<h4>Chapter 223 - Not Hiding Anymore</h4>


    Everything happened so fast that Su Wan didn''t even know got a chance to take a breath. Her breath hitched as her back hit the mattress and her eyes settled on her captor''s face, she didn''t know why but Lin Yu was hovering over her. A sudden crazed look in his eyes as if something has snapped inside him - it was both terrifying and thrilling.


    The beast that was always dormant within him was finally unleashed.


    And she was the one who unleashed it.


    Su Wan could see the danger in his eyes, she could feel the dangerous vibes rolling off his body. She wanted to trigger him further, tease him a little and see what his inner beast might do to her. Propping herself up she slightly lifted her upper body before arching her brow at him, with a mocking curl of her she sneered " what not hiding anymore? "


    She would be lying if she said that she never had any suspicion regarding Lin Yu. But he was far too good in pretending to be a goodie two shoes - his expression, his tears everything fooled her so badly that every time she was dubious about his real personality his '' innocent '' rabbit-like persona would squash all her doubts. Until he spoke in her ear she believed that it was Lin Chen who came after her since it was his turn to sleep with her.


    But it turned out to be Lin Yu. Only God knows how surprised and startled she was when she heard his voice, to think he fooled her for so long and kept lying to her.


    If he didn''te out tonight how long will she have been fooled by him?


    She felt both angry and betrayed and if she wasn''t lying beneath him she would have wed his chest and seen for herself whether his heart was just as dark as she anticipated it to be.


    There were so many things she could have done but she couldn''t -? Lin Yu''s body was hovering upon her, though both of them were of the same age, he was after all a man. His muscles were stretching under his cotton shirt and he was breathing heavily as if he had juste from a run. Though it was winter, sweat was trickling down his forehead trailing all way down to his jaw, then dripping down his chiselled chest.


    It was both arousing and embarrassing for Su Wan to admit that Lin Yu''s presence was overwhelming her in a very very sexy way. She clenched her thighs as she gritted her teeth there was no way she was going to just let him have his way without giving him a taste of his own medicine.


    Even if she was overwhelmed today, there will always be a day where she will suppress this little rabbit - no, this wolf in sheepskin! Even ten years were not early for a gentleman to take avenge himself!


    " What? Are you not going to speak ?" snarled Su Wan as she tried to drag her body away from Lin Yu " was it fun for you? You lied to me, your wife! Was it exciting seeing me act like a fool while you pretended to be a good boy ?"


    She shouldn''t be speaking like this, Something was different about Lin Yu tonight. If she continued with her snappy remarks she might switch on his '' dark '' and '' perverse '' side but she couldn''t stop herself maybe subconsciously she wanted Lin Yu to unleash his real self on her.


    She was angry and upset, she wanted to hurt Lin Yu but at the same time, she wanted him to hurt her as well.


    Was she sick? Yes.


    Was Lin Yu sick? Maybe yes maybe no.


    But if both of them were sick then what did it make them? What were they? Were they perverse? Or they just crave something dark and thrilling.


    Lin Yu reached for her cheek before cupping, Su Wan swallowed as Lin Yu traced his fingers on her face in a slow, sensual motion. It was meant to be soft and warm action but all Su Wan could see was his sick intentions.


    And funnily she wanted those sick intentions to be unravelled.


    Lin Yu stared at his wife, she was looking at him with a gaze that was full of caution, wariness and lust yes lust. It surprised the heck out of him, she should be looking at him with disgust but he couldn''t find an ounce of disgust in her gaze. Instead, she seemed to be turned on by him, she was actually turned on by his rough and coarse actions? Really?


    He didn''t know what actually happened to him, today was his third brother''s turn to sleep with Su Wan but for some reason, he wanted to see her. He wanted to have some alone moments with her then return to his room, what happened today was taxing for him.


    He was happy that his father was back but at the same time he was - how should he word it, he was upset and angry,? it could be said what he was feeling was an emotion that hovered? between the two. After his father''s return, he felt as if everything that he and his family suffered throughout the years was nothing but just a big joke.


    Because of his father''s absence, he went down the dark path so deep that he almost reached a point where he can no longer pull himself from, his eldest brother almost lost his life, his second brother was assaulted and inevitably developed a trauma against the fairer gender. His third brother was once beaten until he nearly died, as for his fourth brother he gave up on the very thing he was proud of - their entire family was plunged into hell for years and it took every single bit of effort from them to finally crawl out of that hell hole.


    But everything his family went through- turned into nothing but a big joke. God yed a poor joke on their family because he wanted to have some fun. They suffered so much for whom? For what?


    The more he thought about it the more Lin Yu thought that the world was unfair, and the more he got upset the more his mania was triggered. He wanted to hurt someone, either himself or someone else - he wanted to embed his sharpened knife in someone''s skin until it drew fresh blood, only the sight of beautiful, dark red blood quenched his mania.


    But he couldn''t do it, if he hurt himself then his family would surely find out and if his family couldn''t find out then - Su Wan would find out because it will be his turn to sleep with her soon.


    Scars were easy to make but difficult to fade.


    In the end, he decided to calm himself by spending some time with Su Wan. But the second he walked in, he smelled a seductive scent of roses and oranges - with her thin figure wrapped in nothing but a single middle vest that didn''t hide anything but instead entuated every single curve of her body.


    His rationality snapped and before he could sp on it tightly, he have already done what can not be undone.