that means some people you were close to might, too. What about Hitomi? She used to be a subus. Can she help you?" he suggested.
<span style="font-weight:400">Kana brought up a good point. After Hitomi returned to being a human, she had some lingering strength left over from being a greater subus. Enough to toss Hana around like a doll. If that was true, it might be the same for Hatsumi. They might even be able to help us fight.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I''ll talk to Hitomi after school, but— h-hey!"
<span style="font-weight:400">He suddenly pulled me underneath the stairs and pinned me to the wall, out of sight from people walking through the hallway.
<span style="font-weight:400">"K-Kana?" I said his name and received heavy breathing in response.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I''m not sure why… but seeing you as a boy is making me really hot…" Kana pressed his hips against mine, stimting my body more than I anticipated. Having been a subus for so long until very recently, my senses tickled me with a very subus-like pleasure. As though it remembered being one and yearned to return to it.
<span style="font-weight:400">Being this close to Kana exacerbated those feelings.
<span style="font-weight:400">I swallowed hard as Kana leaned in to kiss me. We traded spit, gouging each other''s mouths with our tongues while students were walking up the stairs and passing by us. A hard feeling between his legs reminded me of thest change I made to his body. Our erect members rubbed against each other through the fabric.
<span style="font-weight:400">Even though I had be a human boy again, I still thought of myself as a subus. So did every fiber of my being.
<span style="font-weight:400">Kana jumped when I reached into his skirt and grabbed his twitching cock. The hard thing throbbed so much in my hand. I wanted to put it in my mouth and have it fuck me again.
<span style="font-weight:400">Before things got too spicy, the bell rang. We separated from each other and fixed our clothes.
<span style="font-weight:400">Throughout the rest of the school day, I had a hard time keeping my horniness under control. Maybe it was because Hana and Yumi were in the building and their aura was affecting me a lot. Or… it could be something else.
<span style="font-weight:400">After ss, I searched for Hitomi and found her alone in the student council room. She dropped a stack of papers, seeing me enter.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Saeko…?" Hitomi choked out.
<span style="font-weight:400">"You remember me!" I sighed with relief, then gave her the long-story short of what happened.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I can''t believe that all really happened. If you need my help, you have it. Although I''m not sure if I still have any residual subus strength left. Maybe you might after only recently being turned human?" she wondered aloud.
<span style="font-weight:400">If only that were true. The only thing holding me back was that I didn''t know how to tap into that well of magic as a human.
<span style="font-weight:400">Hitomi got up and started making several phone calls. The conversations sounded very serious, especially when she spoke in her true ent. At times, it got a little fiery and scared me. She assured me that this was normal.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I owe Mio and Selene, so don''t expect me to just abandon them. My family will be working with a n based in Kyoto to scour the entire region for them, including any suspicious figures that look like elves or subus," Hitomi said, hanging up her phone.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Wait… Family as in… Y-Your yakuza family…?" I gulped.
<span style="font-weight:400">"That''s right." She chuckled. "I''ll let you know if they find anything. Let''s bring them back together."
<span style="font-weight:400">As I got up to leave, a wave of dizziness struck me harder than anything I''d felt before.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Saeko!"
<span style="font-weight:400">Hitomi was shouting my name, but I couldn''t respond.
<span style="font-weight:400">I was in pitch darkness once again. The subus me sat with her legs folded, suspended in midair, and wasughing at me.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Back here again? Have you failed twice or did you miss me?" she taunted.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I think I know why I see you. You''re the lingering sexual energy that I drained but haven''t used up yet, aren''t you?" I asked her.
<span style="font-weight:400">Subus-Saeko flew over to me and lifted my chin. Our lips were so close, I thought she was going to kiss me. Not much time had passed when Mio bodyswapped us, and I essentially had sex with myself. For the subus version of me to be right in front of my eyes was turning me on.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Oooh. How sharp. All that sex you had before being transformed is bristling inside. I am that energy given form."
<span style="font-weight:400">Then it was true. I might be able to use that energy to fight Sarena and the elven artifact hunters.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I know what you''re thinking. We are one and the same after all, but in order for that to happen, you must ept me. Unlike when you tried to get rid of the better part of you," she said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Tell me how! I want to use that power to save Mio and Selene. To turn back into a subus!" I dered.
<span style="font-weight:400">The other me sped my face in her hands and kissed me. Her lips formed a wicked smile.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Then let us begin."