---- This change that I feel in my body....


    Those sparks...


    Is there really someone living inside me all these years.


    But why now of all the times.


    And what if she still doesn''t make an appearance? Its not like I have heard from her in thest twenty five years.


    Tf you are a werewolf.


    Which you are.


    She wille.


    No...


    no.


    This cant be happening.


    The very thought of someone else controlling my body.


    Feeling foreign in your own skin It was the most dreaded feeling in the world.


    Zari.


    Its not a bad thing.


    We both talk to our wolves everyday.


    They only make us stronger.


    Ari holds my hands in her.


    Trying to calm me down but peace was thest thing I wanted right now.


    What if my wolf doesn''t agree with my ideologies? ---- ee = What if she wants to submit to him and is happy living a life of servitude.


    What if she really takes over me on the night of my heat and begs Damian''s beast to fuck her? What if she willingly drops on her knees and opens her lips to- No! No! I cant do that! I cant let her take over.


    Somehow I now understand what Damian meant when he said I will go crawling to him, begging him to fuck me Why hasn''t anyone told me about this till now? How can I be so oblivious of this? I knew we werewolves had a wolf part inside us but I never knew it could be this strong Stop fighting it Zari.


    Its the right thing.


    Dont think of rejecting it and just go with it.


    You don''t know how lucky you are.


    You will be doing it with your mate.


    Majority werewolves and Crets don''t even get to meet their mates in their entire life.


    ---- ee I wasn''t listening to what they were saying.


    My mind was pre upied with something else.


    My wolf was my problem right? Then I will make sure she doesn''te out that night I know wolfsbane helps.


    Even silver works.


    But there must be something else as well.


    Right? I could ask them but they will only stop me from doing it.


    Or worse they both may even tell Dad.


    I can t risk that.


    Ate you listening to us Zariyan? Don''t do anything stupid.


    Let your wolf take over.


    Its going to be the best nights of your life.


    Trust us.


    Okay.


    I will consider it.


    Tlie.


    Tam feeling a bit tired.


    I would like to sleep.


    Marking does that to our body.


    But don''t worry, it will only make you stronger in the end.


    ---- eee = Goodnight Ari.


    Goodnight Fiza.


    Sleep tight.


    They leave, switching off the lights and I get up to switch on the sidemp.


    I am sure I brought a book on wolves.


    Yes.


    Here it is.


    I flipped through its pages, searching for just one thing and there it was.


    My fingers stop on the heading Frailties of a werewolf.


    Silver.


    I know that Wolfsbane Ican also arrange that.


    Moonpowder.


    What is that? A rare poison made from the extracts of moon flower,