Gu Qingzhou, this old calendar year, I''m afraid it''s not a good time.


    She asked her servant to buy a lot of new year goods again. There are all kinds of food, as well as daffodils, firecrackers and couplets, which make people happy everywhere.


    Anyway, the new year is coming.


    Cheng Yu urged her to go.


    "I''m fine. Don''t be pretentious." Cheng Yu said, "we are so young that the days ahead will be long. Your old father needs to be filial early."


    Gu Qingzhou said, "I can take out every word in your words and throw you a face!"


    Cheng Yu''s kindness was regarded as a donkey''s liver and lung. He really didn''t want to quarrel. He lay down angrily and ignored her.


    There is still no mention of miscarriage.


    When Gu Qingzhou arrived in Taiyuan, he sent a telegram to Si Xingpei, who also returned.


    "Wait for me, come back on the fifth day." He said.


    Gu Qingzhou also sent a telegram to Nanjing, saying that her friend was in an emergency and she needed to stay and take care of her. She couldn''t go back to spend the new year with the governor.


    She will visit again in her spare time.


    She was originally the first miracle doctor, and the words were vague, but Si dujun and Si qiongzhi could follow the train of thought and fill in the details of the miracle doctor hanging a pot to help the world.


    "My son''s doctor is kind-hearted, saves hardships and difficulties, and is safe at home. Don''t worry about it." This is the call back from the superintendent.


    Gu Qingzhou put the telegram in front of him and read it several times before carefully putting it away.


    Ye charming also knows that Gu Qingzhou returns and is very happy.


    Ye dujun also said: "you come to my side for the new year and just accompany ah Yun."


    Gu Qingzhou said, "Miss Cheng is ill. I have to take care of her. Otherwise, I won''t come back at this time."


    Ye dujun didn''t know about Cheng Yu''s pregnancy and miscarriage. He just asked, "what''s the matter with Miss Cheng?"


    "A little stubborn disease. It''s happened recently." Gu Qingzhou road.


    On New Year''s Eve, Gu Qingzhou arranged for servants to sweep the dust early in the morning.


    She went to Cheng Yu.


    Gu Qingzhou looks stunned when he sees Cheng Yu reading the telegram.


    The telegram is quite long. It seems to be a secret.


    "What''s the matter?" Gu Qingzhou asked.


    Cheng Yu raised his eyes, looked at her quietly, and then handed her the telegram.


    Gu Qingzhou glanced a few times, and his heart gradually cooled.


    The telegram was sent by Cheng''s family in Yunnan. In the name of Cheng dujun, he said that the marriage between Cheng and Zhuo was temporarily terminated, and asked when Cheng Yu would return home.


    Gu Qingzhou''s fingers are slightly stiff.


    "Zhuo Mozhi''s heart is really cruel." Gu Qingzhou thought.


    Or he was not very satisfied from the beginning. Cheng Yu''s mind is not on him. He brews a fire and ignites it with Cheng Yu''s miscarriage.


    He didn''t believe Cheng Yu was an accident.


    When the Cheng family received the news, they knew that Cheng Yu''s child had an accident.


    The Cheng family dare not rashly ask Cheng Yu in the telegram. For fear that Cheng Yu will be sad, they only ask her when she will go home.


    Cheng Yu was pregnant. He was supposed to avoid people''s eyes and ears. He won''t go back to Yunnan.


    Gu Qingzhou asked, "can I help you?"


    Cheng Yu shook his head as if returning to his senses. "No need. That''s it. Everyone is happy to return to the right path."


    Gu Qingzhou wants to persuade.


    But Cheng Yu didn''t want to mention it.


    "Cheng Yu..." The tip of the tongue of the boat weighs a thousand kilograms at a time.


    Cheng Yu understood her complexion. Instead of perfunctory, he nodded at her and patted his position on the side of the bed: "come on, it''s cold on the ground."


    Gu Qingzhou took off his shoes and got into Cheng Yu''s quilt.


    The quilt is soft and warm.


    Gu Qingzhou and Cheng Yu half sit on the bed, and Cheng Yu chats with her.


    Cheng Yu told Gu Qingzhou why she miscarried.


    "I''ve thought about it for a long time, especially after quarreling with Zhuo Mozhi. The child''s arrival is inappropriate, and its identity and future are unspeakable." Cheng Yudao.


    Gu Qingzhou didn''t retort and didn''t interrupt her. He just whispered and waited for her to follow.


    "I figured it out when I quarreled that day. I can''t have it." Cheng Yu said, "I went to a small traditional Chinese medicine shop and wanted to get some abortion medicine."


    Gu Qingzhou''s heart shrank suddenly.


    She clenched her fingers slightly, as if nothing had happened: "then?"


    "The doctor took my pulse and said that I had only been on my upper body for two months. I don''t know whether the child is good or bad. I don''t want it now. It''s a pity." Cheng Yu sighed.


    She sat in the drugstore for a long time.


    "I was so sad that I wanted to turn around and leave. But when I made up my mind, it was not good to swing all the time, so I said to the doctor, I don''t want it.


    The doctor wrote the prescription and the boy tried to get it for me. I stood on the counter and saw someone nearby taking fetal medicine. I...... "


    Cheng Yu stopped when he said this.


    Her heart was bitterly sour.


    She wanted to cry.


    At that moment, she finally understood her heart: she wanted the child!


    Even if Zhuo Mozhi is crazy, she wants the child.


    The truth came to mind at a critical juncture.


    "... I took the medicine, gave the money, and lost them when I went out." Cheng Yu said, "from that day on, I have thought that I will have a good life with Zhuo Mozhi in this life.


    Once upon a time, I was confused, but the dark clouds suddenly cleared away that day. Zhuo Mozhi, he''s just sick. I should save him; I love my child even if it doesn''t have a name. "


    Gu Qingzhou looks at Cheng Yu in amazement.


    Cheng Yu sighed deeply.


    At that time, she swept away her confusion of previous years.


    She seized on the bright future.


    "I had a bad time before. I didn''t know what I wanted. I knew at that time." Cheng Yu said, "when I went out again the next day, I wanted to go to the hospital and buy some tocolysis drugs.


    On the way, I suddenly had sour water in my mouth. I smelled the smell of mutton and wanted to eat. "


    So she stopped to eat.


    When she went out those days, she took a rickshaw instead of the driver at home.


    Because she didn''t want Gu Qingzhou to know about the abortion before, she was sneaky and got used to it later.


    "... when I was full, I came out and saw Takahashi Xun in the street. I subconsciously wanted to avoid him, so I hid in the next street. Unexpectedly, I met a group of small ruffians fighting." Cheng Yudao.


    Gu Qingzhou''s face contracted.


    "They didn''t hit me. Don''t worry." Cheng Yu said, "but they pushed me to the ground. After I fell to the ground, someone stepped on me..."


    Gu Qingzhou only felt his breath freeze.


    What she breathed out between her mouth and nose was like frost, which solidified her.


    Cheng Yu''s voice choked at the moment: "I have a stomachache. I got up and went to the hospital. I was scared. Gu Qingzhou has never been so scared in my life.


    Anyway, the doctor would have saved me if he was there.


    The doctor tried his best, but the child fell down and didn''t take shape. If it''s not as big as a plum, it''s gone. "


    The air in the room is as cold as ice.


    Gu Qingzhou''s body trembled slightly.


    The tip of her tongue seemed to be sealed and she couldn''t speak for a long time.


    "It''s my fault. If I''m not greedy, I won''t go to the street; if I don''t provoke Takahashi Xun, I won''t walk well and avoid him. If I don''t scold my child every day that he is a wild seed, he won''t be so angry that he won''t want my mother and reincarnate again." Cheng Yu finally burst into tears when he said this.