Chapter 1120: 1120
With Lin Jiayi''s words, what appears on theputer screen is the picture she slowly outlines on the white paper with a pencil .
"After that first love left me, I lived in his shadow for 11 years and couldn''te out until he appeared in my world again . Many things, at that time, I may not understand, but when I slowly calm down, I seriously look back on the past, I know that God is sentimentally attached to me
"If God didn''t send him to me again, maybe today, the day I thought he died, I would be sad, drunk, and painfully think over and over again about the beautiful pictures of our past . "
"In fact, after the reunion, I can''t find the feeling I wanted in his body . I think for a long time, I may have really loved him at the beginning, butter, what I love may just be the story between me and him, because regretful things can always be remembered . "
"Today, the sun is very bright here . When I was taking photos in the sunshine, I suddenly wanted to go back to Beijing, where there are all kinds of haze in winter . I wanted to eat dumplings in the South City, Cantonese food in the West City, crayfish in the east city, and boiled fish in Beijing . But I seriously thought that in the end, I found that I might want to meet someone . "
"Today''s weather is not very good . It''s been a cloudy day, and it snowed heavily in the afternoon But when it''s snowy, it''s always beautiful, but it''s also very cold . When I drink hot water, I suddenly miss the heating in Beijing . Once again, I want to buy a return ticket back to Beijing immediately . "<sub> </sub>
"Today I''m going to fly to America . I''ve arrived at the airport Tomorrow is Christmas Eve . I have a friend for the holiday
"Look, Christmas Eve in the United States is not very busy . Just like our Spring Festival, my friends and I decorated a Christmas tree in person . Isn''t it beautiful? When I pasted a wish note on the Christmas tree tonight, the three words I wrote down were the name of the person I wanted to see very much . At that moment, I suddenly seemed to confirm something . I always thought that I was moved, but I found that it was not . I thought that I might be seekingfort from another person because of the failure of a period of feeling, but I found it was not in the end, and I was serious To see through their own heart, and then to see through their own heart, I found that maybe the person I want to see, long ago, has been very important to me, maybe the story of my first love and I, change is not him alone, I am also changing, I can''t find in him the kind of feeling I wanted, maybe the romance I wanted when I was young, he can give me, can I I''m 30 years old . I want stability, warmth, warmth andfort, which the first love can''t give me . "
"Christmas Eve has passed . Today is Christmas . In the first second of Christmas, I can''t wait to finish this journey again . I want to go back to Beijing, because I miss him . "
The video stopped suddenly, and a line of handwritten song characters appeared on the screen: navigator, Merry Christmas .
Xia Shangzhou stares at the picture of Lin Jiayi standing in front of the French window of the hotel in theputer screen . After watching it for a long time, his fingertips can''t help stretching out their hands and gently touching her face on the screen . When they touch her, the corners of his lips are slightly raised: "Merry Christmas, Jiayi . "
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