Chapter 70: Dems Vige (1)
When we entered the inn, the members were already in the middle of their meal.
Vice-captain, youve arrived?
As we made our entrance, some began to rise from their seats to greet us, but I raised my hand to stop them.
Sit down. Eat.
At the same time, they were gauging each others reactions to the unexpected change.
They looked curiously at Ner, who was clinging to my side.
Some smirked, some had yful expressions, and some were genuinely surprised.
Yet, Ner, seemingly unfazed, did not let go of my arm.
She did mention shed help, but I didnt expect her to be this devoted.
Even after finding a suitable seat, she still didnt release my arm.
It was as if she held onto my arm like it was her lifeline.
Confusion was evident in Arwins eyes.
Her gaze was directed at the arm Ner firmly held.
She seemed to be silently asking me why Ner still hadnt let go.
Feeling the awkwardness from Ners actions, I leaned in and whispered,
...Its okay now.
...
Despite my words, Ner didnt let go immediately.
It was as if she didnt hear or was frozen in ce. Slowly, she turned her head.
...
...
Her eyes met with Kas.
Ka flinched under Ners gaze and then bowed her head deeply.
Having finished her guidance, she turned to head back to her home.
...Haa...
Finally, Ner let out a sigh and released my arm.
Our eyes met, and after a moments evaluation, she spoke.
...Ive been watching, you know...
...
I was momentarily at a loss for words, taken aback by her wless performance.
But soon, I brushed those thoughts aside.
All I needed to feel was gratitude towards her for making the effort for me.
Thank you.
I gently pushed Ners back as I said it.
...
Ner nodded her head slightly after a beat.
<strong>****</strong>
After finishing our meal, we exchanged light greetings with the members.
Having roughly set the schedule for the next day, we began to head back to the vige chiefs house.
All that filled my head were the thoughts about tomorrows request.
I heard that some animal-like monsters were in the vicinity and were causing harm.
There seemed to be roughly about 20 of them.
If we didnt let our guards down, it appeared to be a task that could be easily wrapped up.
Lost in such thought, I noticed Arwin walking ahead of me.
True to her inquisitive nature, she seemed to be taking in every detail of the scenery, looking around curiously.
She let out a short sigh.
Why the sigh?
...
Arwin turned to look at me, with a peculiar disappointed look on her face.
For some reason, I felt like I could guess what was on her mind.
...Theres not much to see, is there?
Arwin mumbled.
I had to agree with her on that.
There wasnt much to see within the vige.
At best, it seemed slightly more developed than Stockpin.
I followed Arwins lead, looking around at the surroundings.
Rather than the scenery, it was the people that caught my eye first.
Everyone was staring at Ners tail or Arwins long ears.
Their noble status certainly garnered a different kind of attention.
...
I moved closer to the disappointed Arwin, taking her hand in mine.
I gently pushed in a small gem.
...Huh.
At first, Arwins hand was stiff, but as she gradually understood my intention, it rxed.
This was our agreement.
Just as we had discussed back at our lodgings, she had followed my request diligently.
I had only nned to act like this for the instances when everyone was watching.
Ah.
From behind, Ner let out a surprised exmation.
...?
Looking at her, Ner shook her head as if it was nothing.
My rtionship with Ner had already been revealed en route to the inn.
Now was the moment to act with Arwin.
Theres nothing of interest here.
I said, guiding Arwins hand.
Her long ears fluttered up and down in response.
But Ive heard theres a beautiful ce nearby. Lets go after weplete our task.
...A beautiful ce?
She had once told me that traveling the world was her dream.
Ever heard of Dems Vige?
I had intended to hide the identity of the vige, but I spoke up out of consideration for Arwins feelings.
...
Arwin stopped in disbelief, our interlocked hands stretching out between us.
...This is Dems Vige?
...
As I shrugged my shoulders, Arwin followed me with a resigned expression, looking down and blinking.
...This is...Dems Vige...
Arwin paused, biting her lip.
...Then the-
-Tap.
I covered Arwins mouth as she tried to continue speaking.
Though I had revealed the location to the seemingly disappointed Arwin, I still wanted to keep it hidden from Ner.
Following us, Ner asked from behind,
...Where is this Dems Vige?
With a smile, I replied to her,
You dont need to know.
...Seriously?
-Whack.
Ner pped my back with annoyance.
She red at me with a slight pout.
Youll find out.
I said, confident she wouldnt be too upset.
<strong>****</strong>
Go on in and rest, Ner.
...
Ner watched as Arwin and Berg, holding hands, entered their room.
Behind them, the vige chief and Ka kept a close eye on the duo.
Ner had already noticed they hadnt let go of each others hands. It couldnt be helped that it weighed on her heart a little.
Ner spected whether it might be due to memories from the past, being reminded of being ostracized by her siblings.
...
However, Ner soon collected herself.
This was a different situation from back then.
A very different context.
It wouldnt make sense for the three of them to share a room.
...Alright. Rest up, Berg.
And so, with a simple farewell, Ner headed to her own room.
She entered and closed the door as if everything was normal.
-Thud.
...And as the watchful eyes on her faded, her face rxed, a crease forming on her forehead.
...
But she shook off even that fleeting emotion.
Ner fluidly changed into the clothes she had prepared earlier andy down on her bed.
Beside her bed was a window.
Through that window, she gazed at the familiar moon, wrapping up her day.
...Today, I linked arms with Berg.
She started a conversation with a listless tone.
...That strange Catwoman kept hovering around him...
Ner paused for a moment, reconsidering her words.
...No, I mean, Berg asked for it. Hes my friend, so I should be able to do that much, right?
She recalled the moment when shed be angry.
She felt her temper rise as she watched Ka touch Bergs arm.
It wasnt simply being upset about someone making an obvious move on Berg, but it felt like her own existence was being ignored, which was infuriating.
She had been overlooked by her siblings; did she now have to be overlooked by amoner too?
That couldnt be.
She was mad because she felt overlooked, not because someone approached Berg.
...
But that didnt exin the difort she felt when Berg held Arwins hand.
As her mind spiraled into confusion, Ner sighed and tried to clear her thoughts.
A spontaneous thought slipped from her lips.
...Why do some humans practice polygamy?
Blinking, Ner digested her own spontaneous remark.
...
As if trying to justify her musing to herself, she continued while looking at the moon.
...I dont get it. How can you love two people at the same time...
Never had Ner felt such a tumult of emotions and thoughts.
Being alone only amplified those feelings.
Overwhelmed by the weight of her thoughts, she ultimately surrendered.
She decided not to think any further and to just fall asleep.
Ner curled up.
Once again, her bed felt overwhelmingly vast.
<strong>****</strong>
...No.
Arwin muttered.
An unwavering hand approached and gripped her wrist.
Arwin tried to pry away the heavy grip, but her body, which had somehow diminished in size,cked the strength to resist.
Before she knew it, she found herself traversing a familiar cave.
A cave she had walked through thousands of times.
A cave that had tormented her thousands of times more.
At the end of this cave, akin to home, she knew all too well what awaited her.
...I dont want to...
Cold sweat dripped down as Arwin lowered her head.
She screamed with all her might, but no sound emerged.
Only frail whimpers continued to spill out.
Her arms and legs felt as if they had turned to liquid, unresponsive.
Soon, the roots of the World Tree began to manifest.
A dread so intense it felt as if breathing was forbidden gripped her.
A pain she had never be ustomed to returned.
Please...! No...! Help-
-Arwin!
In an instant, her eyes shot open.
Her panting body was drenched in cold sweat.
Her vision swirled, unable to grasp the situation.
Having regained her strength, she iled about.
I dont want this...! Stop-
-Grab!
-Arwin!
Something pinned her head in ce.
In front of her confused eyes, a face emerged.
A human male with a deep scar on his cheek.
He spoke with a firm voice.
...Arwin, calm down. Youre safe.
...Ha...ha...
Catching her breath, Arwin recognized the man before her.
...Berg?
...Theres nothing around. Its just us.
Only then did Arwins gaze scan the surroundings.
While the space was equally dark, the scenery was different.
It wasnt damp, and there was no musty smell.
A soft bedy beneath her.
A warm hand was holding her cheek.
Only then did Arwine to realize.
That she had been having a nightmare.
The pain that had haunted her all her life did not fade so easily.
...Ha...ha...
Though the World Tree was a thing of the past, the weight of its memories dragged down her spirits.
She didnt feel grateful that it was over; she cursed its resurgence.
Those were moments she wished to never relive.
At that moment, something glided across her forehead.
Berg was wiping the sweat off her brow with his hand.
...You had a nightmare.
He said.
Soothed by his calm tone, Arwin gradually calmed down.
Her racing heart found its pace.
...Dont worry. You wont ever have to go through that ritual again.
He seemed to already know the nature of her dream.
Blushing from the feeling of being exposed and muddied by the emotions of her dream, Arwins feelings sparked.
...How do you know that?
What?
...Do you know how easily the elders change their words? They might tell me toe back again.
Go back where? Youre my wife.
...
Arwin hid the peculiarfort she felt from his light-hearted words.
Her gaze once againnded on Bergs scar.
A scar that stood as evidence of his saving her.
Yet Berg, with an unfazed expression, continued to hold her head and wipe her forehead.
...Being treated preciously by someone she only thought of as a short-lived species didnt feel all that bad.
But she swallowed, once again grasping her rationality.
-Tap.
She pushed away Bergs hand.
Just like earlier in the day, she wasnt in the mood to follow his lead.
...Even if thats the case now, what happens after you die? Did you forget I still have a thousand years left?
...
A mere 60 years of stability cant give me relief.
Berg lightly replied.
Well talk about that in 60 years.
Arwin was at a loss for words.
If youre really worried, Ill teach you the skills to survive on your own, even after Im gone.
Berg said teasingly.
...You did see me defeat Gallias, didnt you?
Arwin, who had remained silent, finally let out a hollowugh at his words.
...Ha.
He often appeared stern and intimidating to others, yet frequently showed his foolish side to her alone.
Her trembling heart had greatly calmed down.
This was the first time she had shaken off a nightmare with someone.
Before this, she had always had to ovee them alone.
In that regard, Arwin knew that Bergs words were providing immensefort.
She just didnt want to show him how she felt.
Berg stood up and opened the window.
A cool breeze swept through the room.
With the quiet of the night, it seemed as if the sound of distant waves reached them.
This isnt the domain of Celebrien, but Dams Vige. Well be seeing the sea soon, so dont hold onto those needless memories.
That nights air made Arwin feel oddly liberated.
...The sea...
One of the ces she had dreamed of was now just a step away.
Berg said,
...First, change into your nightclothes. You wont be able to sleep again in that state.
It was only then that Arwin looked down at herself.
Her clothes, soaked in sweat, clung tightly to her body.
Pretending not to be flustered, she promptly stood up to change into fresh nightwear.
But she could feel her own face turning red.
On the other hand, Berg was nonchntly gazing out of the window.
Once she had changed, Berg climbed back onto the bed.
Arwin slowly followed him onto the bed.
Lets sleep now. Calm down.
Arwin nodded.
However, as she tried to close her eyes, lying down on the bed brought back the fear of revisiting the nightmare she had earlier.
As she swallowed audibly, Berg once again spoke from beside her.
...Cant sleep?
Arwin didnt want to appear weak.
She had lived her whole life that way.
Thinking of the days ahead, she felt she had to maintain her dignity.
...
But, as before, maybe it was okay if it was with Berg.
She had already revealed many of her vulnerable moments to him.
...In that nightmare, her emotions had been aplete mess.
Perhaps she had been slightly swayed by Bergsforting words.
In the end, she impulsively acknowledged the fact that she needed help.
...Yes.
...?
I cant sleep. Im afraid I might have another nightmare.
Though she tried to hide it, her voice trembled.
I fear returning to that unbearable moment. That maybe the present, having escaped from there, is just a dream...
Arwin clenched her fists.
She did not want to shed tears.
She was certain that she would regret this situatione tomorrow.
She took a deep breath, swallowing back her tears.
Its not a dream, and you wont go back.
Berg said to her.
I promise.
Arwin looked at Berg.
...
His promise made her heart feel heavy, as if it was choked with emotions.
Because were married.
It was Berg who had risked his life due to the vow they took as a couple.
Such a promise from him inspired deep trust.
...I cant understand you.
But Arwin whispered.
She consciously took a step back.
Her inability to understand was no empty statement.
Elves and humans were too different.
She couldnt fathom why he was being like this.
Upon hearing her words, Berg sighed and then redirected the conversation.
Theres no need to understand. If you cant sleep... lets chat until you do.
...Chat?
You said you wanted to travel the world. Anywhere else you want to visit besides here?
......
Arwin reminisced about her long-held dreams.
She recalled the countless books she had read when she was so exhausted that she couldnt even lift a finger.
...
Anywhere is fine.
She decided to take up Bergs suggestion.
After all, such thoughts were better than thinking about the World Tree.
But suddenly, she remembered something she had longed to see as much as the sea.
...Ive heard of a ce in the far north where snow falls endlessly.
...Ive heard of it too. That ce...
Their conversation, which began like that, continuedte into the night.
Arwin conversed with him in a rxed atmosphere.
Their discussion flowed without awkwardness.
Arwin never thought there woulde a day when she would exchange her dreams with someone.
As she gradually rxed, the sleep she had been evading returned.
Talking about dreams, her eyelids grew heavy.
Unbeknownst to herself, Arwin drifted back into sleep.
Soon, she dreamt of frolicking in snow-covered fields.
The World Tree was nowhere in sight.
In that beautifulndscape, a brightugh erupted, and Arwin looked around.
Twirling and ying in the snow, she spotted a human man looking at her.
...
Arwin gazed at the man with a scar on his cheek for a long while.
Eventually, the two exchanged natural smiles.
In this dream, where she shouldve felt the cold, she felt warmth.
<strong> The End of The Chapter </strong>
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