---- Chapter 183 The first love we should have...


    It should be ourselves.


    And as for others? Those who love you? Will always find a way to unite with you.


    Just like the moon finds a way to unite with the sun...


    Eyen though the world calls it the night of darkness.


    The eclipse.


    Lub Dub Lub.


    Tears fall down my eyes.


    I have never heard anyone say something like that to me before.


    He made me feel like gold.


    When I was determined to belittle myself to filth.


    Self love.


    ---- eee That''s it.


    All my life I have running after people to have them love me.


    Mom, Dad, my brothers, Xavier...


    Yet all this while I forgot the most important thing.


    T forgot to love my: I was smiling and crying at the same time.


    This feeling.


    It was overwhelming.


    I just wanted to kiss his eyes which haven''t seen the world yet have gained enlightenment and knew way more than anyone who could see.


    Tlis hands that have taught me to hold myself together, when the world is busy shattering me.


    His lips that have told me my worth while I was busy looking for it in the eyes of people all my life.


    Before I know, I was leaning closer to him.


    Desperate to kiss his lips with tears streaming down my eyes.


    Tt was always him.


    Yet this time, I wanted to take the initiative.


    ---- A token of thanks for him My breath fans his lips when suddenly a knock on the door interrupts us.


    Mrs Sierra.


    There is someone here to see you.


    The counsellores, interrupting the moment and I immediately move back from Adrian.


    He notices yet he doesn''t say anything.


    Bubbles.


    Who is it? He shakes his head to sigh.


    You have to see them for yourself.


    Them? Who could be here to meet me? I nod at him, turning to leave when I feel Adrians fingers interlocking with mine.


    I look back at him over my shoulders and his features have hardened again.


    Taming along.


    ---- eee = I squeeze his hands in reply.


    Giving my affirmation.


    We reach the open area behind the tents and I see two figures sitting there on a rock.


    I step closer and my heart thuds in my chest as I recognise them.


    Reb? Dom? Sier! Irush towards them when I am pulled back and tugged into a warm chest.


    Do you trust them? Adrian whispers in my ear.


    Waiting for my words and I nod.


    While Reb and Dom were staring between Adrian and me with raised brows.


    I guess they didn''t expected me to be so close to him.


    Everyone fears the darkness so much that they don''t even touch him.


    Thinking some curse will fall on them.


    But again those are just rumours.