but my motivation didntst a single day.


    Thats because there were all kinds of headlines that started talking about me in an expressive manner.


    And in a negative way too.


    The Crown Princes Fiancee Snatches Away Veterans Memorial Service!


    The Fiancees Unreasonable Behavior  An Imperial Official Who Has Requested Anonymity, Expresses Displeasure at the Partiality Shown.


    The Crown Princes Fiancee  Commoner and Maid, Has Neither Experience nor Knowledge to Hold Large-Scale Memorial Service.


    I closed my eyes the more I read, eventually closing the newspaper I was reading.


    No, Im not to me!


    I didnt want to hold the memorial service in the first ce!


    Obviously, at first, I decided to do everything I could but


    How does one remain optimistic when all they receive from the start is negativity!


    Furious, I threw the newspaper on the table.


    This is just too much!


    Of course, those newspapers were gossip papers that mainly dealt in, well, gossip.


    But, theres nothing advantageous about having your reputation go up and down in a negative direction.


    More importantly, the people who would buy those kinds of papers were themon people.


    I pressed a finger on my throbbing temple.


    Despite the humiliation that came from those articles posted by gossip papers, a real effort to somehow undercut my standing with themon citizenry was revealed.


    Given the fact that the biggest supporters Damian had were themon people.


    it must have been the Emperors doing.


    I held back my anger, just ring at the newspapers stacked on the table.


    I mean hes only diligent about things like this, when ites to his subjects, he has no interest in them or governing state affairs.


    Its because of things like that, the future of the Winsor empire under him looks bleak.


    But then.


    Lize, are you okay?


    Damian asked me in a worried voice.


    Oh, right.


    I was with Damian.


    I was so irritated, I forgot that.


    I smiled and nodded hastily.


    Yes, Im fine.


    Still


    I said I was fine, right? Im much more concerned about his Highnesss demeanor.


    yes, I see.


    Damian loosened his expression a tad.


    I buried myself on the sofa, before gesturing to the newspapers stacked on the table.


    I couldnt handle those articles all at once.


    Damian nodded his head, understanding me.


    Its wiser to focus on the problem at hand.


    If its the problem at hand then


    The budget for the memorial service was set way too small.


    The moment I saw the budget fixed for this memorial service, I realized how despicable the Emperor was.


    How can he be so stingy when ites to setting a proper budget for the memorial service but no expenses are spared when ites to the cost of driving the peoples opinion?


    Ugh, that cheapskate! Give me the money I need for this!


    After clenching my teeth, I sighed deeply.


    The first thing thates to mind is to nt grass all over the frozen ground. I personally want it all covered with grass, even if the public atrge isnt concerned about it.


    Its all meant for the bereaved families of the veterans.


    How miserable would it be to see the memorial monument, all by itself on a patch of frozen ground?


    I also think thats our most urgent priority. But where do we find grass in the middle of winter? Damian questioned.


    Thats what Im saying.


    I nodded heavily as I racked my brain.


    First, theres no way grass can grow in this cold weather.


    Second, even if we were able to get grass from the warmer southern territories, it would cost us a fortune, more than we could ever afford right now.


    Third, with our budget set by the Emperor, I doubted whether the memorial service could be held when the budget was set to be as tight as possible.


    The bottom line is that no matter how much you rack your head over this, there is no solution.


    Oh, what do you want me to do?!