<h4>Chapter 130: The Feeling of “Losing Beloved Forever”</h4>


    Regardless of his own safety, Jun Yeyan knocked the man away with his strong internal force within a blink of an eye. Zhao even couldn’t stop him!


    At this moment, Jun Yeyan’s eyes were red, and he was simmering with rage. He couldn’t control the evil vigor in his heart!


    He just wanted to keep killing people!


    Lifting his sword, Jun Yeyan passed the killers at the speed of a gale. Being unprepared and defenseless, all of them fell down!


    No one could see how Jun Yeyan acted. They didn’t see his moves, only to see that blood spattered and heads rolled down wherever he passed.


    They died before they could scream.


    Seeing that something went wrong, Zhao immediately rushed to Bai Aoxue.


    When Bai Aoxue saw Zhao, she asked urgently: “Zhao, what happened to Jun Yeyan?”


    “Princess, the situation is the same as what happened in that banquet, but this time, the problem worsens. You know, poisons are going to attack him these days, so he is extremely weak. The use of his internal force willfully will result in irreparable consequences. Since he was too angry and just wanted to save you, he used the internal force again, which made those toxins in his body begin to erode his nerves! If it goes on, master will lose his mind!” Zhao exined the reason to Bai Aoxue anxiously.


    Bai Aoxue felt guilty when she heard what Zhao said. She said that she would detoxify Jun Yeyan, but she didn’t honor her pledge, which made Jun Yeyan suffer again!


    Because of her carelessness, she let Jun Yeyan lose his mind. Bai Aoxue even wanted to p herself! She always told others to be careful, how could she be so careless?


    “How can we stop him?” Bai Aoxue asked softly with a calm face. If it hadn’t been for her clenched fists, no one would have known what she was thinking at the moment.


    “Master will kill all the people here. I don’t know how to stop him. The only way is to kill him before he loses his mind!” said Zhao. Painfully looking at Jun Yeyan who was killing crazily, Zhao grasped his knives firmly, but he still couldn’t ease his fear at the moment!


    When Bai Aoxue heard what he said, she was frightened! Kill Jun Yeyan?! How could she do that? The answer was “no”.


    “Kill him? Zhao, can you do that?” Bai Aoxue asked lightly.


    Although he did not understand Bai Aoxue’s meaning, he answered: “Master is the one who saved me from misery. Even if he was going to kill me, I will not fight against him!”


    Bai Aoxue nodded in agreement. Her heart was full of admiration towards Zhao.


    “Very well, since you can’t kill him, go to stop him. If you can’t stop him, then go to catch people and let him kill until he doesn’t want to kill. I don’t care about the lives of other people, but Jun Yeyan must be alive!” Bai Aoxue said calmly and resolutely. She looked coldly at the scene that was like the abyss of misery.


    Apparently, Zhao didn’t expect Bai Aoxue to say that. All kinds of thoughts raced through his head .


    Regardless of other people, she only cared about his master. Zhao was happy for his master. He had found a woman who would face everything with him. His master wouldn’t be lonely in his remaining years.


    But he was still shocked by Bai Aoxue’s coldness.


    Perhaps such a person and master were of the same type.


    At this time, Jun Yeyan who lost his mind had killed all the people who came to encircle and suppress them.


    When he turned around, he saw Bai Aoxue and Zhao in the distance. Eyes shing red light, he was rushing toward them!


    Bai Aoxue took one knife from Zhao and said lightly: “Zhao, step back. Since he loses his mind because of me, I will wake him up. If... if I fail to stop him, act as I told you.”


    Looking at a series of actions of Bai Aoxue in dismay and listening to her words, Zhao’s eyes were filled with tears.


    “Although I don’t care how many people that I kill, I really don’t want Jun Yeyan’s beautiful hands to be stained with evil crime, so let me carry these evils...” Bai Aoxue took a long knife and went to Jun Yeyan step by step.


    Her exmatory and mockery words came to Zhao’s ears with the sound of the wind whistling past.


    Every step was so heavy. Zhao suddenly felt that the woman in front of him carried the burden that they couldn’t imagine. In a trance, she seemed to be shaky. In fact, her courage was indomitable.


    Bai Aoxue held a long knife and looked at Jun Yeyan pouncing on her with red eyes. She smiled like a lotus in full blossom. She was innocent and pure.


    She raised that knife slowly without any step backward or hesitation. Instead of moving forward, she just stood in ce, waiting for Jun Yeyan to approach her.


    She was still smiling. If someone asked, she just wanted to answer that she wished Jun Yeyan could see a smile that make him feel at ease when he came back to himself.


    The wind whistled which let her red clothes rustle in the wind. Her ck hair was dancing with the strong wind like fragile butterflies.


    If Jun Yeyan was clear-headed at this time, he must be attracted and feel uneasy.


    Bai Aoxue looked too fragile. It seemed that a gust of wind could blow her away.


    She came from a distant ce, and she came here for some reason. Where would she go when the time was appropriate?


    She was confused and ufortable, as if the tip of her heart was severely pinched. That pain was iparable.


    Perhaps she had been cheating herself. She didn’t want to give up her life here. She was afraid that once she admitted it, she could never leave. So, this was the case. She must endure the pain, the tiredness and the grievance.


    There was a little confusion and sadness in her clear and bright eyes. Unfortunately, the person who cherished her could not see her at the moment.


    She was ridiculing herself and felt sad.


    At this moment, there was only one thought in Jun Yeyan’s mind. The thought was entrenched in his mind and upied his heart. He felt even every inch of his skin was shouting: “Kill her! Kill her”.


    He admitted that at this moment he was insane, otherwise why did he want to kill his beloved?!


    “No! It’s incorrect! Only killing her will make her stay with me forever. She won’t let me suffer from gains and losses or even don’t know what to do but still attach to her!”


    “Only killing her will make her stay with me forever! And I can get herpletely!”


    The thought only existed for an instant, but it made his eyes red and blinded his mind.


    He roared angrily. He didn’t know whether he wanted to resist, or he was excited. He only knew that his every cell was active. His soul was on fire!


    No longer resisting the inner thoughts, Jun Yeyan held the sword tightly and rushed toward Bai Aoxue like a whirlwind.


    He was getting closer. The closer he got to her heart, the more excited he was!


    Looking at they getting closer in the distance, Zhao felt a twinge of nervousness. He wanted to stop everything even if he was going to die, but he knew that princess was gambling. Sess or failure hinged on this one action. Not a single mistake was allowed!


    He clenched his fists tightly. Even if his fingers poked in his palms and shed blood, he felt no pain.


    Maybe master didn’t care how many people he killed, except for princess. Master wouldn’t hurt princess even just a little bit!


    At the critical moment, Jun Yeyan pointed directly at Bai Aoxue’s heart with his long sword. It seemed that Bai Aoxue was going to hack Jun Yeyan violently with the long knife she held in hands. However, in the next moment, Zhao waspletely shocked. To be more specific, he was astounded.


    Bai Aoxue watched the sword of Jun Yeyan approaching her without hiding or fear. She was still smiling tenderly like a lotus.


    The raised knife, when Jun Yeyan’s sword pierced her chest, fell from her back. She opened her arms gently and held Jun Yeyan.


    She still...didn’t want to hurt him...


    “Well, Jun Yeyan, this is the first time that I hug you. You should feel grateful and thank me. Since I reward you, should you wake up now?” Holding Jun Yeyan tightly in her arm had exhausted all her strength. She approached Jun Yeyan and muttered in his ear with her bloodless lips.


    Jun Yeyan, who was still roaring in a deep voice, became more agitated when he heard Bai Aoxue’s words. He further pushed the sword in Bai Aoxue’s chest.


    “Please, don’t move. I’m going to lose my strength. If I really lose my strength, no one can give you a not very warm butfortable hug when you get hurt.” Bai Aoxue tightened her arms again and said weakly. Her breath was already unstable.


    However, it was such a sentence that let Jun Yeyan, who was restless, slowly gathered his mind back. That was a surprise to all, including Zhao who rushed here to rescue Bai Aoxue.


    “Xue...” His voice was as deep and hoarse as usual, but now it was fatally maic and seductive.


    Jun Yeyan moved his body. When he raised his eyes, the scaring red had already disappeared. His dark eyes were like vast starry sky, which captured people’s hearts.


    Feeling the warmth in his arms, he moved his body with attachment. He narrowed his eyes slightly, and he waszy like a strong and handsome leopard.


    “Hiss...” Bai Aoxue gasped slightly, which made Jun Yeyanpletelye back to himself.


    He was just about to ask what happened, but he found that his palm was on Bai Aoxue’s chest, holding something that he couldn’t be more familiar with. A wave of fear swept over him.


    Jun Yeyan was stunned. Neither did he dare to let go nor lower his head. His body was trembling slightly.


    “Jun Yeyan... you finallye back... Oh... how nice it is...” Bai Aoxue whispered in a deep voice with a little relief and ease. She slowly loosened her hands that encircled Jun Yeyan.


    He still rested his head on Bai Aoxue’s shoulder. Jun Yeyan slowly lowered his head as if ten thousand years had passed.


    His heart was beating fast. Anxiety and fear filled his heart. He had forgotten how long it had been since he had such a feeling. The feeling that he hadughed at and abandoned now appeared clearly.


    Although he trusted in luck, when he really saw the sword that prated Bai Aoxue’s chest, and the bright red blood which was like gorgeous flowers dripping into the dust, Jun Yeyan’s heart seemed to be hit by a blunt object. He felt extremely painful.


    It was so painful as if it were him who was stabbed by a sword. It was so painful as if he couldn’t remember how to breathe. It was so painful that his eyes were in acerbity.


    His heart was empty. It seemed that he lost the most important thing in his life.


    His eyes lost focus. In a trance, he thought of the curse of the woman before he killed her. She said: You will never get what you love in this life. As long as you are in love with a woman, sooner orter, you will kill her! You will get the feeling of ‘losing your love forever’! Hahaha.....


    Losing my love forever.........