Cramp place bulky bed-hard as arockiswhereIwoke up.Igotusedto it for almost ayearof sleeping in here.


    I''ve beenleavingthisplacewithin an unknownworld, the last timeIrememberismyown room, readyingmybedandgoing to sleepplanning on thethingIneedtodofor thenextday.


    I can''t seem to get used in this scenery, the feeling of inside, a historical movie with a pinch Of fantasy until Now I still can''t put the whole idea of it in my head that I was reborn in a world far from my old one and with my memory intact.


    The people in this world mostly depend on magus, but not everyone is born able to utilize it.Iwasbornto acommonerfamily with alovingfather, kind mother and sweet older and little brother.


    "Ame, weneedtogetgoing, its getting dark"


    Said byFarlandmyolderbrother


    "Yes,I''mcoming, We didn''tgetenoughherb, will thisdo?"


    Ireplywhileholdingabasketcontaining different Plant leaves androots,Farlandisworkingunder a magus as an apprentice, hegotatasktoacquireherbin theforestandItag along.


    "This is enough ifsirMoizelneedsmoreIjustneedto go back here tomorrow."


    Hesaidwhileextendinghishandto me looking at hiseyes,Itookhishandand smile thinking


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    Aswewalkthrough the forest holdinghand.Itwassundown whenwereachthe wooden gate of theMaidanvillage,itwasthe furthest from thecentralcity,Bruiein, of theMethyeincountry,


    there are only hundred villagersinhabitingthisvillageand thedistancefrom thecentralcause thescarcityofresources.


    Walking for awhile,wereachourhome


    Opening the door,


    Isawmotherpreparingdinner.


    "Ame,Farlandcome inside andwashyourhandthedinneris ready"


    Smile plaster on herfacewhileglancingto oursideand continue in what she''sdoing.


    "Yesmother"


    Bothme inmybrothersaid


    beforefinallycoming inside thehouse.


    Lookingat her unnoticed I was secretly relieved toseehertalking, smiling or juststartliving again.


    Itbeenayearwhenmyfatherdied, he was executeddue tobiased accusation ofworkingwith slave seller by anoble, without a proper trialmyfatherdied,


    theshockof her husband deathmakemymother break down andlosshiswill,nottalking,


    notspeaking just staying still staring to thewindowfrom herroomeveryday,


    but for thelast6months


    shestartedtalkingand even for a little smile again.


    Farlandstartedworkingat thenearestcity from us, Lafayette,tocovertheholethatmyfatherleavesand for as to get by.


    "Ame"


    Ifeelapullonmyshirt Thatdrawsme frommythought,turningmyeyesto thesideIsawmybrother Xenon, younger by 2years.


    "let''splayAme"


    "sure butlet''s eat first"


    Grabbinghishandto the dining table.


    ................................


    When night came, I waited till everyone is asleep before I quietly rise to look under the bed and slowly pull a box,


    inside is a notebook with a brown cover, it contained my thought and memory of my past life.


    It might be my pride driving me to remember my past life and can''t let go, even with a kind family that I was given in this life there still a part of me that miss and yearn my old life with my family and friend even if it appears unfair of me the wish to go back is still lingering on my heart.