As Citrina and Desian sat down to dinner, unbeknownst to Citrina, inas situation was like this:
ina-nim.
Yes.
As I told you, we are not just here to visit.
I am aware, Genfiros-nim.
They faced each other across from a small table.
Looking at ina, Genfiros gave her an unexpected smile. His wrinkled face looked gentle.
Genfiros slowly reached across the table and set down a small scented candle. The scented candles wick spontaneously burst into me. A pungent jasmine smell filled the room.
All the more, ina-nim, you must repent.
Genfiros-nim.
With a dazed face, ina nodded. Genfiross gaze, slow and cold, swept over inas face.
Now, close your eyes.
Dressed in the white uniform of the pdins, ina unsped the rosary around her neck and held it silently in her hands. And finally, she closed her eyes.
But meditation in this unusual ce proved to be full of distractions. Something kept interrupting her thoughts. It was unusual.
Only one year to get here.
inas grip on the rosary tightened.
She was lucky that her holy power manifested. She was always lucky. Luck had always been with her like she was the heroine of this world.
Thats why when she had to drop out of the academy she was able to be a pdin.
I swore all loyalty to God, for one year.
Even in her sleep, ina felt the weight of the holy sword at her hip.
The holy kingdom attracted a diverse group of people. She was more than just a pdin and the deputy leader of the delegation, she was also the second daughter of House Foluin and a citizen of the Petrosha Empire.
She opened her eyes with a venomous face.
ina-nim.
Yes.
You must let go of your preupations and attribute everything to God.
His eyes, harmless and peaceful, bore into inas. As one who served God should be, he was beautiful even in old age. His eyes gleamed unusually clear, even through the foggy smoke.
You need to sublimate the vengeance in your heart.
Thats up to me.
Yes. Sublimate the rage in your heart, as it will bring you closer to God.
Soothing words, but they pounded at the anger in inas heart.
The one who took away my path to sess.
ina repeated his words, mumbling them with her lips. Her mind calmed and all the thoughts in her head disappeared.
Now there was only one thing left in her mind. ina had one target, one goal, and one threshold for her to break.
Citrina Foluin.
Citrina was the only failure in inas life.
ina thought that Citrinas sacrifice would strengthen her and bring about sess and honor in the future, so Citrina should have just hung in there and waited a bit more.
If Citrina had struggled and sacrificed a bit more, then fate would be different.
Our god always loves your anger, ina.
Deep inside inas heart rose a fury for its own sake. It was no longer a rational feeling.
Im wless. I know best.
Those words came out of inas mouth in a deadnguage. Deadnguages she didnt even know poured out of her mouth. [T.L. Note: Possessed much, ina?]
Genfiros looked at ina in satisfaction. It was extremely satisfying to haveplete control over a humans mind.
If he could only tame that vengeful spirit a little more, she would do exactly as he wished.
ina-nim.
Yes.
Remember our mission.
In a sh, ina opened her eyes. Genfiros squeezed inas hand that clutched the rosary.
It is our mission to give this continent the life that it deserves.
I know. The purpose of the pdins is to preach the Lords calling.
Genfiros slowly started expanding the anger, rage, and vengeance in inas heart.
Yes. If you confess everything to the Lord and pray, it will be done.
inas eyes fluttered open.
inas anger directed at Citrina became more bitter and misshapen with Genfiros whispers. It was a rage she could no longer identify for what it was.
Ill make you dependent on me, just like I used to be. Then Ill leave you miserable.
inas eyes froze cold. She looked Genfiros straight in the eye and spoke.
I willplete my revenge within this year.
When she thought about the past, her cheeks puffed up and ached.
Not a single person had ever treated her like that.
Whispering to Genfiros, inas mouth curved into a wry smile.
Their whispers slowly died down.
Yes. There will be glory at the end of your vendetta. ina-nim is good, and what is outside of ina-nim is evil.
Yes. Pdins arepletely good.
ina blew out the candle me grimly. Genfiros smiled pleasantly.
Sooner orter, chaos and destruction woulde from his fingertips. ina would be a great tool for him.
Well, lets start slowly. We have plenty of time.
Citrinas appearance with Duke Pietro had caused a stir in high society. However, it seemed that Duke Pietro was merely her patron.
Citrina, no matter how much you struggle, I can be the only one.
ina did not understand that Citrina was a human who could be loved. Besides, he was that Duke Pietro.
So the duke must be trying to take advantage of her abilities, that was what she theorized.
First, I am going to iste her from high society and bring her down.
No matter how hard she tried, Citrina was only halfway there if she was not epted by high society.
Besides, it was unheard of for a male aristocrat to interfere in the social scene. No matter how much Duke Pietro favored and supported Citrina, he wouldnt be able to exert his influence in a society dominated by women.
When inas thoughts had settled and the smoke had cleared, Genfiros offered her guidance with a face as saintly as ever.
Think only of the first step to conduct your vengeance, no, your act of good.
The princess has invited me to the opera. I heard she also invited Citrina, so it is there that I can slowly look into things.
ina responded in a dry tone.
I see.
Yes. Then thats it.
ina fiddled with the holy sword at her waist. Fiddling with the holy sword was a new habit for ina, which brought a questioning smile to Genfiross lips.
Are you trying to set up apetition, ina?
Ha! Between me, a pdin, and her, a merchant?
Oh, dear. ina.
Genfiros ced his hand on his cheek in an exaggerated manner.
Lady Citrina is now a spiritist sponsored by the duke. If anything,petition will make you stand out more. So, well done, ina.
There was an odd edge to Genfiros praise. Recognizing the nuance in his words, ina looked up.
Do you mean Im not good enoughpared to Citrina?
Of course, of course. You dont want to believe it, but this is reality. Lady Citrina had been getting better and better since she betrayed you. That must have been her purpose- to defeat you.
I knew Citrinas purpose was the defeat me because she has always felt inferior to me, always.
ina was smart, calm, and wise. But the anger and superiorityplex she had built up toward Citrina, and her newfound sense of inferiority, was eating away at her mental health.
So much so that she could easily fall for a simple lie.
Gradually, a huge, vengeful fire began to burn in inas heart.
Alright, lets give it a try.
ina grinned, her face twisted.
But first, I need to meet my sister.
Not a bad idea, ina.
Genfiross brow furrowed even deeper. But even then, he lookedpletely divine.