---- now.


    His arms wrapped around me in a warm embrace and Ijust stood there stiff.


    Struggling to digest the weight of his words.


    Tlove you, my little Rabbit.


    Like the beast loves the beauty, darkness loves light and death loves life.


    And I promise I will continue to love you till moon exists in the sky and the sun lights up our lives.


    We continued to stay like that.


    His arms stay wrapped around me in a protective stance while my arms stay limp beside me.


    I tried.


    I tried lifting my arms to hug him back.


    But they stay in the air, clenching and unclenching.


    T don''t need your answer right now Sierra.Hell its even alright if you never love me.


    I don''t care.


    All [know is that I have enough love for all three of us.


    It would be enough.


    Just let me stay with you.


    Just don''t push me away ---- ee = from your light.


    Darkness is an evil ce Sierr, let me borrow your light.


    Three of us.


    He is already considering my unborn child as his.


    I couldn''t think.


    I don''t know.


    I was overwhelmed.


    The news was a shocker? How do I react on knowing that this man has been loving me from the shadows for not knowing how long and never bothered to tell me even once.


    How...


    how could he? How can someone love the other person so much without expecting anything in return? Isn''t this wrong for him? And most important of all...


    can I really love him the way I had lived Xavier...


    Tam sorry Adrian...


    That''s all I could say.


    And the next thing I know I pull back from him and run from there.


    ---- Chapter 190 My feet were taking me on their own ord.


    I push through the doors to enter those dark hallways.


    No guard tried to stop me and thankfully the keys were hanging there on the wall beside Rooting the key into the lock I rush in to finally stop.


    I was breathing heavily.


    My teary eyed were locked on that one person inside and before I know I drop on my knees.


    Finally breaking down.


    Why....


    Why did you do this to me Xavier! * Why I His beast continues to growl at me but I wasn''t scared.


    Rather I only step closer to him.


    Those red eyes look at me with nothing except thirst for blood.


    And I hold his stare.


    Tsnt this what you wanted! To possess me! Are you ---- os fucking happy now! You.....you made me fall for you Xavier.


    And then you bloody ripped my heart out and kept it with you.


    Give it back! Give it back dammit! T want a happy life! T wanted my child to have a father...


    a father who would love him! And look at you! You fuvking destroyed yourself! Adrian cares for our child...


    when he isnt even his father! He could be a perfect father! But he doesn''t deserve me! He doesn''t deserve this broken person you have made of me! He doesn''t deserve a woman who will never love him back! Give my heart back Xav..., I don''t want to feel pity for you! I don''t love you anymore!