1035 In a desperate situation, only seeking death
Long Yan was frightened by the thoughts that burst out of his mind. He felt disgusted and perverted. His mood was fluctuating, and the speed of the car was just like his mood, sometimes fast and sometimes slow.
Suddenly, the brakes were stepped on and the car stopped by the side of the road. Long Yan held the steering wheel with both hands and calmed down for a long time.
Don’t be afraid, he’s just scaring himself. How could he be in a homosexual rtionship? he’s not a pervert!
He took out his phone and called Ji Yiming, his voice unstable. brother, I have a friend. He’s a man. He’s reading aic that fujoshis like to read, and he has a strong reaction to it. He has a strong sexual desire. Could he be in a homosexual rtionship? ”
“Maybe,”
“How is that possible?” Long Yan’s voice was deafening, ” he’s already in his twenties. If he’s in a homosexual rtionship, wouldn’t he have discovered it a long time ago? how could he not know about it himself? ”
“Although some people realize their sexual orientation when they are 7-10 years old, there are also many people who only realize it when they be adults or even 40 – 50 years old.”
Ji Yiming said, ” the current consensus of the scientificmunity is that 3-5% of the poption has the same sexual orientation. So, even if we do a conservative calction, there are still 40 million people in our country with the same sexual orientation. However, it’s obvious that there are no 40 million people in the country right now. This is because there are still many people who have not realized or are unable to ept their own homosexuality. Which of your brothers was unlucky enough to win the lottery?”
Long Yan stammered,”you ... You don’t know my brother.” He’s very scared now and feels like a pervert. What should we do?”
Ji Yiming said, ” tell your friend to rx. Sexual orientation is innate. If he can’t ept it, then he can slowly digest it. If he’s afraid of other people’s opinions, then don’t go around telling others. Some prejudices in our country are deep-rooted. As long as it’s a homosexual love, he’ll be regarded as a pervert, ostracized, criticized, and even isted. Under the pressure of family and friends, some people who can’t ept it and have weak mental fortitude will get depression, and some people might evenmit suicide. You should talk to your friend and tell him not to feel too much psychological pressure.”
Long Yan’s fingers trembled. you’re right. We can’t let anyone know!
“But tell your friend not to be too nervous. It’s just reading aic, so it’s better to verify it more. Some people are straight, some are gay, and some are bisexual. Don’t make a decision so easily.”
Long Yan was desperate. then, shouldn’t he find a woman and kiss her hard? if he has feelings for her, it means that he’s not in a homosexual rtionship? ”
“This might be a way, but even if there were ten women standing in front of me, I couldn’t have feelings for every kiss. I only have feelings for Xia zhihuan. So even if your friend went to find a woman and kissed her fiercely, it didn’t mean that he liked the same sex even if he didn’t feel anything. It’s a misunderstanding to judge in this way.” Ji Yimingughed. for example, someone says,’although I like the same sex now, I’ve never made love with the opposite sex. How do you know I won’t like the opposite sex?’ ” Or countless people with opposite sexual orientation have never tried the same sex, so how do you know they won’t like the same sex?”
Long Yan tugged at his hair, feeling uneasy. He clenched his fists and said, ” “Then tell me, How do I judge? Can you tell that he’s gay just because he’s very resistant to the opposite sex?”