---- Why now? Why now of all times? Why do [have to find him now when I had started living without him.


    When I had stopped hoping.


    What is so difficult to believe little rabbit? He scoffs crouching down on his knees toe face to face with me.


    And I feel my bones rattle seeing the look in his eyes.


    This that a blind man like me is your mate or this that you are now at the mercy of the very man you betrayed? Betrayal I...


    [never betrayed him He has no idea what I have been through.


    Marrying Xavier wasn''t my choice.


    And neither loving him was.


    T-never betrayer you.


    He smirks.


    And that smile made me shudder ---- eee internally.


    Evil.


    It was pure evil Oh really? The next second I know I am pushed back.


    And his body hovers on top of me.


    His hands pin my hands above my head and I am left vulnerable under him.


    He doesn''t move.


    His face stays right above mine.


    His hot breath fans my lips.


    Prove it little rabbit.


    Prove it to me...


    His hand slides down my body and I feel my entire bodye alive as his hand cups my womanhood.


    Prove it that you are not defiled...


    Tt was suddenly making so much sense.


    Why he made me read that story.


    Defiled.


    How the man left that woman desperate.


    He rejected her.


    He was insinuating it for me.


    He considers me to be that woman.


    ---- Tt was my first heat after marr-iage.


    He was my husband.


    I did...


    what I had to do.


    His hand cupping clench into fists.


    His jaw hardens and I see a nerve throbbing in his forehead.


    Every inch of his skin that was touching me made me feel alive like I never felt before.


    Tt was a feeling of euphoria I felt alive, more than I ever did.


    T wanted this.


    My body, my mind wanted this.


    But it was toote now.


    1 am some other mans wife now This is nothing more than a sin now.


    Very well then.


    So you have no shame admitting it in front of your mate that you offered your body to another man.


    I close my eyes to move my head to a side.


    My words will ruin this forever but I have to do this.


    As I said.


    Its toote now.


    ---- eee = Tlove Xavi- I couldn''tplete.


    He grabbed my jaw and before I could understand anything.


    His lip mmed down on me.


    Muffling my words.