Chapter 183
<span style="font-weight:400">Yumi, Hana, and Mio stood before me while I sat silently on the couch in front of them. We came to Yumi''s condo after I came clean to Mio about hearing Beatrice in my head. I told them the same thing I told Mio, and no one was able to make heads or tails over it.
<span style="font-weight:400">"So… How do we know you ain''t screwing with us?" Hana asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">"What do you want me to do? Let her take over to prove it? My mom''s been telling me to keep my magic in check in case Beatrice tries toe back. Maybe we''re finally getting to that threshold," I said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Your powers. You said Beatrice helped you in our world— our <i><span style="font-weight:400">original</i><span style="font-weight:400"> world?" Yumi''s eyes opened slightly, demonstrating the severity of the situation.
<span style="font-weight:400">I nodded.
<span style="font-weight:400">The very brief moment I made use of Beatrice''s magic felt so surreal. It was like I could destroy the world. Some of her emotions bled through, too. Her obsession with Mio, the desire to conquer Earth, and to rule as queen again.
<span style="font-weight:400">"What do you guys think?" Mio asked her old friends worriedly.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I believe Saeko," Yumi said. "Right now, it isn''t a question of whether she is telling the truth. It''s clear time is of the essence. What we need to figure out is how to prevent Beatrice from returning."
<span style="font-weight:400">"If it was that easy, we woulda done it by now. Man, first dryads. Now Big B? What a headache." Hana plopped onto the couch beside me.
<span style="font-weight:400">Everyone fell silent. Either one of those threats were hard enough to deal with. Two at once? A part of me wanted to go to Takamagahara and plead the gods for help, but they were probably still feuding.
<span style="font-weight:400">"There is a way. If Beatrice is hidden somewhere inside Saeko''s psyche, then we can enter her dreams," Yumi suggested.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Subdue Bea from there, right?" Mio asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Not quite. We ask her to be a good girl, or we confine her in a way such that she doesn''t affect Saeko. Whichever way this turns out, Saeko will likely lose her connection to Beatrice for the time being," she exined.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Maybe we should put the Beatrice thing on hold? We might be able to fight back against the dryads with her level of magic," I said.
<span style="font-weight:400">All three of them closed in on me.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Are you nuts?" Mio nted both hands on my shoulders.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I might be! I don''t know! What I do know is that I was able to match those dryads in strength that time. You guys know how strong Beatrice is more than anyone. Without it… would we really stand a chance if dryads end up showing?" I fired back.
<span style="font-weight:400">"But to rely on Beatrice''s power, the same power that might usher her back…" Yumi put a hand over her mouth and fell into thought.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Either way, daylight''s wasting. What''re we gonna do?" Hana asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">Did I even <i><span style="font-weight:400">want</i><span style="font-weight:400"> to meet Beatrice? Well, I had to meet the music sooner orter. Let it be now.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I want to at least talk to her," I said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Then I''ll being with you," Yumi insisted with a reassuring smile.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Count me—"
<span style="font-weight:400">"No!" We interrupted Mio at the same time.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Why the hell not?" Mio cried.
<span style="font-weight:400">"There''s no telling how Beatrice is going to react seeing Mio there. Sorry, but this is for the best. You have a message for her? Let me ry it," I said.
<span style="font-weight:400">Sighing, Mio relented and took the other side of the couch in disappointment. She probably wanted to yell or get a punch off Beatrice.
<span style="font-weight:400">Yumi and I sat together on the couch, holding each other''s hands. Hana performed a magic spell to put us to sleep. As I was getting sleepy, Mio hopped back onto her feet and stood to my side.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Tell Bea this: stay the fuck away from my Saeko," Mio said.
<span style="font-weight:400">My eyelids shut after thosest few words. Darkness enveloped me. I drifted off into slumber and traversed a vast sea of emptiness. A warm hand grabbed my shoulder. It was Yumi, whose motherly aura soothed my unease.
<span style="font-weight:400">As soon as the two of us touched ground, a world took form. We were standing in front of a wooden cottage. The rushing waters of a creek wrapped around the modest building from the back and down the left. Someone was by the edge of the waters, casting a fishing line.
<span style="font-weight:400">The woman turned around, and we recognized her immediately.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Oh? Nice of you two to join me! You''re just in time. I caught a couple of fish. What say we grill these bad boys?" Beatrice smirked.
<span style="font-weight:400">Yumi stepped forward and put an arm in front to shield me. "We aren''t here for any of your antics, Beatrice. Saeko has a few questions, and we''ll be on our way."
<span style="font-weight:400">"Suit yourself." The former subus queen, who currently inhabited my mind, tossed one more fish into the bucket. She brought her catches over to a fire and drew a knife. Yumi and I tensed up, but Beatrice snickered quietly while fileting the fish. "What, you think I want to kill my old friend and the host body I need to get out of here? Puh-lease. The least you two can do is sit the fuck down and get over yourselves."
<span style="font-weight:400">We drew closer to Beatrice and the fire. I was surprised by how warm it was. Maybe I shouldn''t be. A dream had the potential to be very real, and as a subus, part of our powers were to invade and make it as enticing as possible.
<span style="font-weight:400">Right now…
<span style="font-weight:400">"Well? You don''t want fish. You''re clearly still afraid of me. What the hell are you doing here?" Beatrice asked while skewering each trout and putting them over the fire.
<span style="font-weight:400">"That''s <i><span style="font-weight:400">my</i><span style="font-weight:400"> question. I want to know what you''re doing inside my body and why. You''re supposed to be dead. We saw you die," I said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Yes, you did! And let me tell you, it really hurts! As for your questions, what''s the point of asking what you already know? Wouldn''t you rather ask about dryads instead?" she taunted with a wooden skewer.
<span style="font-weight:400">The roasting fish was beginning to distract me. Their fat dribbled off their glistening bodies. I swallowed hard, looking at them.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Beatrice, please. Even you must be able to understand Saeko''s trepidation," Yumi said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"See, that''s the thing. I don''t want to understand. I stopped trying to understand when all of you betrayed me. You swore to serve me after I risked my life to save Taleia. Look where we are now," Beatrice fired back.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Your little sister? What happened?" I asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">Beatrice pulled a smoking fish from the fire and smiled. "During the war, Taleia was caught by light elven forces. They don''t keep prisoners, so it was a race against time to save her from execution. We lost a lot of good demons to bring back one subus. Boy, was the king unhappy about that my call. Who was it that took the brunt of his punishment?"
<span style="font-weight:400">"...You. I have never stopped being grateful to you for that, but Beatrice… It''s time for you to let go." Yumi avoided Beatrice''s stare as she spoke.
<span style="font-weight:400">A fish was suddenly lifted up to my face, tempting me to take it. My hunger got the better of me, and I took the skewer from Beatrice. After blowing a few times to cool it down, I chomped down on the morsel. The meat was crisp and fresh, lightly salted to perfection. It sated my hungerpletely even though I was a subus and this was only a dream.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Good, isn''t it? I used to take Mio out to the mountains all the time. Find a nice creek to just fish and eat and fuck all day. Of course, she never really appreciated me being around." Beatrice shrugged and began skewering the other fishes to roast.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Clearly, you don''t want to talk about yourself when we''re asking questions. Only when you can ramble as you please. How about a different question: the dryads, how do we defeat them permanently?" I asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">"With a lot of fucking magic. Kahaha! Were you expecting something profound or a secret weapon? Thing about dryads is they have all the firepower of a subus queen and the madness of a starved subus, but none of the drawbacks of one. See, <i><span style="font-weight:400">Queen </i><span style="font-weight:400">Saeko. We need each other. Let''s get along and tango nicely, yeah?"
<span style="font-weight:400">Before Yumi and I could get another word in, shadowy hands grabbed hold of us. They dragged us into a deep abyss. Beatrice''s shit-eating grin stayed clear in my mind until I snapped awake.
<span style="font-weight:400">We were back in Yumi''s ce. Hana and Mio hovered worriedly around us.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Well?" Mio asked, her brows knitted with anticipation.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Your sister is still the same old bitch." I shook my head, and Mio threw her arms in the air.
<span style="font-weight:400">It was gettingte. We had learned and gained nothing. Mio, Hana, and I headed home since the sun was setting. On our way back, however, Mio stopped mid-flight.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Think I''m gonna go take a hike for a bit. Need to clear my head of this whole Bea shit," Mio said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I''ll go with you," I offered, but she put a hand up to stop me.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Afraid I''ll fuck someone without you? Rx. I won''t be gone long. Besides…" She left the rest unsaid, and I didn''t need to think long to realize. Knowing that Beatrice was inside me, probably listening in or watching through my eyes, likely didn''t sit right with her.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I understand… See you at home?" I asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Yeah." Mio flew into the forest.
<span style="font-weight:400">It was no coincidence she headed in the direction of Fukuo Shrine, where we had defeated Beatrice.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Hana, you''re a dryad. How did you ovee your insatiable hunger?" I asked as wended in front of her love hotel, startling a couple who decided to pick the next building.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Believe it or not, I never had it! Guess that makes me an enigma. When I first met Big B, she tried to kill me. Imagine her surprise when our battle ended in a tie." Hana merrily rocked back and forth on her ankles.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Ehh… So, how''d you two go from going after each other''s throats to being allies?"
<span style="font-weight:400">"The other dryads saw me as a defect. After Beatrice and I fought, she wanted me to join her. I had nowhere else to go, so I signed right up," she said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Wait. Beatrice selflessly saved Yumi''s sister. She gave you a ce to belong. Am I crazy? Beatrice sounded like she was a pretty good person." I scratched my head over the recent revtions.
<span style="font-weight:400">"<i><span style="font-weight:400">Once</i><span style="font-weight:400">," the pink-haired trickster corrected me. "I used to love B like I love you guys! People change though. Sometimes for the better. Other times for the worse. I dunno what kinda dog poop is waiting for us farther down the sidewalk, but we''ll deal with it when we cross it."
<span style="font-weight:400">"You could have made a better analogy… but thanks. I appreciate it."
<span style="font-weight:400">Hana waved goodbye and skipped into the love hotel all smiles. I departed into the city to clear my thoughts like Mio. Streetlights were beginning to flicker on and neon signs illuminated the city in an array of colors. Inded in front of a clothing store. Arge and wide window with mannequins dressed in thetest fashion trends were disyed to attract young people like me.
<span style="font-weight:400">Summer was upon us. I''d like to go to Okinawa again with Mio. Or maybe a cruise… Somewhere we could spread our wings together with the ocean beneath and sun above us likest year.
<span style="font-weight:400">I positioned myself in front of a mannequin that had a bathing suit to see how I looked in the reflection. It would be nice to buy a new one. If it was Mio, she would undoubtedly wear the skimpiest one again.
<span style="font-weight:400">A group of high schoolers emerged from the patisserie a few buildings down. I caught a whiff of the sweet foods from inside in the brief moment the door slid open. Unlike other ces, their disys weren''t made of resin or stic. Freshly-made pastries were put on disy behind the window to give passing pedestrians pause at their mouthwatering morsels. Maybe I could get something for Mio.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Oh! Grab the strawberry custard cake!" Beatrice appeared in the reflection to my side.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Could you not? This is supposed to be <i><span style="font-weight:400">my</i><span style="font-weight:400"> quiet time." I sighed.
<span style="font-weight:400">"It gets boring inside your head. Half the time, all you think about is that boy named Kana and being surrounded by dicks. The other half is Mio— that part, I don''t mind at all."
<span style="font-weight:400">I turned red, having my inner thoughts revealed like that.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Anyway," Beatrice continued, "that custard cake looks mighty tasty, don''t you think? Get one for yourself and Mio. It''s what I would get, if I were you."
<span style="font-weight:400">"Well, too bad you''re not me." I entered the patisserie more out of spite than a desire to buy something.
<span style="font-weight:400">The employees weed me in unison with their enthusiastic greeting. When I walked up to the register, a middle-aged woman wearing a smile as bright as her uniform asked me what I wanted.
<span style="font-weight:400">Unfortunately, the words lodged in my throat.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Sorry, I need a moment to think." I apologized awkwardly.
<span style="font-weight:400">"No worries! Please, take your time!" she insisted and slid a menu card with pictures across the counter to me.
<span style="font-weight:400">ncing down, the reflection of Beatrice showed up in the polished counter.
<span style="font-weight:400">"How would you know if what you picked is really what <i><span style="font-weight:400">you</i><span style="font-weight:400"> picked and not me? You can''t. Our souls are as intertwined as our bodies. We might as well be fucking. Kahaha!" Beatrice cackled so loudly that it was as though she was right next to me.
<span style="font-weight:400">"On second thought—"
<span style="font-weight:400">"H-Help!" someone outside of the patisserie cried.
<span style="font-weight:400">A ski-masked man wrenched the purse and phone out of an elderly woman''s hands. He took off running down the sidewalk. I raced outside to check on her first since she fell down.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Are you okay, miss?" I asked, offering a hand to help her up.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Yes, but…"
<span style="font-weight:400">"Don''t worry. I''ll be right back!" I flew after him from the air, unimpeded by pedestrian traffic like he was. The thief saw meing and rounded a sharp corner, but I was gaining. Out of desperation, he threw himself into an alley to take his chances in the narrow bystreets between tall buildings.
<span style="font-weight:400">Too bad for him, I was used to chasing rogue subi flying at full speeds. I conjured a portal in front of him and snatched his ankles. He tripped. The purse and phone went flying from his hands. I managed to catch them both before they hit the ground.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Whew. Not your lucky day to be stealing," I taunted andnded next to his head.
<span style="font-weight:400">"S-Subus? Alright, I give! I''ll turn myself in… just please don''t hurt me!" The thief surrendered easily.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Nice catch. Now fuck the shit out of him." Beatrice''s reflection appeared in a puddle from water dripping off an air conditioner above.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I-I''m not going to have sex with someone in broad daylight!" I eximed.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Not sure what you''re screaming about, but I could go for some sex with a subus!" he chimed back in.
<span style="font-weight:400">"You shut up." I charmed him into the silence.
<span style="font-weight:400">"What good are bottom-feeding dredges other than to serve as sustenance and livestock?" Beatrice asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">"For one thing, I''m not you. My decisions are my own. Also, Mio wouldn''t have wanted something from a patisserie. She likes spicy food more than sweet stuff. You would know that if you actually cared about her."
<span style="font-weight:400">The former queen subus glowered, then vanished as soon as another droplet of water caused ripples in the puddle. I tied up the thief for the police to find and returned the olddy her belongings. In an ironic twist of fate, she insisted on buying me a strawberry custard cake. I half-expected Beatrice toe out, prodding me to eat it. Nothing.
<span style="font-weight:400">On the way home, I bought some spicy fried chicken from a convenience store. My roommates were gone. Probably out with friends or at their clubs. The door to my room was left slightly ajar.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Mio?" I peered in to find her lying in bed, staring up at the ceiling. "I brought you a snack."
<span style="font-weight:400">"Yeah, I smelled it the moment you came back. Thanks and sorry about… ditching you earlier." Mio sat up and looked away ashamedly.
<span style="font-weight:400">"It''s fine. I told you, I understand. Having Beatrice inside me and popping up every now and then makes it a little awkward, right?"
<span style="font-weight:400">"No, that''s not it! Man… shit, how do I even say it? Lately, I''ve been feeling like crap. The only reason this is happening to you is because I turned you into a subus. Now Bea might take over your body. I''m turning out to be a bad luck charm to you or something…"
<span style="font-weight:400">"As if!" I blurted out, surprising even her. "You''re the best thing to ever happen to me. I''ll say it as many times as possible until you believe me. Just like everything else, Beatrice is just another bump in the road we''ll get over. Together."
<span style="font-weight:400">Mio got a little teary-eyed. It wasn''t everyday— hell, it was a once in a blue moon kind of thing for her. I sat next to her and wrapped my arms around her.
<span style="font-weight:400">"No one''s home right now. Wanna go eat those spicy wings and fuck in the living room?" Mio grinned.
<span style="font-weight:400">"So you can eat my pussy with hot saucethered around your mouth? Definitely not." I said, standing my ground on the matter.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Fine~"
<span style="font-weight:400">Mio knocked me down on her bed and kissed me. As our lips and fingers entwined, and our tails coiled around the other, I noticed Beatrice''s reflection in the window. She had her back turned to us, arms folded. I thought she was going to be furious with me. Instead, she made an audible scoff in my mind, making sure I heard it, and then disappeared.