---- I grab his hand''s wrist.


    Trying to pull it out but it felt like I was jostling with a rock.


    After long excruciating seconds of ourbat or rather my futile one sided battle, he takes out his finger to groan something under his breath.


    The swelling has only worsened.


    T blink.


    What say? Swelling? And that''s when the memories ofst night but me and I freeze.


    Those men.


    One of them grabbing me Jaw, trying to crush it.


    Could it be...


    He taps the bedside table.


    Pulls open the drawer and takes out a tube kind of a thing.


    What....


    What is that? I am fine..


    I swear..


    Open again.


    Not that feeling again dammit! I cant bear with it.


    My body was already enjoying betraying me ---- eee whenever he is around.


    Isee him sputtering out a transparent liquid on his finger and I literally squeak in desperation.


    T- Iwill do it myself His hand stills.


    Please.


    ---- Chapter 128 Next I know he holds my wrist, crawls his fingers up to extend my middle finger and smudges it on it.


    Do it softly and dont leave a corner.


    You will feel the inmmation.


    Oh- okay.


    I do exactly as he said and I immediately feel a cool sensation easing my burning cheek.


    D- Done.


    He nods and tosses aside the tube to return to his meditation.


    He is a really strange man.


    J am telling you.


    No wait.


    A handsomely beautiful strange man.


    Time seemed to pass awfully slow.My mind was back to the night.


    To Xavier and Reba.


    Them kissing.


    Those mening after me.


    ---- eee = I wonder if Xavier searched for me: Or did he consider it as a hallucination, a mistake and forgot about it.


    Forgot about me It is the worst feeling.


    I swear.


    Maybe I was better off without love.


    If I hadnt fallen for Xavier, all this pain...


    these feelings wouldn''t have happened.


    It would have been so much better.


    Love is the best feeling in the world They are right when they say that.


    Yet they never tell you what happens when it is taken.


    away from you.


    It''s an addiction And when you cant have it? It paves the way for self destruction.


    You get so used to living with that person that you cant live without them.


    You forget that you came alone into this world and you die alone.