---- Chapter 142 If there is one thing about Adrian that I have realised.


    It''s that he may be a Cret But I haven''t seen a man have controls as strong as his.


    Not ever in my life.


    T didn''t me- Imade a futile attempt to apologise but he just softly grips my wrist, moves me aside and gets up to walk away.


    T should have run after him.


    Stopped him.


    Yet I did nothing.


    Down on my knees, IT wrap my arms around my legs and dip my face into it.


    Ihave never ever said something so insensitive to some one.


    ---- eee T know his story.


    How much he has suffered.


    Yet still how could I? It seems I am really turning into a bad person.


    Old me would never hurt someone intentionally.


    You are envious of Xavier...


    Anyone would be.


    While Xavier and Dom lived the life of princes, despite having the Queens blood.


    He was blinded and thrown into this world of darkness.


    Yet he only made it his strength.


    Tle emerged as the king of this ce...


    he taught everyone controls.


    He made this hell of a ce into a little heaven.


    What was I thinking saying that? It all came out so wrong...


    so fucking wrong.


    mming my palms on the ground I look around to curse myself.


    Tt was pitch dark around.


    ---- Everyone left.


    Darkness goes on for miles and miles and I was all alone in this wastness with just one man...


    Who I may have offended in the worst way.


    Great going.


    I must have the worst luck.


    Tf that''s even a thing in my life now.


    Tt took me forty five minutes to search for what they call the hobo lighter.


    One hour forty five minutes to light up all the candles and mes in the castle which were going to go off.


    Two hours to prepare for an edible dinner and just five minutes to eat that disgusting thing I made Tt was rice and some pathetic excuse of a curry I made.


    When I said earlier.


    I didn''t know how to cook.


    I never lied.


    The very reason they threw me out of the ---- eee = kitchen in the Royal estate, on my very second day of cooking there was because they were concerned about someone dying from eating my food.


    Anyways atkeast my stomach wasnt rumbling anymore.


    I never realised how well managed this ce was.


    Without anyone around I don''t know if I will even be able to keep me alive.


    Ican barely keep the candles burning here.


    I wasn''t scared of dark.


    But right now, sitting in this huge castle like ce with minimum fifty rooms, 4 drawing halls, 5 kitchens.


    With not a single soul around.


    Tt was scary.


    I lift my head from the sixteen chair table and look at the door.


    It''s been more than six hours.


    Why isn''t he back yet?