I remember


    I remember


    I remember


    I remember the blank nothingness the oblivion of the void an abyss so dark it was BLINDING. Perhaps I cannot explain myself correctly, but at the time I was not I, I was the nothing in this void that was also everything.


    I remember the feeling of slow anticipation, of the time that had no time, where the void was filled with PRESSURE.


    I remember the eons as if it were only a second, and the seconds that STRETCHED eons for there was yet no concept of time nor the concept yet of I. Contentment was I for I had never feared.


    I remember the excitement as the pressure was and did finish its buildup and perhaps was always there. and the birth of something amazing had happened. Perhaps birth isn’t the right word nor is start or beginning for I and this always was. Perhaps the proper identifier would be something ‘NEW’.Stolen from its rightful place, this narrative is not meant to be on Amazon; report any sightings.


    I remember the explosion, the boom or perhaps it was a ‘BANG’ but there was no sound only light as time came into existence and I was hurled into the vast nothing of the void.


    I remember the feeling of violently expanding and FALLING through the darkness the exhilaration of leaving the center.


    I remember crashing and COLLIDING with masses of the once was as they too were hurled away from the center.


    I remember the slow cohesion of mass as it wound around its and them selves over, and over, and over. I too was REVOLVING and slowly did I come closer and closer to the mass.


    I remember the constant freezing and thawing the liquidating and then the solidifying in endless CYCLES as I passed before the bright brightness that had yet to have a name and the dark mass of mass that too was nameless.


    I remember as I rotated and DANCED with bodies together in the void as I fell further and further into the embrace of mass.


    I remember the SLAM when my independent rotation ended. While I rode the mass as it too revolved around the bright Brightness that seemed to only to be one of the trillions of illuminations peppering the void with new radiance.


    I remember the mass as it rumbled and spewed forth heat from its center. The SPLASHING of molten mass and puffing of acrid gasses.


    I remember the loss of excitement and wonder as I was buried under a blanket of hard stone. But perhaps I was TIRED for I had experienced much in the time immemorable after the new.


    I remember with fondness as I drifted off to SLEEP.