<h4>Chapter 93 - Messed Up</h4>


    Su Wan? wanted to buy the infused? oils from her own makeup? shop but when she went inside? her own? shop , she realized just how? poorly the makeup shop was doing? , except? some few poor quality? rogue and face powder nothing else was being sold in her shop . The face powder was so chalky that even? the maid of those rich misses? and masters won''t? buy it . It would? be better to just rub some white paint than rub the face powder? from her shop ! And when Su Wan? asked about? infused oils , the manager? of her makeup Shop , manager Long smiled ruefully " we did have? some of those but young miss Su Lan ended up liking them and took the entire? stock with her "


    Su Lan actually took the entire good quality rogue and white powder? with her, she was worried that Su Wan? might not let her snatch things from her shop after getting married , The changed? Su Wan? scared? her and she didn''t? dare to face in fact she was dreading? facing Su Wan? thus , she together with her mother took the products they wanted right on the day of Su Wan''s marriage? , they didn''t? want to waste another? day and end up encountering? Su Wan? while they? were? emptying her shop illegally? , so they decided to act at once as they knew no matter? how much Su Wan? didn''t? want their family to rip her off, she couldn''t? do anything? on the day she was getting married could? she ?


    " what young miss ? she is not rted? to me at all ! much less? now that her family sold me off - we renounced? each other? the day they took those ten taels from my husbands? and sent me on a dpidated? sedan chair ! what young miss , don''t? call her that anymore? and if shees asking for free things? anymore , kick? her out at once , no need to be polite anymore? " Su Wan? couldn''t? help but bristle , rubbing her forehead , did she offend? some God of leeches or something? ? why was it that at every birth her family members were full of blood sucking leeches ? In herst life it was her step sister? and step mother , and this life was the same , what? was she supposed? to do ? She couldn''t? kill them but that does not mean she can''t? beat them either , a sneer? shed in her eyes? - you think you are smart ? Don''t? want to face me ? Dread looking at my face ? Fine , I don''t? want to look at your ugly face either? but that doesn''t? mean that you will be able to continue? ripping? me off !


    After advising? the?dy in charge of her shop , Su Wan? walked? out with a long expression? . Lin Yan? and Lin Yu? looked? at each other in surprise ''what? happened? ? wasn''t? she going? to buy something? for her , why was she unhappy ?''


    Lin Yan? didn''t? dare to speak clearly afraid to say the wrong thing? and making Su Wan mad again. The pouch on his waist was? already sunken if he offended her again, there was no longer any extra taels left in his pouch to coax her !


    Thus ,he looked? at Lin Yu? who got along fairly well with Su Wan? , he knew that even if Lin Yu made Su Wan? mad , at most she will just pinch his cheeks and be done with it. Who told God to give his youngest? brother the face of an innocent angel ? Just looking? at that innocent face made impossible? for one to get mad at him .


    Lin Yu? understood? at once why his second brother? was pushing? him in the? frontline? of the uing storm and felt unjust? , what was this ? Weren''t? you the most sharp? tongued in us brothers? why are you getting scared of your own wife? ?


    Lin Yan acted as if he couldn''t? see the zing re of his brother and busied himself with his pouch? , walking a little too slowly so as to not catch up with Su Wan? but not too slow to lose sight of her back , he might be afraid to offend her but that? didn''t? mean he would let her get hurt .


    Why wasn''t? he coaxing? her ? Of course? he wanted to coax her but he wasn''t? sure? about what to say to Su Wan? , he already knew that each? time they conversed with each other , five out of ten? times they end up quarrelling? , if it was some other time he would not have Lin Yu in front but tomorrow? night was his turn and he didn''t? want to spend? his night cajoling Su Wan? .


    Though he understood? her a little better than his brothers , he also knew that Su Wan? liked getting coaxed that''s? why she usually? got upset? with things that she wouldn''t? and he liked coaxing her as well? but that was when? there was nothing to lose , right? now his entire youth was on line ! If he spends his wedding? night coaxing his wife and doing nothing else , then that would be too shameful? ( Lin Yu? : yeah? my wedding night was totally not on line , thanks )


    Lin Yu? red at his brother onest time then he walked? a little faster and started walking? beside? Su Wan? " Wan Wan wh..what''s? wr..wrong ?"


    Su Wan? pouted unhappily? " Everything? is wrong? Yu , the Su family are such leeches they just won''t? let go . I thought? that? its fine? if they? took the? money and things? from the makeup? shop? , I thought? we can always earn more from others because I have no interest? in makeup and its fine if it does badly and one day they? will stop because there will be nothing? left if I don''t? pay attention to that shop but now that I needed something? for myself and took a better? look of the shop and the servants? , I realised that''s? its wrong ! I just? took? a look inside the shop and saw the unhappy and hollow? faces of the servants who are responding? for that one shop? - and only now I realised that I was too selfish , even if I have no interest? in makeup , I should have? been attentive to the servants? at least . Now , the life of the servants of the restaurant? is getting? better and the same will happen to the embroidery? shop? servants? but what about? the makeup shop? ? Just because I? couldn''t? be bothered? with? make up , will I leave? servants? who belong to me , suffer because of my selfishness? ?"


    Su Wan? felt so wrong? and guilty , shepletely? forgot that this era was different if a worker was unhappy with their? boss they can always resign in her world but that wasn''t? the case? with this era , even if the servants were unhappy they? have to greet their masters with a smile and keep serving them no matter what . Thest time she came to the town she just took a quick nce of the make up? shop and did nothing just told thedy in charge not to bother with the Su family because she was the boss now - how happy and hopeful? the servants? would have? been when they heard their? master was changed but what did she do ? Because? she had no ideas regarding the make up line , she just threw? this one shop at the back? of her head and never thought? of the servants? that were? working here !


    Su Wan? couldn''t? help but mentally kick herself? for such a big momentarily? loss of memory? , her slight? negligence? had caused so much? sufferings? to the servants? of that shop , even if she had no idea as their boss she should? have at least wrecked her mind !


    This was her responsibility? , as the master? her responsibility? was just not to count? the money but also to make her workers lives happy and contentious? !


    If her servants were suffering? under her , then what difference was there between her and the Su family? ?


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