After that quietly I lied on my bed, Lying on the bed, I was feeling restless... I couldn''t believe it-In this short period of time .... All these things happened to me....I had gone to Dwarka, and now he was here with me... Everything is feeling like a dream. I asked myself in my head while hugging a pillow, why he had chosen me.....


    I wasn''t even worthy of him. I am still 24 years old silly clumsy girl, but did I have the same burning passion for him that his most devoted followers had? Instead I was so lazy... I akways loved him less and fought with him more. I even complained him about everything, all the time....I am so annoying and clingy. So why had he chosen me still?


    As I was thinking about this, just as I was about to fall asleep, I suddenly remembered my online group. I often talked to them about Krishna. I had met them through Krishna''s name. I wondered if I should share this news with them... would it be okay? What if they felt lonely because of me? I knew they would be happy for me after hearing this news, but there was a strange confusion in my mind. I thought maybe I should talk to Krishna tomorrow for advice. With that thought, I casually ended my chat with them and went to sleep, thinking about him. Before sleeping, I decided that tomorrow morning, I would wake up earlier than Krishna and prepare everything for him-this time, I wasn''t going to give him any reason to complain!


    But my lazinesssss and sleepinesssss had other plans. The next thing I knew was a chaos was gonna be happen because...., I woke up at 7:30 AM, the last person to woke up in the entire house. As soon as I checked the time on my phone, my heart started racing. What if he was gone again because of laziness? What if he started lecturing me? I quickly straightened my clothes, brushed my hair with my hands, and nervously walked towards the courtyard, wondering what was going on there.


    But what I saw there was nothing like I had expected. Krishna was feeding my mother and grandmother with his own hands, and both of them were smiling as they ate. As soon as I came outside, everyone turned to look at me-(it was more staring to be honest) yes, Krishna was one of them! (Their team leader)


    "Good morning!!!" I said, lowering my gaze, speaking softly, and started walking towards the bathroom trying my best to avoid them. Just then, my mother called out to me from behind. "Look! Keshu has cooked the vegetables with his own hands, and in a new way....! Yesterday ....You asked for butter and didn''t even eat it once, but Keshu ate your portion today!"


    I looked at Krishna with a smile and said, "Wow! You''re quite talented, Keshu...!" and started moving ahead by highlighting keshu in a little bit loud tone.


    Then Keshu aka Krishna, said with a cute plus mischievous smile, "Auntie... at 8 AM, we start preparing lunch at our place, but as I can see you all have breakfast so late here...!"


    I knew he was throwing taunts at me. Hearing this, my mother scolded me, saying, "Nowadays no kids wake up early like you... all those of them stayed on the phone all night, so how could they wake up early in the morning? ....Do you know adduuuu


    , Keshu woke up this morning and, without even asking, took the broom from my hand and helped with the pooja too? You should also learn to wake up early when you go back to the city for work, and start exercising like him, it''s good for your health. Did you know he knows yoga too? He even taught the whole family yoga while you were sleeping!!!"


    I was glaring at Krishna, and he was trying to suppress his laughter by covering his mouth. I knew he was enjoying this!


    Looking at my face, my mother said, "Adduu, why are you getting angry? I know you''re here to relax in holidays, but doing yoga isn''t a bad thing. If you''re living near him then it''s not bad to learn new things.... As he works part time as yoga instructor, you can learn from him. Ohhhh!!! I forgot to introduce you two. You should get to know each other ....adduu will help you in adjusting new city don''t be worry (she said this by looking at Krishna)..... Meanwhile, let me make some namkeen (a type of snack) for you. Are you leaving by the morning bus the day after tomorrow?"


    I nodded, heading towards Krishna. My mother went to make the snacks, and my grandmother had gone to do something else. Now, it was just me and him. He smiled at me and said, "So, this is what you call hospitality? You slept in so late and left the guest to be taken care of by the family? At least your family isn''t like you!!!!!"


    "You never miss a chance to tease me, do you keshhuuu.....?" I said, rolling my eyes.


    "Look,.... what I do or don''t do isn''t as important as your shower!" He laughed. "Aren''t you not having shame...., coming to God ...The divine .... like this ....without washing your face ?!"


    "Huhhhhh....!!! Big talk,....big divine God!" I muttered under my breath.


    "Yes....I''m the big one here, not you..! Ohooooo .....I don''t know how I''ll be able to tolerate you for a whole year. Looks like I''ll have to find another arrangement!" he teased.


    "Krishna!!! Stop threatening me at every single step. I''m leaving now for bath....So be happy ....! No more mistakes from me after today...Will follow your each and every words !" I said by bowing my head.


    "Good! And by the way, I''m not Krishna. I''m Kesav Nandkishore Krishnan-K-N-K!" he announced proudly.


    "Does having a big name mean anything big too???? If The work stays the same then there no meaning !" I muttered under my breath with a pout.


    "At least I can do something! Unlike you, who can''t even get up by 8 AM without being lazy!" he hit me on the head, then suddenly said, "Oh, I already took a shower this morning. If I stay too close to you, I''ll become as lazy as you!"


    Saying this, he pretended to walk away from me. I glared at him, narrowed my eyes in anger, and said, " ohhhh please !!! I did wake up at 7:30, and yes, I''m leaving now byeee!"


    With that, I rushed off to take a shower in a silly attitude walk, my anger was mixed with a strange sense of love. I''ll admit, I enjoyed fighting with him. usually I don''t argue with everyone, but fighting with someone special is a different level of fun.


    When I returned from the shower, he was sitting with my family, chatting with them. I felt a bit happy, but I also felt like he needed just one moment to turn around and look at me!.... I was secretly enjoying their conversation from behind. Just then, some relatives came over, and I had to go with them. I didn''t want to go at all, but I couldn''t refuse. I tried to hurry back, but they made me sit with them. They had a daughter who was my age, and I was forced to stay there. Finally, I returned around 6 PM.


    Taken from Royal Road, this narrative should be reported if found on Amazon.Why was all this happening to me? Why couldn''t anyone let me have just two minutes to talk to him peacefully?


    When I got home, I saw Krishna had become everyone''s favorite. I don''t even know what he cooked for everyone, but they were all praising him. I hadn''t even gotten my share of the breakfast he made! Who had worse luck than me? I was thinking all this when my mother asked me to go to Krishna''s room to check on his stay and talk to the landlord on the phone.


    I was feeling so happy from inside at the idea of going to his room... But as I reached the door, I felt so shy, was hesitating to open it. Still, I gathered the courage and slowly opened it. My heart was pounding fast. I knew it was him, but still, every time I saw him or the with having the feeling to meet him, I feel a fresh excitement, as if I was meeting him after ages. And this wasn''t just once; it happened every single time whenever I see him. It felt like there was some special bond between us.


    Earlier, I used to imagine his arrival daily when he wasn''t here, knowing he was divine not a human...., yet there was a voice inside me that used to whispered stating to the fact that relation with a human and divine being can happen...., "He is your only love and lover." Even now, I couldn''t believe he was really here, right next to me. Lost in my thoughts, I almost forgot to step in, and as soon as I entered by opening the door, I saw him looking through his bag. The moment he noticed me, he shut his bag quickly, as if he was hiding something.


    Interrupting him abruptly, I asked, "What are you doing?" But before he could answer, my phone started ringing. It was a call from Chiku, his devoted lover and my online friend.


    I met her through a website dedicated to him. When he wasn''t around, she and I would talk about him, and she often wrote poems about him, which I loved. But the problem is I couldn''t understand why she was calling suddenly, especially since we hadn''t spoken much lately due to our busy schedules. She even texted yesterday saying she had an important meeting today.


    Just as I was staring at the phone screen, wondering, he peeked over my shoulder and said, "Answer it fast! It must be your boyfriend...don''t keep him waiting!"


    I frowned and said, "I don''t have a boyfriend, okay?" Meanwhile, the call had already ended.


    "So, who do you talk to on the phone all day....? What do you look at on there? Let me see.. !" Saying this, he snatched my phone and began examining it up and down.


    "Fine! Look at whatever you want!" I replied confidently.


    "Hmm, nice phone... I was thinking of getting one too. So, you understand what I mean, right?" he said, looking at the lock screen.


    "What do you mean?" I asked


    "I mean, someone should gift me a nice phone..." he said, holding the lock screen toward me. As soon as he did that, my face unlock triggered, and the phone opened.


    "But who will gift it to you?" I asked, surprisingly with genuineness.


    "So, you want me to ask for it directly....? You should already know what I need without me saying anything. Do I have to spell it out every time?... What kind of hospitality is this !!" he replied, shifting his gaze between the screen and me with a smirk.


    "Wow, not even a day here, and look at these demands!" I muttered under my breath.


    "What''s with that?You are having problems .....? Weren''t you the one praying at the temple every day with endless requests? ''Krishna, Krishna, please help me pass this time. I''ll study seriously next time,'' but the day to study never came, did it? .....And tell me, how could I help you pass an exam that you took yourself? And then, every little thing you''d call me: ''Krishna, Krishna, save me from this dog...This spider...,'' ''Krishna, Krishna, please get me to get a job,'' .... ''Krishna, Krishna, wake me up on time.''" He was mimicking me, making funny faces as he continued, "Now tell me, did I ever complain? I always gave you the best, and here you are, grumbling over a mere phone. Ungrateful! People these days!"


    Watching his expression while he spoke made me want to laugh, but I held it back and said, "Alright, alright! Don''t get so mad! Whatever you want, I''ll get it!"


    Ignoring my words completely, he looked at my phone and asked, "So, that call just now was from Chikuuu, right? Where do you two chat? Open that application for me."


    "You know her?" I blurted out in surprise.


    "What a silly question! You both gossip bad about me behind my back, don''t you? Today, I''ll find out the actual culprit !"


    Just then, a message from Chiku appeared on the top of the screen as notification, saying that she''d accidentally called at that time. Oh no! .... Now he''d know where we chat. But it wasn''t the bad gossiping about him that worried me-I was scared about something else.


    When he wasn''t around, I had asked her just before Sharad Purnima to help me confess my feelings for him. I was planning to confess my love on that very day. If he found out, I couldn''t imagine how he''d react... What if he thought I was thinking wrong about him? Especially sincewe met he''d never said anything romantic to me; what if he got upset and left...i dont want any wierd situation?


    Before he could open that message, I quickly snatched the phone from his hand, saying, "Wait, wait...there''s some important work-related stuff on here i have to do it now....!"


    He pulled me back by my hand, and I ended up sitting on the bed right where I was before. Then he took the phone from my hand and stood up, while I kept trying to jump up and grab it back. Suddenly, he leaned down, looked straight into my eyes, and my heartbeat quickened as he did so.


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    His intense gaze was making me feel dizzy, and I felt like I might lose my balance. Just before that could happen, he handed the phone back to me and said firmly, "If it''s so difficult for you to show your phone, maybe you should also learn to start knocking the door before you come in."


    "What do you mean?" I asked innocently looking at him.


    "I mean, when you leave, close the door behind you. I have some important work now," he said, looking toward the door.


    "What important work...?" I asked, confused.


    "The same kind of ''important work'' your office has for you!" he replied, then turned me around facing my face at the door by my shoulders and gently pushed me toward the door from my back. He closed the door quickly behind me at my face as I stood outside.


    What the shit i had done now!!!!? I stood there by the closed door, berating myself. How was I going to make it up to him? It wasn''t that I didn''t want him to know that I loved him...Yes I love him..... ; I just didn''t want him to find out through random messages...like this. After all, even though he was divine, I loved him as though he was human ...like a real human lover..... And just like any woman who wanted to express her love towards a man, I felt the same nervousness and excitement. I only wished he could understand this and not be upset with me like this but wait how I didn''t let him know yet I love him...so should I first have him some hints or directly confess him? But till now he also didn''t showed any romantic side of him towards him.... why this is so confusing and why I am feeling so nervous in the name of confession. How should I tell to him....that he is just like a dream to me....a best dream ....the dream from which I don''t want to wake up.


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    (Anyyyyy Idea how to confess love ???????????? and how can i get the idea he also like me romantically so I can confidently take the first step ....oh god please help...waitttt how he is God himself how can i ask help from himself....!!??)