---- Chapter 288 " Zariyan 1s the most beautiful and kind hearted princess you have gifted us, Moon Goddess.


    Please help her unite with her mother." Iread through the words and my grip on the page tightens.


    I am taken back to that scene on the roof.


    How she was giggling andughing chasing after thosenterns, until she got hold of this wish.


    She thought no one saw it.


    But I did.


    That beautiful smile on her lips vanished within seconds and was reced by a sadness that stirred something in my chest.


    I wanted to know what the message said.


    But before anyone could see it, she had crushed the paper and delved it into the jackets pocket.


    My jacket that was wrapped around her waist.


    ---- ee = "Mom left me....


    Even Dad is going to leave me! Go! Why are you standing here! Just leave!" Her earlier words when she was drunk repeat in my mind and I find that heaviness in my chest sinking lower.


    She misses her mom.


    Yet she never shows or tells anyone.


    Behind that hard bold exterior is indeed an innocent girl who never found love.


    Her fathers love is all she has known her entire life and she doesn''t want to leave him.


    I lean back on a wall and sigh.


    A feeling of regret hits me.


    Did I even do the right thing? Marking her wasn''t the best of decision I had made.


    But what could I have done? No one knows the feeling of not being loved, better than me.


    Someone who had lost both of his parents when he ---- was barely a young boy.


    I can''t even imagine my life if Lord Adrian hadn''t taken me in that night It''s true Having not been loved I don''t know how to love someone.


    Care, protection, sincerity.


    I know all that.


    I can give it to Zariyan.


    But love? Can I really give it to her when I don''t even know what it is? Am I even worthy of her? She was born as a princess in a castle...


    while I was born in some wood house in the middle of no where.


    My father was a low ranking wolf and my mother was a Cret prostitute in a whorehouse.


    I was not meant to be born.


    I was a mistake.


    A mixed breed of two being who didn''t even love each other but decided to live together for my sake.


    She is pure, innocent, untainted ---- eee = While I? I was born in the very dirt.


    Now you can understand what I felt when I saw her in Carnal Bounds.


    Why I was so furious on knowing she was a virgin who came there to sell herself.


    I still hate her for it and J call her those names so that she fucking opens her eyes! She is so tenacious to get her freedom? That she bloody offers her body for sale in order to get it everytime.


    First she came to that whorehouse.


    And today? She bloody has the audacity to ask me for one night fuck, to get me to say no to this marriage.


    And the worst thing? She doesn''t understand.


    She fucking doesn''t even know her own worth.


    She is a lily, innocent and pure.


    And all she wants is to get tainted and plucked by my dirty hands.


    Tam not worthy of her.