---- Lifting up his hand I interlock our fingers together and it was for the first time that his hands were cold in contrast to mine: It has always been the opposite.


    He is the one who had always warmned my cold hands and feet.


    But today....


    He needs me.


    Before I know a teardrop slips down my chin to fall on his hand.


    Followed by another and then another.


    No...


    [have to hold myself together.


    I can''t be weak.


    Ineed to save him.


    ---- cing my trembling palms on his chest.


    I close my eyes to feel the energy in my body.


    Come on Sierra.


    You can do this.


    Come on! ---- Chapter79 Heys there calm as the ocean waves, while tears of frustration and helplessness leave my eyes to drop on his chest.


    Come on Xavier! Open your eyes.


    Please: I literally beg him, my vision of his face stands blurred with my tears.


    But heid unaffected.


    I try again.


    Focussing all the energy from my body, I focus on it leaving me to enter his body through the wound on his chest.


    I feel something leaving my body, my hands were literally trembling.


    But it didn''t seem to effect him.


    ---- eee = Nothing changed.


    again tried and I again fail.


    My knees buckle this time and I drop on my knees beside him.


    Please forgive me Xavier...


    I didn''t knew you were doing so much for me...


    Why...


    why didn''t you tell me once! You could have told me your reasons...


    but no.


    I sniffle my cries to rub my running nose against my sleeve.


    Hippups break out with my tears and I just stare at his face helplessly Daring I move my finger to trace his features.


    And more sobs break through as I feel his eyes, the bridge of his nose and his lips.