Huo tingxiao just stood where he was, and his palm leaned weakly against the column. He bowed his head, and tears flickered in his deep eyes. He endured the pain in his heart and asked in a low voice, "Qingqing, we... We really can''t be together again... Can''t we go back to the past?"


    Although his voice was very low and weak, he knew that Shen Qingqing standing beside him must be able to hear it.


    The facts proved that Shen Qingqing did hear it. She smiled in a low voice and said indifferently, "I can''t go back."


    "Qing Qing, I know, I''m an asshole. I hurt you, and I know that you won''t forgive me now. If you need time, I can give you one year, two years, three years, or even ten years. I''ll wait for you in ce. Just don''t refuse me so resolutely, okay?" Huo tingxiao looked into her eyes, very serious and humble, Even with a plea.


    Shen Qingqing smiled and shook his head at Huo tingxiao, "it''s toote."


    "It''s not toote, Qingqing is not toote." Huo tingxiao said eagerly, his eyes full of doting and heartache.


    He reached out and held her cold hands. He didn''t want to let go at all.


    If he could, he wanted to hold her hand like this and never let go of it all his life.


    "Qingqing, we still have a few decades to go." Huo tingxiao said eagerly. The strength of holding her hand tightened a little more, and even hurt her.


    "I know that Xu Youran''s story has always been a thorn between us. I''ve always been reluctant to mention Xu Youran in front of you. It''s gone, but after so many things, I know that she is like a thorn across us, so we can''t get closer."


    "Huo tingxiao, I don''t want to hear this anymore. It''s meaningless." Shen Qingqing struggled to get rid of her hand, but he grabbed it again.


    "Qing Qing, will you listen to me?"


    If he doesn''t say it now, maybe he won''t have a chance again.


    "Qing Qing, I only love you. When I first saw you in the Shen family when I was 15 years old, you said your name was Shen Qing. Since then, I only love you. You said I was the only one you loved in your youth, and you were not the one I loved most in my youth. Later, I was kidnapped by Huo Tingyan, and you came to save me. I was very happy, even though I heard the rumorster , I was just angry when you said you abandoned me. Why didn''t you apany me during my kidney exchange? Instead, an outsider apanied me. My feelings for Xu Youran were entirely because I thought she donated a kidney to me. "


    "Later, my mother insisted that I marry you. Do you know how happy I was when you promised to marry me? At that time, I was thinking that even if you werete and didn''t take care of me, it didn''t matter, as long as you were by my side. But it backfired. On the wedding day, my mother died and held a picture of you and Huo Tingyan in her hand. Qing Qing, can you understand my great feeling at that time Hope and torture? In order to quell my own jealousy and hatred, I ruthlessly sent you to prison and ignored you, so as to force myself to forget you. I don''t see you or think about anything about you. I think I can forget you. But when I see you again five yearster, I will know that I lost, Qingqing. In front of you, I will always be a loser 。”