Chapter 66. The day I cut the cross in the depths of Hell
66. The day I cut the cross in the depths o
It is true that eyes speak louder than words.
Looking at something or someone is a sign of interest, and the more often you look at them, the more you are interested in them, and the more you stare at them, the more you want to hold on to them. The feelings inside of that person are good or bad cant be said, but the act of looking is based on the fact that ones heart is in the other person.
(Its easy to understand.)
Yn is well aware of the gaze that has been poured on him and Violette since a while ago, and who its owner is.
udia usually had a look in his eyes whenever Yn is in front of him, as if he wanted to say something.
The only thing that is so annoying to Yn this time is that udias gaze is not on him, but on Violette.
Even if people nces at someone who they likes, they have to ept if it is good for them or not.
Im not sure if Ill have time. We have to wait till thest day of the test.
Sounds good. Itll be fun.
The irritating feeling that was about to overflow melted away as Violette smiled at him.
The most important thing is that its him who is by her side now, not the other person.
Lets go somewhere for lunch,, isnt there anything Yn wants to do?
I dont have anything in particr in mind, I guess.
Then think about where you want to go before the day of the event.
Vio-chan thinks better than me
No, I cant. This is a reward for your hard work.
Even if it is a reward for Yn, it isplete when Violette is around. He is not a materialistic person in nature so couldnt think what or how much he wants something.
When Yn himself wants something, Violette is in always the reason. Rather, Violette is indispensable to Yns desires. Without her, Yn would not even want to breathe.
Hmmm
This is a conundrum. Yn doesnt want to annoy Violette, but he doesnt want to miss out on any of her rewards either. There is something he wants as a reward, but he isnt sure if he should vocalised it.
He is not sure how much more difficult this is than the test, although it is a pleasant problem.
Ill think something before the day of thest test.
The sound he squeezed out with a bitter face was unexpectedly unreliable.
It was a baseless confidence, but he was sure he could do it. He had to put a lot of hope in his future self and think something pleasant, he was sure it would be all right.
If you dont like , you can say no.
Its not like that.
Yn quickly shook his head and denied. If he didnt deny it, Violette was sure to misunderstand.
Yn can understand what Violette is thinking about his reaction as if he could see it in her face.
Was he annoyed, or perhaps he really didnt like it?
How many people know that Violette is actually more sensitive than most people? Perhaps she herself is not aware of it, and in fact, she even thinks she is insensitive.
But that is just because she
unconsciously pretends not to see or notice. Her ability to read the atmosphere is so sensitive that she can notice even the smallest change even if she is a little distracted. Her senses are so sharp that she can read the atomsphere easily. Still she pretends to not notice or see anything not because they arent worthy of her attention but because she is no longer able to make a choice.
She was born and raised in a world where she could not live without it.
That is why Yn must not neglect tomunicate.
Im very happy and Im looking forward to it. I just cant think of anything I want.
Im sorry, I rushed you.
No, you didnt. I didnt think I was such a greedy person myself.
Its true that Yn doesnt say much about liking or wanting this or that.
The person he wants to have even if he dies is right in front of him right now, but if he doesnt take on this challenge with full preparation and timing, he is sure he will die of regret. It is said that failure is the pir of sess, but in this case, he only has one chance. If he fails, he will not be given another chance, and if he makes a wrong move, he will make not only lose her but also make Violette unhappy.
Such an oue must not be allowed to happen. He will not allow even the possibility. It would be wrong for Violettes future not to be happy.
She must be happy, no matter who else is unhappy.
(I will make them pay whoever makes her unhappy )
Yes, even if it is Yn himself.
Yn?
Hey, Vio-chan.
?
The big, round eyes are holding a mysterious color in Yns eyes. They glittered and sparkled, and Yn had no doubt that these eyes were precious like jewels. He had seen so many things since he was little. He has even seen real gems with his own eyes, and have umted a lot of knowledge.
Even so, for Yn, it is only these eyes that have value. They are beautiful just by being there, and even more beautiful when they smile.
The most beautiful and precious thing in Yns memory at any time is Violettes existence.
So, if Violette is happy, thats all that matters to him.
If you havent decided until the day of , well go somewhere together.
Yes, of course, Ill go out with you as much as you want.
(Im in love. I want her to love me.)
The way she smiles is so familiar to him. Even though he had been beaten down to the depths of hell, if Violetteughed, if she could be happy, then that would be enough for him.
The day she fell in love, Yn wished for her happiness while he being in hell.
And when that wish was blown to smithereens, he vowed never to handle Violettes happiness on anyone else ever again.
Her love was too much for a man who did not care for Violette, for a fool who did not know the preciousness of the goddess like her. It was toote for him(udia) to be attracted by her beauty now, even though he(udia) had abandoned her as unwanted.
He can haunt his past self in the depths of the same hell she had once experienced.
With so many curses, with so much hatred, he had blinded his eyes and pretended not to notice.
(Now, if I only knew how that man felt)
If he knew where udias eyes were following, he knew about his feelings for Violette too.
What if the dayes when her wish to be lovedes true?
Who will Violette choose?
Who will make her /angrybird