Chapter 1142. She Won''t have Another Boyfriend


    Yan Su, you can keep it secret now, but you cant keep it secret forever. The press is too intrusive, Xiang Wan said earnestly. If you have a child on your own before youve graduated from college, people will talk. They might see you as a slut.


    But, Im a singer, not an actress, Yan Su gathered the courage and said, Watching TV and listening to songs are different. All I need to do is to focus on my music. People can say whatever they want about me, but as long as my music is good, theyll still listen to it. I know I can make this work.


    You are too naive, Xiang Wan said frustratedly, To be honest, I dont think you know what youre doing. Why are you having the child on your own? Where is the father? You think youre giving it a life? Youre wrong. When the child is old enough to learn that it doesnt have a father, that it was born out of wedlockdo you think itll be happy? And do you want to get married? Will the man you love ept the fact that youve already had a baby? Wont he mind? Well, he might be okay with it, but what about his family? Will they ept you?


    Yan Su, on hearing those words turned pale. Tremblingly, she said, I dont n to get married. I might never get married. Thats why I want this baby. No, I cant give my baby a father. But, it was destiny that brought the baby to me. My friend just had a baby. Hes so little and so adorable. I cant kill my baby. I cant.


    She had given up on love. Her first rtionship turned out to be a nightmare, and her second one ended really badly, too.


    She didnt know if she was the one with the problemor if she had awful taste in men. Maybe she wasnt meant to be a good girlfriend. She wouldnt have another boyfriend, she believed.


    Seriously, it all started beautifully and sweetly but ended in such a harmful way. You say that, because youre young, Xiang Wan shook her head. Shepletely disagreed with that. Im not much older than you are, but Ive been through more than you have. When I was a student, I too felt that love could be my whole world. Well, when you graduate and take your ce in society, youll realize how silly you were to have those thoughts because of just one rtionship. When you turn 30, youll feel lonely at night. Youll want a family.


    Thats why Ive decided to have this baby, Yan Su raised her head and said, Miss. Xiang, I might be childish in your eyes. But people always make mistakes when theyre young. If this turns out to be a mistake, Ill suffer the consequences. Ive thought about it. Im two months pregnant now, and I can work until the fourth or even fifth month. Im thin, so I think it wont be so obvious. If you cant ept it, Ill have no choice but to end our contract. Im willing to pay the penalty.


    Xiao Wan knitted her brows into a deep frown and spent a long while looking at Yan Su in the eyes, then said, Thepany is going to have a concert tour for you this year. This is your best time. Your poprity will decline if you disappeared now. We dont know how many people will still be willing to buy tickets to your concerts when you came back. If you have to have this baby, I dont want your money. I want you to give me two new songs in the next two months, no matter how busy you are. Thepany will release the songs while youre having the baby. Well tell people youve gone abroad to study music. But you need toe back after youve recovered from childbirth.


    Thank you, Yan Su stood up, bowed deeply.


    Also, where do you n to have the baby? Xiang Wan asked.


    Yan Su hesitated a moment before saying, I want to go back to my parents. It would be really awkward for a pregnant woman to go abroad alone.