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Chapter 17: Aeryn

    The ground trembled beneath her feet, the oppressive shadows pressing closer with every passing moment. The girl stood her ground, her bare toes curling against the broken stone as her breath came in ragged bursts.


    Across the clearing, the creature loomed—a mass of writhing darkness, its form neither solid nor smoke, but something in between. Its deep, resonant hum seemed to vibrate through the very air, and then it spoke again.


    “You don’t belong here.”


    The words scraped against her mind, sharper this time. They clawed at something deep within her, a wound she hadn’t realized was there.


    “I—” she started, but faltered.


    What was she supposed to say?


    Her fists clenched as the ache within her chest grew sharper. The feeling wasn’t new, but now it was unbearable. It gnawed at her, empty and hollow, as though something vital had been ripped away. A name. Her name.


    “I don’t… I don’t know what you mean,” she whispered, her voice cracking.


    The creature didn’t move. Its presence seemed to swell, the shadows rippling outward like waves on blackened water.


    And then, she felt it—her.


    A faint light flickered at the edge of her vision. Turning slowly, the girl caught sight of a soft glow breaking through the vines and shadows. It wavered, uncertain, but it was there, pushing back the darkness.


    The creature shifted. Its attention flickered toward the light, though it did not move.


    The girl’s breath hitched. She took a step toward the glow, her heart hammering. With each step, her surroundings seemed to blur—fragments of forgotten moments flashing before her eyes. A child’s laughter. Fingers tracing shapes in the dirt. Nights spent curled up in warmth, safe from the cold.


    The ache in her chest sharpened as she stumbled forward.


    “Sylra,” she whispered, the word slipping from her lips before she realized she had said it.


    The light surged, brighter now. It broke through the vines like a star piercing through clouds, its soft glow pulsing with recognition. The girl’s vision blurred as the memories crashed over her, clear and undeniable.


    Sylra.


    The spirit’s light pushed closer, weaving through the encroaching darkness, brushing against the girl’s outstretched hand. Their connection flared to life, and in that moment, everything returned.


    The bond they had shared—the moments of survival, of trust, of love—unfolded in brilliant clarity. But before Sylra, there had been only silence. Only loneliness.


    The memory shifted, drawing her back to a time before the glow of her spirit’s light had entered her life.


    On a day like any other, a city lay bathed in the amber glow of twilight, its crumbling ruins wrapped in the quiet stillness of the approaching night. Shadows stretched long across the broken streets, weaving through the tangle of vines that clung to every surface like nature’s final claim. A young girl crouched on a crumbling rooftop, her pack slung tightly over her shoulder as she peered down at the street below. A rustling vine stirred faintly in the breeze, its movement catching her eye.


    “Just the wind,” she murmured to herself, though her voice sounded strange in the stillness.


    Her stomach growled, a sharp reminder of how little she’d managed to gather that day. The city’s twisted streets and towering ruins were familiar enough, but every venture felt like a gamble. Sometimes, the fruits she found among the overgrowth were enough to keep her going. Other times, she wasn’t so lucky.


    She sighed, shifting her weight as her eyes scanned the horizon. A cluster of vines far below had grown thick with berries, their bright red color vivid against the muted greens of the city. She judged the distance to the ground—a few stories down but manageable.


    The girl swung her pack around, tightening the straps before slipping it onto her back. With practiced precision, she climbed over the ledge and began her descent, her hands and feet finding holds among the vines that snaked across the building’s surface.


    The city had taught her well—how to move, how to listen, how to survive.


    Her feet hit the ground with a soft thud, and she moved quickly to the berries, plucking them in small handfuls. Each one she dropped into her pack was a small victory. But as she reached for another cluster, a faint sound froze her in place.


    Breathing.


    Her head snapped up, her wide eyes darting through the surrounding ruins.


    The sound came again, low and deliberate, echoing faintly through the hollow streets. She crouched instinctively, her fingers tightening around the strap of her pack. It wasn’t like the vines’ rustling or the distant calls of scavenging birds. This was… different.


    The girl held her breath, her ears straining. The breathing grew louder, closer, its rhythm uneven and labored.


    Something was coming.


    Without hesitation, she bolted, her bare feet slapping against the cracked pavement as she darted between the ruins. Her pack bounced against her back, the berries inside threatening to spill with every step.


    Her heart pounded in her chest, the sound of it almost drowning out the approaching footsteps. She didn’t look back.


    The shadows stretched longer as the sun dipped below the horizon, plunging the city into twilight. The girl’s breath came in ragged bursts as she rounded a corner, searching for a place to hide. Her eyes landed on an archway half-covered by vines, its dark interior offering a moment’s reprieve.


    She slipped inside, pressing herself against the wall as she tried to quiet her breathing. The footsteps grew faint, then stopped altogether.


    Silence.


    She stayed still, her muscles tense, as minutes stretched into what felt like hours. Finally, when she could no longer hear anything but the wind, she allowed herself to relax.


    The girl let out a shaky breath, her body sagging against the wall. Her hand drifted to her pack, checking the berries inside. Most of them had survived the chase, though a few had been crushed.


    As she shifted to adjust her pack, a faint glow caught her attention.


    Her head turned slowly, her eyes narrowing as she tried to make sense of what she was seeing. In the shadows of the archway, a small light flickered faintly, its glow soft and warm.


    She tilted her head, inching closer to the light. It didn’t seem threatening—if anything, it felt inviting.


    The glow pulsed gently, drawing her in.


    “Hello?” she whispered, her voice barely audible.


    The light moved slightly, almost as if it were responding.


    The girl reached out cautiously, her fingers trembling as they brushed against the edge of the glow. The moment they touched, warmth spread through her like a wave, and the ache in her chest—the emptiness that had been her constant companion—lessened.


    She gasped, pulling her hand back, but the light didn’t retreat. Instead, it hovered closer, its glow enveloping her in a soft embrace.


    It was from that moment on, that the girl was no longer alone.


    The memory blurred, its edges softening as new fragments came into focus, each one a vivid reminder of the bond they had shared.


    A bitterly cold night beneath a crumbling roof. The girl sat curled against the wall, her knees pulled tightly to her chest as the wind howled through the cracks in the ruins. Her breath came in visible puffs, and her thin tunic did little to ward off the chill. The spirit hovered close, its soft glow casting flickering shadows on the walls.


    “You’re warm,” she murmured, her voice shaking. Tentatively, she stretched out her hand, letting the glow brush against her fingertips. The warmth spread through her like an ember, chasing away the cold that had seeped into her bones. She smiled faintly and whispered, “Thank you.”


    Another memory surfaced: laughter echoing through the empty streets, a sound so rare in the silence of the overgrown city. The girl darted between the vines and broken walls, her pack bouncing against her back as she chased the glowing orb.


    “You’re fast!” she called, her grin widening as the spirit darted ahead, weaving through the jagged ruins with effortless grace.


    She stumbled over a loose stone and tumbled to the ground, landing with a soft thud. A moment later, the light circled back, hovering just above her head. She looked up, laughing breathlessly.


    “Alright, you win,” she admitted, reaching up to tap the glowing form with her finger. The spirit’s light pulsed in response, almost as if it were laughing with her.


    Moments of quiet companionship followed, their bond growing stronger with each passing day.


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    The girl knelt by a cluster of vines, carefully plucking ripe berries and dropping them into her pack. The spirit floated beside her, its glow casting a soft, comforting light over the overgrowth. She worked in silence for a time, her hands moving with practiced ease.


    As she stood, slinging the pack over her shoulder, her gaze wandered to the horizon. The ruins stretched endlessly in every direction, their jagged edges silhouetted against the fading light. Her shoulders sagged slightly, and for a moment, she just stood there, staring at the emptiness around her.


    Her voice broke the stillness, quiet and trembling. “You’re the only thing that makes this place feel less lonely,” she said, her words heavy with emotion. “I don’t know what I’d do if you weren’t here.”


    The spirit’s light pulsed gently in response, and she reached out, brushing her fingers against its glow as though grounding herself in its presence.


    The final memory came into focus, sharper and more vivid than the others.


    The girl sat cross-legged on the floor of a small, overgrown room, the faint glow of the spirit illuminating the space. A handful of berries lay between them, the only meal they had managed to scavenge that day.


    She reached out, plucking one of the berries and holding it up to the light. “You need a name,” she said suddenly, her voice thoughtful.This book is hosted on another platform. Read the official version and support the author''s work.


    The spirit pulsed in response, its light flickering softly as though encouraging her to continue.


    The girl tilted her head, studying the glowing form. “Something… gentle. Warm. Like you.”


    She fell silent, her brow furrowing in concentration. Her gaze drifted to the vines that covered the walls, their twisting shapes reminding her of the way the spirit moved.


    “Sylra,” she said at last, the word rolling off her tongue like a quiet melody.


    The spirit’s light brightened, its glow filling the room with a radiant warmth. The girl laughed softly, reaching out to brush her fingers against the glowing form.


    “Yeah,” she said, her voice steady now. “Sylra. That’s your name.”


    The light pulsed again, and in that moment, the bond between them felt unbreakable.


    The girl sank to her knees, her hands trembling as the light enveloped her. Tears welled in her eyes, though she didn’t understand why.


    “I remember,” she whispered, her voice shaking. “I remember you.”


    Sylra’s light pulsed warmly in response, and for the first time in so long, the ache in the girl’s chest began to fade.


    And then, softly, Sylra spoke—her voice a gentle whisper in the girl’s mind.


    “Aeryn,” the spirit whispered, its voice resonating with warmth and certainty.


    The girl froze, her breath catching as the name reverberated through space. A glow enveloping her flared brighter, and the world around them began to blur and shift once more.


    The scene reformed, but this time it wasn’t from the girl’s perspective. It was the perspective of something small, weightless—a faint flicker of light barely more than a spark.


    The tiny spirit drifted aimlessly through the ruins, drawn to the faint hum of life amid the crumbling city. It floated behind a human girl, watching her climb and scavenge, her movements deliberate and careful. At first, the spirit didn’t understand why it stayed near her, only that something about her felt… safe.


    Days turned into weeks. The spirit trailed behind the girl like a shadow, keeping its distance but always present. It observed her routine, her quiet murmurs to herself, the rare moments when she would pause and stare at the horizon as though searching for something she’d long since lost.


    And then, one day, she noticed it.


    The girl had crouched to tie a makeshift strap on her pack when her eyes lifted, meeting the faint glow hovering in the shadows. She froze, her breath hitching. The spirit hesitated, unsure whether to flee or stay, but something in her gaze held it in place.


    “Are you…” she whispered, her voice soft and trembling. “Are you following me?”


    The spirit drifted closer, emboldened by the absence of fear in her voice. It pulsed faintly, a quiet acknowledgment, and the girl’s lips twitched into the barest hint of a smile.


    From that day on, the spirit became more than an observer. It hovered closer, occasionally flickering brighter to guide her steps or illuminate the darkest corners of her scavenging routes. The girl began to speak to it, at first hesitantly, then with a growing sense of companionship.


    “You should have a name,” she said one evening, sitting cross-legged on the floor of an overgrown room. The spirit hovered in front of her, its glow casting soft shadows across the cracked walls.


    The spirit pulsed, its flicker more vibrant than usual.


    The girl tilted her head, considering. “Something soft… warm, like you.”


    “Sylra,” she said at last, the word almost a whisper.


    Soon after the name left her lips, the spirit began to change. Its glow intensified, swirling with newfound energy, and its form began to shift. Slowly, it took on a child-like shape—small and glowing, with faint features that mirrored the girl’s own.


    The girl gasped, her eyes widening. “Sylra?”


    “Yes,” the spirit replied, its voice soft and tentative, but undeniably clear.


    Time passed, and Sylra grew alongside the girl. Together, they navigated the ruins, their bond deepening with every shared moment. Sylra’s form became more defined, her child-like appearance gaining clarity as she learned to speak, to understand, to share the girl’s burdens.


    But their peace wasn’t destined to last.


    One day, the girl stood at the edge of the ruins, her gaze fixed on the faint shapes moving in the distance—people. Real, living people. Her breath hitched as her chest tightened, a swirl of anticipation and fear rising within her. How long had it been since she’d seen another face? Another voice that wasn’t her own?


    Her fingers gripped the strap of her pack tightly, knuckles whitening. The question that gnawed at her was simple, yet devastating. What would they think of me?


    Her mind raced, grasping for words she might say, for reasons she might give for her solitude. Her throat felt dry, and her heart pounded louder than it had any right to.


    “Do you think they’d ask my name?” she murmured aloud, her voice barely audible over the breeze. The question hung in the air, unanswered.


    Sylra hovered closer, her glow dimming slightly as if to match the girl’s uncertainty. For a long moment, the spirit remained silent, her light shifting in rhythm with the unsteady breaths of her companion. Then, as if reaching a decision, she moved forward, the edges of her form brushing gently against the girl’s trembling hand.


    “You’ve been everything to me,” Sylra began softly, her voice a mixture of light and warmth. “You’ve been my strength, my guide, my home. It doesn’t matter what they call you—what matters is who you are. And I know who you are.”


    The girl blinked, her breath catching at the conviction in Sylra’s voice.


    “You are Aeryn,” Sylra said, her light flaring briefly. “It’s what I’ve called you in my heart for as long as I’ve known you. Aeryn. The one who keeps going, no matter what. The one who refuses to let go. It’s a name that belongs to you, because you’ve earned it.”


    The girl froze, the weight of the name settling over her like a gentle embrace. She glanced down at her hands, dirty and calloused, but steady as they gripped the pack. Slowly, she let out a shaky breath, the tension in her body loosening as if the name itself had anchored her.


    “Aeryn,” she repeated, her voice tentative but steady.


    Sylra’s light pulsed brightly, her form radiating a warmth that reached into the girl’s very core. “Yes,” the spirit said simply.


    For the first time in as long as she could remember, Aeryn smiled. It wasn’t a big smile, or even a confident one, but it was genuine, and in that moment, it was enough.


    From his vantage point, Caelus observed the scene with a broad smile, his eyes alight with approval. “Well done,” he murmured, the words meant only for himself. He watched as Aeryn and Sylra stood together, their movements purposeful and unyielding as they turned to face the entity that loomed before them. The bond between them was palpable, and it filled Caelus with a quiet sense of satisfaction.


    He prepared to end the trial, his hand lifting slightly as the glow of the clearing began to waver in anticipation. But then, the creature moved.


    Its deep, resonant voice cut through the air like a blade. “You don’t belong here.”


    Caelus froze, his hand pausing mid-gesture. His brows furrowed as he realized the creature’s words were not directed at Aeryn or Sylra. Its gaze tilted upward, as if piercing through the very fabric of the trial.


    “To me?” Caelus whispered to himself, incredulous.


    Before he could react further, the creature surged. From its form, an overwhelming torrent of vines exploded outward, writhing and twisting with alarming speed. They stretched impossibly far, engulfing the city and lashing toward the sky—toward him.


    Caelus stepped back instinctively, his mind racing. The trial space trembled under the weight of the entity’s attack, its magic destabilizing as the vines tore through the air with the force of a hurricane. Casting a quick glance down, he spotted Aeryn and Sylra surrounded by a glowing protective barrier.


    Sylra, he realized immediately, her quick action keeping them safe even as chaos erupted around them. Despite the cacophony, Aeryn stood firm, her expression resolute as she gazed at the entity. Her trust in Sylra was absolute.


    “She doesn’t even flinch,” Caelus muttered, his tone tinged with admiration. “Not bad.”


    But the situation was far from over. The vines continued their relentless ascent, their barbed tendrils tearing through the trial space. Caelus reached out, his magic rippling outward to intercept them, but the sheer force of the attack made it clear: this wasn’t just an entity defending itself. It was a creature with a will strong enough to defy the observer’s presence.


    The air around Aeryn grew heavy as she felt something stir deep within her. A searing pain lanced through her arm, and she looked down in shock to see vines bursting from her skin, wrapping themselves around her arm as though seeking to claim her.


    Sylra’s light flared brighter, the protective shield shimmering around them as the spirit turned to Aeryn, her voice firm yet calm. “Hold on. I’m here.”


    Aeryn bit back a cry of pain, her hand trembling as she reached out toward Sylra. The vines tightened, pulling her arm downward, but the warmth of Sylra’s light anchored her.


    “You don’t have to fight this alone,” Sylra said, her glow intensifying.


    The observer’s voice cut through the chaos. It was calm, measured, but carried an unmistakable edge of command. “Aeryn, listen to me. Do not let go of her.”


    Aeryn’s gaze snapped upward, her breath hitching as she heard the voice that had guided her through the trial. The pain in her arm felt distant now, drowned out by the strength she drew from Sylra’s presence.


    “I won’t,” Aeryn said, her voice steady despite the chaos. Her hand gripped Sylra’s light as the vines around her arm began to writhe, their grip faltering under the combined force of their bond.


    Above, Caelus stood firm, his own magic surging outward to counter the vines’ relentless attack. A faint smile played on his lips, though his eyes burned with focus.


    “Let’s see how far this creature’s reach truly goes,” he murmured, his hand lifting to form a shimmering barrier that clashed with the vines in a burst of light.


    Below, Aeryn felt the vines around her arm disintegrate, their grip dissolving into nothingness as Sylra’s light enveloped her fully. Together, they turned their attention back to the entity, their combined presence a beacon against the darkness.


    The creature paused, its massive form shifting as it slowly withdrew its tendrils from the air. For the first time, it turned its attention fully upward, its voice rumbling with a low, ominous growl.


    “You don’t belong here.”


    The words reverberated through the trial space, and Caelus’s expression hardened. He lowered his hand, the shimmering barrier holding firm as the creature seemed to focus solely on him.


    “Interesting,” Caelus muttered under his breath, his gaze sharp as he observed the entity. “It knows I’m here.”


    The trial space trembled violently, and Caelus knew the moment had come to intervene. With a final glance at Aeryn and Sylra—both standing unbowed despite the chaos—he nodded to himself, his decision clear.


    In a single, decisive motion, he raised his hand and brought the trial to an abrupt end. The clearing dissolved into light, leaving behind only the echo of the entity’s voice and the faint hum of magic fading into silence.


    Aeryn and Sylra were enveloped in a sea of radiant light, its brilliance forcing them to shut their eyes. For a moment, everything was still—silent, as if the world itself had paused to catch its breath.


    When the light receded, Aeryn blinked her eyes open, her vision adjusting to the dimmer surroundings. The air was calm, the tension of the trial entirely gone. She turned her head slowly, her gaze landing on something achingly familiar.


    A kitchenette, its counters cluttered but tidy in their disarray. Opposite it, a massive window bathed the room in the soft glow of sunlight filtering through enchanted panes.


    She froze, realization dawning on her.


    “This is…” she murmured, her voice trailing off.


    Her eyes swept the room, confirming her suspicions. She was back in Caelus’s office—the same office where she’d first encountered the peculiar man. The air here felt different, though, calmer, as though it had been waiting for her to return.


    “Ah, good. You’re awake.”


    Aeryn turned sharply at the sound of his voice. Caelus sat comfortably behind his cluttered desk, his chair leaned slightly back, one hand holding a steaming cup of coffee while the other shuffled through a pile of papers. His expression was casual, but his eyes carried the weight of someone who had just witnessed something extraordinary.


    For a moment, he said nothing more, letting her adjust to the sudden change. Then, gesturing to the chair in front of his desk, he gave her a small smile.


    “Take a seat,” he said, his voice warm but measured. “Let’s chat for a bit.”


    Sylra’s light pulsed faintly beside her, and Aeryn felt a wave of reassurance wash over her. Glancing at her companion, she gave a small nod before stepping forward and lowering herself into the chair.


    The spirit hovered nearby, her presence a quiet but steady reminder of the bond they had just reaffirmed.


    Sylra’s light pulsed faintly beside her, and Aeryn felt a wave of reassurance wash over her. Glancing at her companion, she gave a small nod before stepping forward and lowering herself into the chair.


    The spirit hovered nearby, her presence a quiet but steady reminder of the bond they had just reaffirmed.


    Aeryn’s gaze flicked to Caelus, her body still tense as her mind raced to make sense of everything. “What… what just happened?”


    Caelus leaned forward, setting his coffee cup down with a deliberate motion. Resting his elbows on the desk, he laced his fingers together and met her gaze directly.


    “That,” he said with a faint smile, “was your trial. And I must say, you handled it… admirably.”


    Aeryn’s brow furrowed, her fists clenching slightly in her lap. “It didn’t feel like something I was supposed to handle. That creature—”


    Caelus raised a hand, stopping her mid-sentence. “All in good time,” he said. “For now, let’s focus on you. What did you learn?”


    His tone was light, almost conversational, but Aeryn didn’t miss the sharp edge of curiosity in his eyes.


    She glanced at Sylra, the warmth of her spirit’s light calming the storm inside her. Taking a breath, she said, “I learned that… I’m not alone. That no matter how much I think I have to carry everything on my own, there’s someone who’s always been there.” Her voice softened. “Sylra was always there.”


    Sylra pulsed brightly at the mention of her name, and Caelus’s gaze briefly shifted to the spirit.


    “An unshakable bond,” he mused, his expression unreadable. “It’s rare, you know. Connections like yours don’t happen by chance.”


    Aeryn frowned, leaning forward slightly. “Then why test it? Why put us through all of this?”


    Caelus chuckled softly, leaning back in his chair. “Ah, the ever-burning question: why. I could give you the lofty answer, the one about growth and understanding and finding strength within yourself. But the truth is simpler.”


    He paused, his smile fading slightly. “You needed to see it. To feel it. To know, without a shadow of a doubt, what you mean to each other. Trials aren’t about passing or failing—they’re about clarity. And I think you’ve found yours.”


    Aeryn sat back, her mind replaying the events of the trial. The creature, the bond she and Sylra had shared, the name she had rediscovered. It all felt like pieces of a puzzle she was only beginning to understand.


    Before she could respond, Caelus’s voice cut through her thoughts, lighter this time.


    “But enough seriousness for now,” he said, gesturing toward the steaming cup of coffee on his desk. “Would you like something to drink? Tea, perhaps? Or are you more of a ‘just give me a moment to breathe’ type?”


    The unexpected question caught Aeryn off guard, and for the first time in what felt like ages, she let out a small, genuine laugh.
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