Chapter 165 – Mitsuo, the Lesser Kami of Aokigahara
<span style="font-weight:400">"Name''s Mitsuo. That''s about all I can remember. Sorry for possessing your friend and all! This must be a real shocker, I''m sure." The spirit in Kana''s body rubbed the back of his head apologetically.
<span style="font-weight:400">We brought Kana back to the tent and woke Mikami up to help make sense of what was going on. Imagine my surprise when I got to her tent and, although it wasn''t the usual face mask worn at work, she instead wore a custom-tailored sleeping mask that also covered the top half of her face.
<span style="font-weight:400">Kenta and Sai, the guys we saved from drowning, retreated back to their tent for the night. They wouldn''t stop thanking us after their college buddies packed their things and left. Seeing two subi and having a boy half their size send them flying into the water was too much to deal with.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Kana''s more than just a friend. Which is why we''re trying to exorcise you from him. Now that we can speak with you, maybe we cane to an understanding for you to give him back to us?" I asked the onryo.
<span style="font-weight:400">Mitsuo nced down at the hands which belonged to Kana. He clenched them, digging the nails into his palm as though seeking to feel pain, and then unclenched. Nothing about him seemed particrly vengeful or violent as an onryo was described.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Whether you believe me or not, I''m afraid I can''t. I just don''t know how to," Mitsuo confessed.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Do you know anything from your past life? Current life as a spirit? Anything other than your first name?" Mikami pressed him.
<span style="font-weight:400">When Mitsuo shut his eyes to search his memories, he winced in pain.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I''m sorry… I can''t remember a thing. However…" Mitsuo gazed out of the tent in the direction of Aokigahara.
<span style="font-weight:400">Was it an urge to search for his shrine or something else? We followed his gaze to someone standing by the edge of the waters. A man. He was clutching something in his right hand, then proceeded to pitch it into the waters before returning to his tent.
<span style="font-weight:400">Seeing that, a dark shadow fell over Mitsuo''s face that was heavy with sadness. Then his stomach rumbled like a starved bear.
<span style="font-weight:400">We stared at him, appalled.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Oops, sorry! Looks like this body skipped dinner. Don''t suppose you guys got any chow?" Mitsuo asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">Mio and I fixed him some noodles to eat. We soaked in the warmth from the steaming water filling the enclosed tent. Mitsuo gorged himself in all of it, scarfing it down like he hadn''t eaten in centuries.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Huuu! Thanks for the meal! That really hit the spot." Mitsuoid down on the sleeping bag, stroking his bulging belly.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Say, you really sent those guys flying earlier. You go around doing that often?" Mio asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Not sure what came over me. When I heard what was going on from the tent, I kind of just… <i><span style="font-weight:400">moved</i><span style="font-weight:400">. Well, those bastards deserved it. Enough goes on in the world that we don''t need more bullies ruining it for others," Mitsuo said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Hmm… I''m going to turn in." Mikami stood up and stretched her arms. "You guys should get some rest, too. We''ll get up early and begin our search."
<span style="font-weight:400">A part of me wanted to stop Mikami as an apprehension gripped my chest. We went to sleep that night, Mitsuo slipped off soundly, but I couldn''t shake an unnerving feeling.
<span style="font-weight:400">When morning came, I realized why.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Kana''s gone!" Mio eximed, snapping me awake.
<span style="font-weight:400">There was barely any sunlight, and what little was diffused into our tent casted an eerie glow. As I shook the grogginess away and took stock of the tent, Kana was sure enough nowhere to be seen. I brushed a hand over where he had been sleeping, but the space between me and Mio was mostly cold. Only our ambient heat warmed the sleeping bag.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Why would Kana leave? Was it Mitsuo?" I wondered aloud to myself.
<span style="font-weight:400">We looked around the campsite and asked campers if they saw Kana, or at least a boy around our age. Not a single person recalled seeing him.
<span style="font-weight:400">I walked up to the edge of Motosu Lake. Aokigahara, otherwise known as Suicide Forest, was just across these waters. The expansive forest in which countless people have lost their lives or purposefully gone missing in. Why was Mitsuo''s shrine in a ce like that?
<span style="font-weight:400">Something shiny washed ashore. A silver ring with a small diamond iy. The ring got caught on the pebbles, so I picked it up before the waters could reim it. This was no doubt expensive, so what was it doing out here?
<span style="font-weight:400">"As much as I envy your lovely rtionship," Mikami began as she emerged from her tent, "we probably shouldn''t waste any more time. I had a feeling he would leave at some point in the early morning. Now I know."
<span style="font-weight:400">"Bitch, you let our Kana just walk off like that?" Mio snarled, grabbing Mikami by her jacket.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I needed to be sure. The man we saw by the waters yesterday was the same guy I saw leave much earlier. Mitsuo followed after him not long after he left," she exined.
<span style="font-weight:400">"But what is that supposed to mean? Why would Mitsuo follow a stranger?" I asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">"It''s a hunch. You said Mitsuo is a lesser kami, right? As a cross between a spirit and kami, he''s being anchored in your boyfriend''s body likely as a result of other people''s prayers."
<span style="font-weight:400">Prayers? But the only kind of prayers out here would be….
<span style="font-weight:400">My eyes flicked to Aokigahara, nicknamed Suicide Forest.
<span style="font-weight:400">"If we look for them now, we won''t even know where to start…" I grumbled.
<span style="font-weight:400">"S-Saeko, we''d like to help!" Kenta said with Sai, stumbling to catch up.
<span style="font-weight:400">"We''vee across a few shrines before. Maybe one of them is what you''re looking for. We know you''re a subus that can fly and all, but it''s hard to search when the canopy''s blocking your view of the ground," Sai added.
<span style="font-weight:400">They were right. This was our first time here, and we knew nothing little about theyout of the forest or where to begin to look.
<span style="font-weight:400">"You guys just wanna help, hoping to get in our pants, huh?" Mio smirked, elbowing Sai in his ribs.
<span style="font-weight:400">"N-No! We just want to repay you fromst night!" he eximed.
<span style="font-weight:400">I breathed deep of the lust oozing from them that said otherwise.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Well, I''m not going to say no to help. I just hope you guys are prepared for how we''re going to get there," I said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"We''re not going to walk?" the boys asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">Mio and I carried the three of our human friends across Motosu Lake. She had Kenta and Sai in each hand, while I carried Mikami.
<span style="font-weight:400">Suffice to say, neither of the boys were doing okay.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Please, don''t drop me! I''m still traumatized fromst night!" Sai cried.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I''m not scared… I''m not scared…" Kenta covered his eyes with his free hand.
<span style="font-weight:400">On the flip side…
<span style="font-weight:400">"Yahooooo! Best camping trip ever!" Mikami howled, clearly having the greatest time of her life.
<span style="font-weight:400">We reached Aokigahara in no time. The vast forest, currently nketed by ayer of morning fog just above the canopy, drilled a sense of fear into me. Even Mio was awestruck by the sheer immensity and shaken by an otherworldly dread.
<span style="font-weight:400">Following Kenta and Sai''s direction, wended deep within the forest and past any hiking trail or beaten paths. The tall, gnarled trees stretched into the skies like monuments, and the uneven terrain made it easy to lose footing. Distant, indiscernible screeches echoed across the forest. It was like we had set foot in another world.
<span style="font-weight:400">"No matter how many times Ie here, it still creeps me out," Kenta said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"You''re sure Kana would havee through here?" I asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Yeah," Sai answered confidently. "Or at least pass through here first. Most people take this route because it''s the easiest way to go deeper into the forest, and without being seen by hikers from the initial entrance."
<span style="font-weight:400">As we began our search, it became increasingly clear how easy it was to get lost. Everywhere looked the same. If I couldn''t fly to get out of here, I''d be getting anxious.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Here''s one shrine," Sai hollered some ways ahead.
<span style="font-weight:400">It was a stonentern with a wooden cab, much of which had been covered in moss. The hinges on the cab had been rusted to hell and back, so the door hung loose. Wilted flowers on the ground indicated some people had passed by some time ago, but definitely not recently.
<span style="font-weight:400">"This isn''t it. Kana would be around if it was. I also don''t sense any spirits inhabiting it," Mikami said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Wait… You can sense spirits? As in… real spirits?" Sai gulped.
<span style="font-weight:400">Come to think of it, although they knew Mio and I were subus, the idea of ghosts and yokai was still a fictional thing to them.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Do you know if there is a shrine building instead of an altar?" I asked Kenta while Mikami and Mio teased the other guy to death about ghosts.
<span style="font-weight:400">"There was a rumor floating around my university''s camping circle about a shrine here. No one''s ever found it, but they think it''s somewhere farther southeast from here," Kenta exined.
<span style="font-weight:400">"What do the rumors say?"
<span style="font-weight:400">"Well… You know how a lot of peoplee here tomit suicide? Some of my senpai say that it was built <i><span style="font-weight:400">ages</i><span style="font-weight:400"> ago by a group of six youths who made a pact to leave the world together. It''s believed that one of them got cold feet and ran away, but when he got back to the vige, they sent a search party to find the rest. They found bodies instead, and everyone med him for their deaths."
<span style="font-weight:400">"Uwah… That sounds terrible. I can''t imagine how they can just me a kid for that, especially after he lost his friends—"
<span style="font-weight:400">"Come on down from there, man. It isn''t worth it. She isn''t worth it!"
<span style="font-weight:400">Everyone stopped walking and turned their heads like prairie dogs. That was definitely Kana''s voice, but it sounded like Mitsuo speaking.
<span style="font-weight:400">"What do you know? Chinatsu was the love of my life! I can''t believe she would cheat on me like that… I just… I don''t want to go on without her anymore!" another man''s voice cried.
<span style="font-weight:400">We chased after the conversation and found them both. A man, possibly in his early 30s, was standing on top of arge rock. He clutched a noose that hung over a tree branch.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Don''te any closer!" he shouted at us.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Perfect timing," Mitsuo said in deep relief. "Help me convince him toe down before he seriously hurts himself."
<span style="font-weight:400">"Wait… Weren''t you the guy by the waterst night? Does this belong to you?" I asked, showing him the silver and diamond ring.
<span style="font-weight:400">The man''s eyes went wide upon seeing it, then filled with tears.
<span style="font-weight:400">"How did you…? It doesn''t matter. That was the ring I wanted to propose to her with. It''s just junk to me now. Please, just leave me alone. Let me go in peace," he pleaded.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Why don''t we just charm him down from there and get it over with?" Mio asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">"No!" Mitsuo interjected. "Then what about tomorrow? Or the day after? What if he justes back or finds another way to take his life where we can''t help him?"
<span style="font-weight:400">"Interesting…" Mikami muttered under her breath as she observed quietly from the side.
<span style="font-weight:400">Saving him was a piece of cake. Even if he were to put the noose over his neck and jump, Mio and I would be faster. However, Mitsuo was right. There had to be another way.
<span style="font-weight:400">I expanded my aura as far as it could stretch to find the nearest subus. There should at least be a few who were still searching for the shrine like I asked. As soon as I detected one, I ordered her to our location. Now to buy some time.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Look, I know you''re suffering. Heartache sucks and there''s not a lot we can help you with. What I can do is introduce you to a subus to take your mind off things. How about that?" I offered.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Su… bus?" The man nced tearfully at me.
<span style="font-weight:400">Mio and I shedded our human forms to reveal our true selves. Immediately, the area filled with the scent of lust emanating from the three men.
<span style="font-weight:400">The subus I called overnded in front of me in the kneeling position. She sported a punk appearance with her curly hair dyed purple, piercings on her nose and ears— and very clearly her nipples, bulging out from underneath the ripped shirt of a rock band graphic.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Queen Saeko. I am Ste, at your service!"
<span style="font-weight:400">"Ste, this fellow was recently cheated on. Why don''t you stay with him for a little while and show him how much more there is to enjoy in life," I ordered.
<span style="font-weight:400">"It would be my <i><span style="font-weight:400">pleasure</i><span style="font-weight:400">," Ste nced over her shoulder to him and said in an oppressively sultry tone.
<span style="font-weight:400">"What''s it gonna be, pal?" Mio asked the suicidal man. "Gonna leave this world now or get some poon—"
<span style="font-weight:400">"You know what? Screw Chinatsu! I choose the subus!" he eximed.
<span style="font-weight:400">In his eagerness toe down, he lost footing on the rock moistened by the forest mist. Everyone panicked. Mio and I unfurled our wings to catch him, but Ste was quicker on the draw and carried him down safely.
<span style="font-weight:400">Already the guy was smitten, most likely out of lust though. Both of them began their trek out of Aokigahara, and it looked like the Mr. Heartbreak was going to be just fine.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Thank you," Mitsuo said with a sigh.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Not that we would''ve let him take his life, but you were really hung up about making sure it wouldn''t happen. Normally, gods didn''t care as long as someone passed on," I remarked about a certain few in particr.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I… actually hear their voices. That man just now, it wasn''t because I chanced upon him. I followed him and ended up losing sight of him, but knew exactly where he was when he spoke."
<span style="font-weight:400">"Like you''re some sort of radar?" Mio asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">Mitsuo nodded.
<span style="font-weight:400">Something told me that Mitsuo and the story Kenta mentioned were connected. I had no solid proof. At least not until we find the shrine.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Mitsuo, do you think you can lead us to your shrine?" I asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I can," Mitsuo said. "I sense the location of my shrine, too."
<span style="font-weight:400">The spirit hesitated, but he ultimately began walking. Presumably to the shrine''s location.
<span style="font-weight:400">"W-Why are you calling your boyfriend Mitsuo instead of Kana? Is this some sort of weird roley?" Kenta whispered.
<span style="font-weight:400">"It''s a long story, but I''ll exin everything once this is over," I promised.
<span style="font-weight:400">We spent what felt like <i><span style="font-weight:400">hours</i><span style="font-weight:400"> wandering through Aokigahara. I almost thought we were being led astray until we reached a dpidated shrine mostly reimed by nature. The vine-covered shrine was small, almost like a tool shed in size. The door was missing, likely looted in the past. Rotting, wooden boards nailed onto the entrance instead. Peeking through the gaps, there was a small box inside that looked like a gray container. Maybe an urn.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I can''t believe it''s real! This has to be the shrine our senpai talked about. It''s just like he described!" Sai said excitedly to his friend.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Wow. I knew it was old, but I didn''t think it would be in this bad shape." Kenta wandered around back, snapping pictures of it.
<span style="font-weight:400">While they went around geeking out, Mikami walked up to the front of the shrine and nodded to herself.
<span style="font-weight:400">"This is it," she said. "I can feel spiritual powering from it. We can begin—"
<span style="font-weight:400">"I… I don''t want to go yet," Mitsuo backed away.
<span style="font-weight:400">"You were all for it earlier, and it''s not your body. Please, you can''t back out now. We just want our boyfriend back," I pleaded with him.
<span style="font-weight:400">"But there are so many people out here that need me like that man back there. With an actual form, I can actually help them! Aren''t their lives worth saving?" he asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">It finally clicked in my head.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I think I''m beginning to understand. You ascended from a spirit into godhood because of people taking their lives here. They pray to you, because they''re asking for help. You''re the spirit of the boy whose friendsmited suicide here many years ago, aren''t you?" I asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">Mitsuo stared at me, wide-eyed in surprise.
<span style="font-weight:400">"No, but I remember now. Mitsuo… Minami, Itsuki, Tohru, Suha, Umi, Oichi… All six of us were supposed to leave together. Mitsuo is the first letter of our names. I''m not one person, but five people inhabiting a single body. The boy who couldn''t go through with it… was Tohru. I can''t believe how much time has gone by," Mitsuo said in grief.
<span style="font-weight:400">"It makes sense. The five of them couldn''t pass on and became a kami through the prayers of people who also came to take their lives in Aokigahara. You''re stuck because you want to steer people away from following in your footsteps," Mikami concluded.
<span style="font-weight:400">He shook his head. "Close. It was Tohru. At the time, we were guilt-ridden that everyoneid me at his feet for our deaths. He eventually drowned himself in Lake Motosu. It''s our fault."
<span style="font-weight:400">"Just because you couldn''t help him— can''t help other people in person, doesn''t mean you can''t help them at all. When they pray to you in their final moments, maybe you can tell them to think about their loved ones. Someone who might be waiting for them back home, be it a pet or group of friends. I can''t imagine what drove you guys to take your lives together, but you all had each other when you were alive, " I reminded them.
<span style="font-weight:400">"You''re right…" Mitsuo gasped, then copsed to his knees and began to cry. "We were all friends. We promised to be together. We never needed to… But Tohru will never forgive us…"
<span style="font-weight:400">"Won''t he? Your friend passed on without bing attached or turning into a vengeful ghost. Sounds like he eventually found peace," Mikami assured them.
<span style="font-weight:400">Kenta and Sai kept their distance. They were a lot more sensitive and aware than I gave them credit for.
<span style="font-weight:400">After Mitsuo had enough of crying, he stood up and smiled warmly. "I''ve inhabited this body for far too long, but I am grateful for the time I spent with him. Give Kana my thanks, and thank you all for giving me this chance to move forward."
<span style="font-weight:400">"We''ll drop by and say hi if we''re ever in the other realm!" Mio grinned.
<span style="font-weight:400">Mitsuo chuckled to himself, then sat down in the middle of the ritual circle Mikami had drawn in the dirt and surrounded with candles. We lit them all, stirring the breeze into a strong gale.
<span style="font-weight:400">"May I request a favor?" Mitsuo asked as Mikami drew prayer beads from her satchel to begin the exorcism.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Sure," I said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Please live a long and fulfilling life!" He shed a big smile.
<span style="font-weight:400">Mio grabbed my hand and entwined our fingers tightly together. The winds picked up even stronger than before, and Mikami quietly chanted against the battering gales.
<span style="font-weight:400">Suddenly, it was like someone switched off the whirlwind. Kana''s eyes rolled back, and he went limp. Mio and I caught him as he fell. We watched as five wispy spirits slipped away from Kana and flew straight into the urn within the shrine. The eyeball in his hand closed shut and vanished.
<span style="font-weight:400">Mikami dropped to her ass and heaved a sigh.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Nnh… Where am I?" Kana croaked.
<span style="font-weight:400">A wave of relief washed over us.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Oh, you know. Just out for a hike." I smiled.