Peicheng was desperate.


    When he looked at Si qiongzhi, he would think of himself in those days. At that time, Rowling exhausted her means, flattered and cried.


    When he was in a hurry, he said he would never find him again, but he couldn''t help coming up in a few days.


    At that time, he felt bored.


    Apart from annoyance, I don''t feel happy at all. Being liked by others, he has no other than a little sense of burden.


    He didn''t know that Rowling had experienced such pain.


    up to now.


    In turn, he understood Rowling. All that she suffered in those years has now been added to Pei Cheng.


    What is more desperate is that he knows what Si qiongzhi thinks.


    Unrequited love is like your sweetheart is deaf and dumb. She sits in the glass room and can''t see you being bullied by wind and frost outside. She can''t see your carefully prepared beauty and won''t appreciate your good; She can''t hear your bloody cry and angry cry.


    Everything you do is in vain.


    You can''t blame her, because she can''t see or hear. Her heart is a stone door. It fits perfectly and you can''t shake it.


    "Is that Dr. Si?" Rowling gritted her teeth and asked.


    When she first arrived at the hospital, she inquired about Peicheng and heard that he didn''t have a girlfriend. She was so happy. Unexpectedly, someone said that he matched a female doctor very well.


    At that time, she was so angry that she knew to spread rumors that she had been Dr. Pei''s girlfriend and was engaged to him.


    The rumor exploded at once.


    Pei Cheng also knew, but warned her repeatedly.


    This kind of warning, which she often heard in the past years, has completely ignored.


    Pei Cheng, however, has exhausted the means to refuse her and has nothing to do with her.


    "Do you like her?" Rowling asked, "you''re in love with that little girl, aren''t you?"


    Pei Cheng pursed his lower lip slightly.


    "Pei Cheng, how can you do this? If someone comes into your heart, it should be me. It has been nine years since I was 16!" Rowling''s tears rolled down.


    She seemed to be knocked down at once.


    Peicheng took the handkerchief and handed it to her.


    "Irene, if I can come first, then I want to choose you." Pei Cheng''s voice is a little hoarse and speaks slowly. It seems that it will exhaust his strength.


    If he could choose, he wouldn''t have to suffer like this.


    When he was in Nanjing, he was 26 years old. He had never talked about love and was obsessed with medicine. Women were pink skeletons. Suddenly one day, he saw the girl in the crowd.


    Her appearance was in line with his expectation, as if she had imagined her future partner countless times in her mind. She felt something wrong with this and was not very satisfied with that. Finally, she suddenly saw her, as if the lines in her heart were alive at once.


    He was suddenly enlightened. I liked it like this.


    Her appearance was right at the point of his death, and immediately realized his inner fantasy.


    When I first saw her, I remembered that her love was indeed a mysterious shadow.


    Later, I slowly contacted her and found her loneliness and indifference. The shadow precipitated in my heart and dared not float up.


    It''s like making wine. The more it precipitates, the richer it is, because the shadow ferments in the airtight process.


    Therefore, the heart has long been drunk into a group, not controlled by other rationality, will think of her and pay attention to her. After being rejected by her, I was embarrassed and fled her.


    Originally intended to go out for half a month, but I couldn''t stand it after five days. I still wanted to come back and test her reaction again.


    The conversation with her that day ran over in his heart one by one. He felt that he was wrong. If he told her again, would he get a different answer?


    Rowling is coming after me again.


    Pei Cheng didn''t inform Luo Ailin after he moved out of Nanjing.


    She only learned about him recently. She also made up an excuse and ran to him.


    After five days'' absence, Si qiongzhi changed. She was a little embarrassed that day, which made Peicheng mistakenly think that she was loose. Unexpectedly, it was just his misunderstanding.


    She recovered as if nothing had happened.


    Pei Cheng thought: there''s nothing different. Even if he said it clearly, he couldn''t get a satisfactory answer.


    "Irene, when you were nice to me, I was indifferent, which made me feel bad. I went to the teacher and he said I didn''t have ''empathy''.


    He said that this is a defect, born unable to resonate with other people''s feelings. I used to think of myself like this until I met her. " Pei Chengdao.


    His empathy is really poor.


    The "entanglement" in love has no effect on him, because when he is not moved, the influence of outsiders on him is almost zero.


    It''s rare for someone to do so.


    When Rowling chased him, he really didn''t deliberately suppress himself. He didn''t touch it. It was natural.


    Until he met Si qiongzhi.


    In his heart, the high wall collapsed and all the barriers disappeared.


    "Do you believe in retribution?" Pei Cheng asked, "I believe this is my retribution."


    He fell in love with a girl who was worse than his empathy.


    Si qiongzhi refused to stand up to others. He seemed to have a grudge against others. He poked people wherever he was weak and showed no mercy.


    "I''m the one who hurt you! If there is retribution, it should also repay me!" Rowling choked.


    She couldn''t help it any more. She rushed up and hugged Peicheng.


    Peicheng quickly braked and pulled the car aside.


    He was helpless and pushed her.


    Eileen was so tied up that she just didn''t want to let go. She cried, "you are like a wooden man. You have finally cultivated a heart. Now that you have a heart, you can hold others or me in your heart!"


    She said in a pleading voice, "put me in, will you? Please."


    Pei Cheng sighed. This time he used his hand to take her off himself.


    He got out of the car himself.


    The tall green dragon trees on the street shed a strong shade. He stood in the shadow and lit a cigarette silently.


    Rowling didn''t follow.


    She sat in the car, letting tears wet her cheeks. The pain of asking but not asking has tortured her for so many years. She always thinks she is a copper skin and iron bone.


    But he who can''t get it himself falls in love with others, and he can''t get it.


    I don''t know why, Rowling is so distressed.


    In this world, probably only she knows his heart, so she loves him and sympathizes with him.


    She was filled with anger, and now it slowly flowed away with tears. This is the shrine in her heart. After being placed for so long, she has long lost the meaning of whether to get him or not.


    Pei Cheng usually doesn''t smoke. This pack of cigarettes was left in his car last time.


    Thinking of Pei Jie, Pei Cheng was in a trance again.


    "Pei Cheng." I don''t know when Luo Ailin got out of the car, "you kiss me. Just one moment, and I won''t pester you anymore. I''ve been waiting for nine years, so I''ll draw a full stop."


    Peicheng didn''t know when she came near.


    He raised his eyes, looked at her quietly, and finally shook his head: "the ability to end is in your heart, not by my kiss. Sorry, Irene, I can''t give you anything." Rowling raised her hand and slapped him heavily.