---- But...


    she didn''t deserve this.


    Nobody deserved this.


    She loved you dammit! How could you! I roar and he grabs my chin to narrow his eyes at me.


    Mind yoir tone doll.


    Or do I have to fill up this pretty mouth of yours everytime to shut it up? Tears sting my eye.


    No.


    She actually cared for Xavier.


    We may have had our differences but no one deserves to die.


    Breaking free from Xaviers grip I shake my head in a no Tneed to save her.....


    I need to go and heal her.


    Thad barely taken a step back to rush out when he pulls me back and mmed me back on the table.


    You are not going anywhere doll.


    " No! I need to save her! Why dont you understand ---- I was screaming at him, thrashing in his grip but he only pins my arms above my head and moves forward to stand between my legs.


    Aghh please Xav! Let me go just once! Tsaid no.


    But.


    He crashed his lips on mine and I feel tears slip down.


    my eyes.


    The next thing I know I feel my skirt getting lifted and his fingers slipping in.


    Xav...


    no not now-she..


    He didn''t give a shit.


    That dark look was back in his eyes as he forced me to look at him.


    Never ever deny me doll.


    Do you understand? He warns and I took a second too long to answer when he ms into me and my entire back arches on the table.


    My lips open up to scream when he muffles it by pressing his own dominating ones on my trembling ones.


    ---- Stealing away not just my breath.


    But even my existence.


    His first wife is on his death bed.


    She is taking herst breaths and here he is fucking me like its the end of the world.


    Any woman would be happy right.


    He did it to protect me.


    She nned to kill me.


    But I wasn''t.


    Happiness had started to feel as a luxury with him.


    All I feel is like an empty vessel which he fills with his desires every night.


    He had ruined me.


    Shattered me into pieces.


    And made me feel filled yet empty at the same time.


    Sounds impossible right? Not any more.


    I am living in this impossibility.


    ---- eee = Chapter 171 10 dayster.


    Sierra''s POV Giving up on love is easy.


    Holding on is difficult.


    But what if the rope with which you are holding them, is leaving blisters on your hands.


    What if its cutting your fingers, scarring you, tainting you and breaking you in the process.


    I want to let go.


    T don''t want to be dragged along into the pit he was falling into.


    But what about this rope that connects us? T look down at my belly and pull back my tears.


    Our child.


    Ihave no right to take away his or her life.


    I have no right to keep him away from his own father.


    But will