<h4>Chapter 1146: I Could Not Give You What You Wanted</h4>


    He just watched her drink the soup he made, which he spent the whole afternoon cooking. In order to cook the soup well, he even watched the video several times.


    He Xiyan finished that bowl of soup, and then had a small bowl of millet porridge.


    She couldn’t eat spicy food now, nor could she eat anything that was not conducive to wound recovery, so she could only eat these light things.


    After finishing, He Xiyan stood up and turned to look at Ye Hao, looking at his smiling face.


    She didn’t know if he was stupid. Now every time she saw him, he was smiling.


    “Come with me to the living room on the second floor.” He Xiyan said in a deep voice.


    She actually knew that the soup was made by this man, even though he didn’t say that himself.


    Ye Hao turned around, walking after He Xiyan just like a follower.


    Then they came to the living room on the second floor.


    He Xiyan politely poured Ye Hao a ss of water and handed it to him, and then sat a meter away from him.


    She took a long breath and looked coldly at the man next to her, who was also the most familiar man she had ever known.


    Compared with what he was seven years ago, he seemed to be a little older. Although he shaved and wore clean and tidy clothes, the wrinkles around his eyes could still see the traces of time passing by.


    He was almost 36. ording to the traditions of her hometown, he was now middle-aged.


    With reference to present average life span, half of his life had passed.


    In fact, she did not hate him or Mo Yixuan, even though they had brought her a lot of pain.


    Now she really just hoped that they could live a good life.


    “Ye Hao...” He Xiyan looked at the pair of rare amber eyes of the man, putting on an extremely faint smile around his mouth corner.


    Ye Hao’s heart was already full of various ideas.


    Eyes were full of expectation, she hoped that Yanyan would give them a chance. But he was going to be disappointed.


    He Xiyan took a deep sigh and said, “Thank you for the soup. It’s very delicious. But just don’t do that for me anymore, because I can’t give you what you want.”


    Because these were already meaningless.


    Ye Hao’s hand which was out for the cup stopped in the middle of the air, and finally he withdrew his hand.


    He blinked his eyes for a few times, the smile on the corner of his mouth frozen. “Yanyan, I really do this for you.” He said quickly.


    “I know you mean it.” He Xiyan naturally knew his purpose and the reason why he had been ttering her for more than a year.


    “Just, Ye Hao... As I told you, I’m not going to have another marriage in my life. I want to go through this life with my children, so you don’t need to waste your time on me. Do you know what I mean?”


    He Xiyan asked. She really didn’t want the man in front of her to put his mind on her again, nor did she want to see him live a lonely life as she did.


    Time was a ruthless thing. Children grew up day by day, and they would grow old day by day. He would be forty in a few years.


    Ye Hao frowned slightly. What He Xiyan said was like cold water poured on him, making him feel freezing, but the heat in his heart was not less.


    “Yanyan, don’t worry. I won’t force you to make any decision. I’m good to you, just because I love you. If you don’t want to remarry with me, I won’t force you. I will take good care of you and your children, because you are my most beloved ones.”