<h4>Chapter 59: Chapter 4 Part III</h4>
ss was over. Kushida stood up right as homeroom ended and walked over towards Sakura, who was quietly preparing to leave. Kushida seemed oddly nervous. Ike, Yamauchi, and even Sudou appeared interested in what was going on, and directed their attention over to the girls.
"Sakura-san?"
"Wh-what?"
The bespectacled girl with the hunched back peered up with a timid expression. Apparently she hadn''t expected someone to talk to her, and was flustered.
"I wanted to ask you something, Sakura-san. Do you have a moment? It''s about Sudou''s case."
"S-sorry. I...I have ns, so..."
Sakura was obviously ufortable. She averted her eyes. She probably wasn''t good at talking with others. Or rather, she gave off the impression that she didn''t like talking to them.
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"Can you please make some time? This is important, so I''d like to talk to you. When Sudou-kun was involved in the incident, were you perhaps somewhere nearby?"
"I-I don''t know. I already told Horikita-san. I really don''t know anything..."
Her words were weak, yet she vehemently denied it. Kushida could clearly see how unpleasant Sakura found this, so she probably didn''t want to press her much more. Although Kushida appeared slightly perplexed at first, her concerned expression quickly melted into a pleasant smile. Even so, she couldn''t withdraw just like that, because Sakura might have tremendous influence over Sudou''s fate.
"So...is it okay? If I go back..." Sakura whispered.
Something seemed strange, however. She wasn''t simply bad at talking with people. It looked as though she was hiding something. You could see that from her behavior. Sakura concealed her dominant hand while also avoiding eye contact. Even if she weren''tfortable meeting someone''s eyes, people generally looked in the direction of those to whom they were speaking. Sakura didn''t look at Kushida''s face at all.
If Ike or I were talking to her, I could have understood that reaction. Though it was mostly out of formal obligation, Sakura had exchanged numbers with Kushida. Kushida''s behavior in a one on one conversation was different, though. I don''t think Horikita was wrong to feel some difort when speaking with Kushida. I''d found something a bit off-putting about it myself.
"Can''t you please spare just a few minutes now?" Kushida asked.
"Wh-why, though? I-I don''t know anything..."
If Kushida failed, we''d gain nothing from their conversation. Of course, the longer this awkwardness dragged on, the more attention they''d attract. This seemed like aplete miscalction on Kushida''s part. Since they were already acquainted and had exchanged contact information, Kushida probably had expected this conversation to go more smoothly, and had gone into this situation thinking she wasn''t going to be rejected. That exined why this was currently falling apart.
Horikita carefully monitored the situation. She looked over at me with a somewhat smug expression. It was as though she were saying I know that your powers of observation are incredible.
"I''m really bad at being social. I''m sorry..." Sakura muttered.
She spoke in an unnatural, strained way, and didn''t seem to want Kushida to get any closer. When discussing Sakura earlier, Kushida had described her as a shy but ordinary girl. Judging from her current behavior, though, she clearly wasn''t normal. Kushida must have felt the same, because she couldn''t hide her confusion. Kushida was normally very good at getting others to open up to her, but here she was failing. Horikita also understood what was happening. As she watched the conversation, she came to a conclusion.
"My, how unfortunate. Kushida failed to persuade her."
Horikita was correct. If Kushida couldn''t do it, then I didn''t think that anyone else in our ss would be able to. Kushida was good at creating an informal atmosphere, one in which socially awkward people could converse naturally. However, everyone has what they consider their own personal space. An off-limits area, in other words.
Cultural anthropologist Edward Hall further divided the idea of personal space into four parts. One such zone is the so-called "intimate space." In this particr space, you''d be near enough to hug someone. If an outsider tries to step into this space, people naturally exhibit strong signs of rejection. However, if that person is a lover or a best friend, then he or she won''t find it ufortable. Even if someone were only a casual acquaintance, Kushida probably wouldn''t mind letting that person into her "intimate space." That is, she didn''t seem to put high value on the idea of personal space.
However, Sakura had clearly rejected Kushida. No...rather, it looked like she was running away. When Sakura was first asked, she''d said that she "had ns." If she really did have ns, she''d have repeated that when asked again. Sakura collected her bag and stood, seemingly putting distance between herself and Kushida.
"G-goodbye."
Sakura had apparently decided to run because she couldn''t find a skillful way to end the conversation. She snatched a digital camera off her desk, and started to walk away. Just then, she ran into Hondou''s shoulder. Focused on texting a friend, he wasn''t paying attention to where he was going.
"Ah!"
Sakura''s digital camera tumbled to the floor with a loud ck.
Hondou simply kept walking, attention still focused on his phone. He apologized as he left. "My bad," he called.
Sakura, flustered, rushed to pick up her camera.
"No way. There''s nothing on the screen..."
Sakura put her hand over her mouth in total shock. The camera seemed to have broken on impact. She pushed the power button over and over, tried taking out the batteries and putting them back in, but the power indicator never came on.
"I-I''m sorry. It''s because I came up and talked to you so suddenly, that..." Kushida began.
"No, that''s not it. I was just careless, that''s all... Anyway, goodbye."
Kushida, unable to stop the despondent Sakura, could only watch her leave with regret.
"Why is a gloomy girl like her my witness? This sucks. She doesn''t want to help me at all."
Sudou crossed his legs and leaned against the chair, sighing in exasperation.
"I''m sure there''s something to learn there. Besides, we didn''t ask Sakura-san directly what she saw. Maybe she just can''t say it herself?"
"I know. If she were nning to say something, she would have. She restrained herself, because she''s an adult."
"It might be better this way, Sudou-kun. Better that she''s the witness, that is."
"What do you mean?"
"She won''t testify on your behalf. They''ll determine you caused the incident. In the end, ss D will be affected by your actions, but we''ll be okay. We have testimony that they lied about the violence. It''s hard to imagine that the school would penalize us by more than 100 or 200 points for being involved in this incident. That way we''ll only lose 87 points, and you won''t face expulsion. However, we''ll shoulder more of the me than ss C will." Horikita relentlessly spoke her thoughts out loud, as if she''d been hiding them deep inside her all this time.
"Don''t make jokes. I''m innocent. Innocent! I hit them, but it was out of self-defense."
"I don''t think self-defense is all that helpful in this case."
Ah, I''d identally said that aloud.
"Hey, Ayanokouji-kun."
I tried to act aloof as I turned, but found that Kushida''s face was super close to mine. Man, Kushida looked super cute up close. Rather than feeling ufortable about this invasion of my personal space, I wanted her toe even closer.
"Ayanokouji-kun, you''re Sudou-kun''s ally, aren''t you?" she asked.
"Well... Yeah, I am. Why are you asking me that again, though?"
"Well, it''s just that things seem to a bit tense. Everyone''s desire to save Sudou is fading."
I looked around the ssroom.
"It does seem that way. They probably think that whatever happens, happens. That there''s nothing to be done."
If even Sakura, the key witness, denied Sudou her help, then we''d made no progress.
"I can''t imagine that we''ll find a perfect out for Sudou. Let''s just give up on him," muttered Ike, half-heartedly.
"What the hell, you guys? Didn''t you say that you''d help me?" Sudou cried.
"Well, it''s just...you know?"
Sudou appealed to our remaining ssmates, looking for approval.
"Even your friends don''t wish to help you. How unfortunate," Horikita muttered.
The other students didn''t try to deny what Ike and Horikita had said.
"Why do I have to suffer like this? You bunch of useless jerks!"
"What an interesting thing to say, Sudou-kun. Haven''t you noticed that everyone is turning on you?"
"What do you mean by that?"
Our ss often got very tense, but today was worse than usual. However, since Sudou was talking to Horikita, he seemed to be trying his best to restrain himself. However, the attack came at him from an unexpected direction.
"Don''t you think it would''ve been better if you''d been expelled? Your existence is far from beautiful. No, in fact, I could say your life is an ugly one, Red Hair-kun."
The voice came from a boy checking his reflection in a hand mirror to fix his hair. It was Kouenji Rokusuke, an especially odd guy even amongst the remarkably strange people of our ss.
"What the hell? Say that one more time, I dare you!"
"It would be inefficient for me to tell you, no matter how many times I did. If I know that you''re dim-witted, then it doesn''t matter how many times I try to lecture you, does it?"
Kouenji didn''t even look at Sudou as he spoke. It was as if this were a soliloquy. Suddenly, there was a huge crashing sound. A desk flew through the air and splintered on the ground after being kicked. Everyone froze. Sudou, silent and intense, walked over to Kouenji.
"All right, that''s enough. Calm down, you two," Hirata said. He was the only boy able to move in this awful situation. My heart pounded in my chest. "Sudou-kun. You certainly are part of the problem here. But Kouenji-kun, you''re in the wrong, too."
"Puh. I don''t think I''ve experienced being wrong since I was born. You must be mistaken."
"Bring it on. I''ll smash your face in and take you down a peg," Sudou snapped.
"Stop it."
Hirata grabbed Sudou''s arm, sternly attempting to stop him, but Sudou showed no signs of being swayed. He looked like he wanted to vent all of his frustrations—including what Horikita had said—by hitting Kouenji.
"Stop it already. I don''t want to see my friends fight..."
"It''s just like Kushida says. I don''t know about Kouenji-kun, but I''m your ally, Sudou-kun."
Hirata was way too cool. It would''ve been fitting if he changed his name to "Hero." That would have been awesome.
"I''m going to stop this. Sudou-kun, you should act more mature. If you cause another huge disturbance, the school''s evaluation of you will only worsen. Right?"
"Tch."
Sudou red at Kouenji and left the ssroom, mming the door on his way out. Afterward, a loud voice could be heard in the hall.
"Kouenji-kun. I don''t intend topel you to help. But you were wrong to me him."
"Unfortunately, I''ve never experienced being wrong. Not once in my entire life. Oh, looks like it''s about time for my date. Well, if you''ll excuse me."
Watching their bizarre interaction unfold, I realized that our sscked unity.
"Sudou-kun really hasn''t grown up, has he?"
"Couldn''t you have been a little kinder, Horikita-san?"
"I don''t show mercy to people who don''t attempt to better themselves. He''s caused us nothing but harm, and has no redeeming features."
Well, you don''t exactly show any mercy even to people who do attempt such things.
"What?"
"Ooh!"
While I shrank away, a sharp knife (well, a sharp look) was thrust into me. I made a small rebuttal.
"There''s a popr expression in this world: Great talents maturete. Sudou could probably be a professional yer in the NBA, right? I think there''s a possibility that he''ll make a great contribution to society. The power of youth is infinite." I uttered a catchphrase that sounded about as original as a televisionmercial.
"I don''t intend to deny that it could happen in 10 years'' time, but I''m looking for things to help me reach ss A right now. If he can''t help us right now, then he''s worthless to me."
"I guess so."
Well, Horikita''s opinion was consistent, which was nice. I was more worried about Ike and the others. Their moods changed frequently, so I wasn''t really able to rx.
"You get along with Sudou, don''t you? You eat together with him."
"I don''t think we''re on bad terms, but I do kind of feel like he''s a burden. Sudou cuts ss more than anyone else. He also fights the most. I have to draw the line there."
I could see what he meant. Ike appeared to have his own thoughts.
"I''ll try to persuade Sakura-san. Once I do, things should turn around."
"I just wonder about that. Considering the circumstances, even if we get Sakura-san''s testimony, I believe it''ll have minimal impact. The school will probably have doubts about a witness just suddenly appearing from ss D."
"Doubts? You mean they''d think we were lying about the witness?"
"Of course. They''ll consider the witness''s testimony along with her possible intentions. They won''t take her word as absolute proof."
"No way. You mean even that evidence wouldn''t be perfectly sound?"
"Well, the best and most miraculous situation would be if there was a trusted witness from another ss or grade who saw the entire incident from start to finish. There isn''t anyone who fits that description, though," said Horikita with confidence.
I thought the same.
"Then no matter how hard we try to prove Sudou''s innocence, we..."
"Had the incident happened in a ssroom, however, it would be a different story."
"What do you mean?"
"Well, there are cameras that record what goes on in the ssrooms, right? Therefore, if anything did happen, there''d be evidence of it. Those recordings would blow the ss C guys'' lies away."
I pointed at the two or so cameras affixed to the ceiling near the corners of the ssroom. They were small enough that they wouldn''t be a distraction, and they blended in well with their surroundings, but they were undeniably security cameras.
"The school checks those cameras to see if we talk or fall asleep during ss. Otherwise, they wouldn''t be able to urately assess our monthly performance."
"Seriously?! I never knew that!"
Ike looked utterly shocked.
"I just learned about the cameras."
"They''re not easily spotted. I also didn''t notice until they talked about points for the first time."
"Well, ordinary people don''t typically concern themselves with hidden cameras. I mean, most wouldn''t be able to directly point out the cameras in a convenience store, even if they went there all the time, right?"
If that person did know, they probably had a guilty conscience or were extremely nervous. Or they might have identally spotted them. Well, considering we didn''t need to search for a witness anymore, I thought it was time to head home then. Kushida and the others might discuss looking for another witness. It would be a pain in the butt to get sucked into that.
"Ayanokouji-kun, do you want to head back together?" Horikita asked.
"......"
After hearing that invitation, I reflexively ced my hand against her forehead. It felt nice and cool, but I noticed the softness of her skin.
"You do know I don''t have a fever? I only wanted to talk to you about something," she deadpanned.
"Ah, okay. That''s fine."
It was rare for Horikita to invite me anywhere. With the world going so topsy-turvy, I wondered if it would rain tomorrow.
"You two really have gotten close, huh? I mean, you looked like you were going to murder me after I just touched your shoulder yesterday, and now..."
Ike looked at my hand on Horikita''s forehead with seeming discontent.
Horikita, having noticed this, didn''t change her expression as she spoke to me.
"Do you mind? Your hand."
"Oh, sorry, sorry."
While I was relieved that Horikita offered no counterattack, I drew my hand away. I was on autopilot as the two of us stood in the hallway. I could roughly guess what Horikita wanted, but I didn''t know exactly what she was going to say.
"That reminds me. I want to make a stop before we return to the dorms. Is that okay?"
"I don''t mind, as long as it doesn''t take too long."
"Of course. It should only take about 10 minutes."