Chapter 18. The Worlds Name
Those words were too broad to udia. but in a sense, those harsh words bother udia in a good way.
As he raises his gaze watching the day ends, he remembers when he saw Yuran showing him an unpleasant expression.
As I said, this is just how I see things. There is no need for you to be convinced or even understand.
But then things would not change.
You dont need to have the same value as I do, and you dont need to follow my personal opinions.
There are many good things about udia, and there are also many cold sides about Yuran.
Back then, if Yuran was right, what he did might hinder Maryjuns growth. Rather than helping, he was more like destroying the chance and preventing her growth.
udia and Yuran have their own different opinions, but none of them can be considered wrong.
If I have to be honest, I think you would be very upset if that girl will have to face more hardships from now on, though it has nothing to do with me.
udia circles his eyes in respond to Yurans remarks. Meanwhile, Yuran looks totally uninterested, and his eyes are as quiet as the surface of calm water.
Then, why?
From the way he said it, it sounded so far from being concerned about Maryjun, even though udia is more concerned about hardships that Maryjun would face after udias involvement. However, Yuran has no such intention. Regardless how udia would take it, Yuran mere stated his own opinion in ordance with his values, but his concern that time was not for Maryjun at all.
The problem was that you made Violette looked bad.
He doesnt care with what others do. Whether theyreughing at him, crying out in despair, excited, or even suffering, To Yuran, those things are just like neighboring countries weather forecasts. There is no need for him to bother with those trivial things.
However, only toward Violette, he is different.
To him, the world is crying when Violette cries, and the world is peaceful when she smiles. From the way he sees it, Violettes suffering and happiness are the measurement for him in seeing the world, and thats why he will do anything to make Violette happy regardless the method.
And that is also the reason he will not forgive anyone who hurts Violette.
Even if it is just a small cut, but when it concerns Violette, Yuran would me himself. He just want to see Violette smile, but Violette did not smile at all yesterday.
You put her in such anguish, with only self-justified evidence without considering what she wanted to say.
Yuran remembers clearly the moment he almost lost control of himself when he saw Violette back then.
He understands that his love toward Violette is not the same as Violette has toward him. That is why he keeps his feeling inside and lets himself being treated like her younger brother.
If it was the previous Violette, she would have shown the strength of stunning older sister to Yuran after that situation, like she would stand straight to keep Yuran from the uproar.
However, she did not do anything, which gave Yuran the option to be a reliable younger brother to take action.
She did not do anything as if she was cornered by something.
You did not even take consideration of the fact that Violette Rem Varhan has peculiar charisma as well people who respect her, and but you were the only one who condemned her as evil, Prince udia.
If that happens to someone else, even if the victim was Maryjun, Yuran would not have to be so angry and take action. There are many people who were overlooked in themotion, like the perpetrators or just innocent bystanders, but Yuran would not even bother.
However, Yuran knows how Violettes charisma works like her abilities, her appearance, as well her position. Yuran is familiar with Violettes characteristic, and she can also get discouraged by expectations without even herself realizing. He knows because he has been with Violette all the time to find out any minor changes about her.
Many curse Maryjun inside their mind, but with all these, their angers will be directed to Violette. He cannot help but to be angry knowing Violette does not deserve that.
Violette will be the target of hatred the moment Maryjun was covered by you, the prince who condemned her as evil.
udia can imagine how distorted his face now, especially when he is facing the person who had seen more clearly than him.
In the first ce, udia is not even aware of the importance of his position. Even though he is mad Yuran for lecturing him, but it was more like he hates that he doesnt understand anything.
udias passionate sense of justice is a very important thing for people who will lead the kingdom. His passion would make a great shield for the people since the feeling want to protect someone is never wrong.
However, the problem lies in how udia did not understand the weight of his actions.
Youre too narrow-minded. You know how strong your influence is, but you dont understand the weight of your actions and responsibility.
udias shield will protect a lot of people, and udia himself understands better, and he is not as merciless.
Because of it, he has arge durable shield that can protect anyone, and it is only udia who can do such feat.
However, he should have noticed. The stronger the shield is, it can also lead to a downfall.
A strong shield that can protect as well attack, he has be such existence like a guardian who has to parry all kind of attacks.
Your sense of justice cannot be done with just emotions.
Yurans eyes turn cold. His golden eyes showing the opposite emotion, making udia feels ufortable.
It is unusual for Yuran to show such a smile to udia, but it is more unusual the fact that Yuran reveals that much hostility.
Noticing the malice, udia steps back. To think Yuran to show his true self like another person, and all that are for Violette.
You dont need to bother about it. You dont have to agree with me. You can forget about what I said. However, dont forget about Violette.
Yuran takes two steps closer to udia, but Yuran just overlooks him. Even though they have the same eyes color to the point they hate it, but Yurans eyes are coldpared to udia. Yuran is smiling, but his eyes are not.
I wont forgive anyone who hurts Vio-chan.
udia freezes, not able to let his voice out. He is reminded that the line between him and Yuran has just widened again.
Meanwhile, Yuran does not see him as udia, but Violettes enemy. udia did not realize that he just touched Yurans enmity.
Satisfied? I havent eaten yet, so I have to hurry.
Passing the stoned udia, Yuran is back to his gear for searching Violette. He thinks he wasted too much time from conversing with udia.
Yuran
udia does not know why he said this, but if he leaves this alone, Yuran would not hear udias side of story for the rest of his life.
udia turns around to stop Yuran, but Yuran stops right before udia could do so.
udia is hopeful that his voice reached Yuran for a moment, but it is not like that.
Vio-chan?