<h4>Chapter 140 - Why !</h4>


    Panting his back went t on the mattress once again , Lin Yan felt his orgasm washing over him like a huge tidal wave leaving his mindpletely hazy and bleary . He didn''t fight against the feelings , instead he simply relished that lethargic feeling that seemed to be intoxicating him .


    " Did you like it ?" asked Su Wan once Lin Yan ''s breathing eased and he opened his eyes to look at her with a drunken smile .


    He nodded , he really wished to move on to the next step as soon as possible but he also knew he got to wait properly so he didn''t say it , instead he looked at Su Wan and said " I want to please you too "


    Su Wan shook her head , as she cuddled next to him " I think this much is enough for today , I don''t want to push you because I''m afraid you might suffer some set backs tomorrow morning , you have done excellent for today and its better if you take a break "


    Lin Yan pursed his lips not liking it when Su Wan threw the quilt over him but when he tried to reach his hands towards her body , his body instinctively whether from past trauma or maybe because of? his? suppressed hesitation , stopped .


    Su Wan caught sight of his actions and kissed his forehead " you are , you are not ready .I understand , its not that you don''t like touching me but its your body that doesn''t . Your mind is still not inclined enough to trust a woman and you still not want to share your virginity with a woman "


    " I don''t-"


    Lin Yan started to speak but Su Wan shook her head and patted his cheek lying next to him " Say that when you can touch me without your body trying to thinking about an escape route in a closed room "


    Lin Yan sighed , Su Wan was right . Though he was looking forward to touching her , who knows how far he could go with touching her before his body suddenly decided that it was? enough ? He didn''t? want to ruin his night with Su Wan? so even though he felt conflicted about letting her go , he still didn''t press on the matter about touching her .


    Oveing his fear was important , because he wanted Su Wan to enjoy her nights with him as much as she enjoyed it with his brothers . The second this thought rose in mind , it immediately left a bitter taste in his mouth , and Lin Yan couldn''t help but feel that he was a little too useless .


    What if he never overcame his fear , will he just kept lying on the bed while Su Wan try to make this work just like she did tonight ?


    Su Wan was facing Lin Yan thus when he showed an unhappy expression , she poked his arm and lightly chided him " hey ? What are you thinking ? Don''t tell me you are insulting me because my technique was too much like a novice ?"


    Though Su Wan knew that Lin Yan would never think like that ,? and even though she never did such things before , she wasn''t a young and shy girl when she died , so she could still do better than a novice .


    However , seeing his unhappy expression Su Wan couldn''t help but tease him a bit .


    Lin Yan rolled his eyes and opened his arms , Su Wan could see that he was controlling himself from not saying something scathing "e , I will start by holding you to sleep and one day I promise that I will show you the most intoxicating pleasure "


    Su Wan smiled then rolled in Lin Yan ''s arms " sure I will wait for that "


    Lin Yan shushed her in case she started teasing him even more , Su Wan didn''t know that because of her light hearted teasing she will one day beg Lin Yan to let her off.


    Lin Yan and Su Wan had a wonderful night and they went to dreand happily . However , There was someone who could not sleep and this someone was Grandma? Su .


    Ever since her son had return empty handed from the restaurant that belonged to Su Wan , Grandma Su couldn''t sit still anymore , she waszy when someone asked her to do some work but when the matter involved the talks of money , she would be as energetic as a young girl who was fed chicken blood .


    At first grandma Su thought that Su Wan restaurant might not really be not earning well and they might be on their wits end thats why they refused to give Su Bai money . Even though Su Wan gave her quite a scare on her wedding day , Grandma Su was a old hen with a thick skin , she thought that there was no way the Su Wan who was filial and scared of her father would dare to say no to her father .


    Like that Grandma Su somehow brain washed herself , however after sometime , her brain washing stopped working as the vigers who worked at the dock started praising Su Wan''s restaurant ,eximing in loud , boisterous voice - how delicious the food at Su Wan''s restaurant was and how difficult it was for them to buy the wrapped packages for their family .


    The vigers made themselves sound like they fought a bloody battle to win that small package of food … and Grandma Su couldn''t help but curse them for being so boastful .


    Butter on , she couldn''t sit still as the praises of restaurant reached even the ears of their vige gossipers . Those old hags woulde to her house to make trouble every day , they would loudly exim that her granddaughter was really lucky that she married in such a house , they even taunted her saying that she wouldn''t need to worry about money in the future , if her grandson doesn''t be an official , she could simply ask her granddaughter to take care of her .


    Those old gossipers ! They actually dared to curse her favourite grandson , how could Grandma Su tolerate it , she ran after them cursing with a broom in hand and shouting profanities . Ask Su Wan to take care of her ? Didn''t they knew how bad their rtionship was with Su Wan? Given that girl''s temper , grandma Su couldn''t help but think that - that girl won''t even give her a sing copper coin in case she died and needed a coffin !


    In the end , Grandma Su took the ox cart of her vige and decided to see for herself how good Su Wan''s restaurant actually was ! She didn''t believe that the girl was any good , she deserved to die young just like? that arrogant bitch of? her mother !


    Old Grandma Su hoped that everything those vigers told her turns out to be nothing but rumours but when she reached the docks - all her prayers were failed ! Because there was indeed a huge line of dock workers as they fought their way to buy the food from Su Wan''s restaurant !


    Grandma Lin who saw the long line and then calcted how much financial loss her family was suffering because of giving this restaurant to Su Wan , Grandma Lin grinded her teeth so hard that they nearly turned to dust !