<h4>Chapter 46: Chapter 1: Sakura Airi’s Soliloquy</h4>
I don''t know how to interact with other people. I''m bad at talking while making eye contact. I''m horrible with crowds. I don''t remember how or when I became so hopeless.
However, one thing I do know for certain is that a person cannot live entirely in istion. No matter how much I may love my solitude, I can''t remain totally by myself. So, I came up with a solution. I would adopt a false face and hide my true self. Then, I wouldn''t bepletely honest, but I could be a version of myself. I could continue to live in this dark, lonely world.
The world isn''t entirely beautiful. Everyone knows this, but in their hearts they still wish for that perfect, idyllic ce. A bit of a contradiction.
I don''t care who answers me, but I need to know. Is everyone else putting on a fa?ade, just like me? Or do most people show their true selves to the outside world? Since I can''t connect with people, I suppose there''s no way for me to find out the answer. Therefore, I remain alone.
I''m all right by myself.
I''m all right with being alone.
I...
I want to connect with someone from the bottom of my heart.
And so I will continue to live quietly, with my eyes downcast. Alone.
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