Hayden could sense Malissa’s difort even before he saw how pale her face was. He cursed Ethan inwardly for the things that he had intentionally said to trigger such a painful reaction from Malissa.
The discussion about the heir of Torex was uncalled for, although his response was truthful and factual. Then all those bullshit questions about Jack and what that dead man wanted. No matter how fond he was of Jack, he had been dead and gone for many years already. It was time that the living moved on with their lives and did what was best for the current times and the current situation.
He did not love or respect Jack any less than before, but things have clearly changed, and he was just trying to keep the fort together while fulfilling the promise that he made to his elder brother. Once again, he wondered why life was so bothersome. Here he was acting like the proper boss-to-be of Torex while Malissa looked like she was about to faint right next to him.
If this wasn’t what a disaster looked like, then he probably had misunderstood the meaning of the word his entire life.
Brining Malissa along wasn’t an error but it was a calcted challenge that his wicked elder brother had talked him into. While his mouth spat out cold and emotionless responses to Ethan’s irrelevant questions, his mind recalled what his brother had told him.
Ultimately, it was Malissa’s desire to join this meeting along with his brother’s somewhat wise words that made Hayden decide to let Malissae along.
"I don’t want Malissa to be there. She has no reason to be there," Hayden said decisively.
"Have you asked her about it?" Harvey asked.
"No…" Hayden muttered in reply.
"It might be good for her to be there," Harvey suggested brightly.
"How so? She has nothing to gain from meeting him and we don’t have anything to gain either," Hayden replied without hesitation.
"I wouldn’t be so sure about that. Don’t people like to say that there’s an opportunity in every threat?" Harvey said before winking at his younger brother.
"You mean those overly optimistic people?" Hayden said before shaking his head.
Harvey burst outughing at his younger brother’s retort. A part of him agreed with Hayden that sometimes people said things just tofort each other and for the sake of remaining optimistic and encouraging. However, a part of him truly believed that there was something valuable that both Malissa and Hayden could learn from this encounter with Ethan. If only they are open to it…
"You’re right, but you do know that your dear brother here isn’t an overly optimistic person, right?" Harvey said half teasingly.
"I guess…" Hayden mumbled.
"I know that your time is valuable and all that, but can you please just hear me out. Of course, I’ll be happy to leave the final decision to you after you do…" Harvey pleaded for some time.
For some reason, Hayden doubt that his brother meant that. His brother, just like the boss, had a way of asserting their agenda onto other people and they wouldn’t truly back down until their goals were reached.
"Sure…" he replied in resignation.
"I know exactly what you’re thinking. Taking Malissa is like walking around with your weakness exposed at your side. It’s even worst when your weakness is someone that you want to protect and that someone isn’t a part of your own body," Harvey said sympathetically.
"Exactly, so…" Hayden said before Harvey jumped in and cut him off.
"I told you to listen and you agreed. I don’t think either of us could be like how dad was with mum. You were younger so maybe you don’t remember much of it, but I do. That man would give her up or let her go without a second thought if it meant that he could save the gang.
The gang is that important to him and the most messed up thing about all of that is that mum understood and waspletely fine with it. She just understood…" Harvey said, and his voice was heavy with emotion.
Hayden knew that it was rare for Harvey to talk about their deceased mother. From what he knew, Harvey was very close to their mother, and he probably had a lot more memories of her than he did. He decided to remain silent as he waited for Harvey to continue with what he wanted to say.
"I’m not saying that Malissa should be like our mother. In fact, I don’t think any woman should be like her or think like her. Not Amelia and not Malissa. However, what I truly respect about mother is the trust that she has in our dad. Hayden, this is a conveniently good opportunity to put your rtionship with Malissa to the test.
If you two can’t get through this together, then it either won’t work between you two or…you have to let go of the gang…" Harvey said as he tried to make his brother understand his point of view.
Hayden’s eyes widened at his brother’s direct words. It wasn’t like he couldn’t see what Harvey was trying to get at. Admittingly, Harvey was probably right. If Malissa couldn’t withstand something like this, then she will forever be a weakness at his side.
"If Malissa can’t toughen up to handle something like this and if she can’t trust you enough, then she’ll always be a weakness to you. It may not matter to you…" Harvey said slowly and clearly.
"But she will get hurt because of it and then she’ll feel guilty about it. Then she will start believing that she isn’t good enough or that she isn’t strong enough…" Haydenpleted the remaining part of his brother’s sentence with ease.
"Just like Amelia did…" Harvey whispered sadly.
"It’s still too risky…" Hayden said with a sigh.
"It’s better if she gets hurt now rather thanter on. Trust goes both ways. Before she can trust you, you need to trust that she can somehow get through this. It will be hard because Ethan will probably use any weakness that he can sense against you two. Ethan will probably make you say things that will hurt Malissa or things that will make her doubt you.
If Malissa shows weakness, he will use it against you to bend you to his will. This cycle will never end until Malissa realizes that she has to trust you," Harvey pointed out.
--To be continued…