Back from the station, Zhang Xinmei invited yuzao to dinner.


    He told yuzao that he had seen her when she was very young and even thought of taking her back to be a child''s daughter-in-law.


    "Uncle Zhang, were you a jerk when you were a child?" Asked Si yuzao, biting his chopsticks.


    Zhang Xinmei is more than a bastard?


    He was spoiled by his father at that time. Only his mother could do anything about him in the whole family. He wouldn''t listen to anything else.


    However, people will grow up.


    That day, he stood in the procession of his father''s funeral and remembered his father''s deathbed instructions. He seemed to see a little boy running away slowly.


    In the past, the Loess covered on his father''s coffin fell and was deeply buried in the soil.


    He is no longer the ninth master of Hongmen, nor the devil of Zhangjia.


    He is a soldier, walking in the dark without seeing the sun. But there was a blood in his heart, which was inherited from his father. It was always hot and could burn him and light up his faith at any time.


    "... it''s not much better now." Zhang Xinmei said.


    "Do you still want me to be your daughter-in-law?" Asked Si yuzao.


    Zhang Xinmei carefully put down her chopsticks and knew that today''s serious words had been finished. Next, she had to deal with Miss Si''s nonsense.


    "No." He said seriously.


    Si yuzao wondered, "why not? I''m so beautiful..."


    "Extremely steel is easy to break. You are too beautiful for me." Zhang Xinmei rolled her eyes and said.


    Si yuzao thought for a while and thought: "also, we fairies can''t marry you mortals. It will violate the law of heaven."


    Zhang Xinmei: "


    Later, he specially asked Si yuzao if she could improve her serious time a little.


    Si yuzao said that she had always been very serious and that she was serious in every word.


    Such a thick skin definitely has the same origin as Si Xingyu. Zhang Xinmei sometimes remembered that Si yuzao was not born to Si Xingyu. How could she be so like him?


    Later, he found that he had neglected a key point: Si yuzao was a serious Si family. She had similar blood to Si Xingpeng, and it was normal for her to be like Si Xingpeng.


    He was very tired and sent Si yuzao home.


    Yuzao took a bath and lay on the bed. When she thought of Zhang Xinmei''s words about "faith", she felt inexplicable. It was always as if she lacked something and her heart was empty.


    "What am I missing?" She looked at herself.


    She is the eldest lady of the Secretary''s family. Her parents hold her in their hands. She wants wind and rain from childhood. She has eaten the most precious food in the world. She has seen the most beautiful scenery. What else does she lack?


    She couldn''t figure it out, but she knew a place was empty.


    In particular, after knowing Zhang Xinmei''s secret, a vacant space was vacated in her heart. She always wanted to decorate something in it, otherwise it would not be practical.


    Such thoughts didn''t bother Si yuzao for a long time, because she heard an explosive news when she went to school the next day.


    All the students in their class gathered together to discuss.


    "Merger of five schools?"


    Si yuzao only heard the word. She didn''t understand it very much. She turned back and asked Xu Jingran and Ma Xuan.


    "It seems that our school will merge with the other four schools to establish a public comprehensive university." Ma Xuan said.


    Si yuzao thought it strange: "but our school is French."


    "Already sold some to the government." Xu Jingran said.


    Si yuzao asked, "really?"


    Xu Jingran was not very sure: "I heard it too. Today everyone is talking. It seems that it has just begun and there is no official document yet."


    Another male classmate came together and shared the gossip he heard: "the mechanical school is already spreading. They want to change from the mechanical school to the mechanical department. The news came from their school. The merger of the five schools is true."


    "The machinery school on Nanming road? Aren''t they run by the church?" Ma Xuan was surprised. "My elder brother graduated from the mechanical school before, and my fourth younger brother said he would take the exam."


    The conditions of Ma Xuan''s family are even worse than Xu Jingran''s. her family has seven brothers and sisters, and her father works alone.


    Her family worked hard to cultivate her eldest brother. As a result, the eldest brother got married as soon as he graduated, had children, had no money to supplement the family, and needed her parents to take care of some grandchildren.


    Now, her family is waiting for her to subsidize her family after graduation.


    However, if they are merged into a comprehensive university, they will not have a special counterpart with shengdebao hospital. Ma Xuan needs luck to find a good job.


    Like Ma Xuan, many people in the school place their future career on the hospital.


    But the public comprehensive university established by the government can no longer be as good as St. Debao medical school. "It''s the machinery school. They''ve had a riot there. It turns out that the government has already bought 60% of the shares of their school. They could have entered the machinery factory opened by Americans as soon as they graduate, but after becoming a student of a public university, they can only get a diploma once they graduate, and their work is no longer guaranteed


    It''s broken.


    If we had known this, we would have gone to other public universities. Those universities are famous and their scores are lower than ours. " The male classmate said.


    Yuzao saw these happy and carefree students for the first time, revealing their sad faces.


    Everyone''s life is not easy. These children have already planned their future.


    "In the long run, it would be better if we had a diploma from a public university." Si yuzao tried to comfort them.


    Ma Xuan said: "no, the hospital prefers students from the medical school. Even if they don''t work in shengdebao, they are more promising and popular."


    Si yuzao was silent.


    After she got home, she sat in silence for a long time.


    She called Zhang Xinmei. "... in the long run, comprehensive universities are more conducive to the cultivation of talents and to the country and society. Moreover, the government''s public universities have more guaranteed teachers." Si yuzao said, "but my classmates and friends, they don''t care about the overall situation and the government''s contribution to education


    They are very angry about the interests they have lost before. "


    Zhang Xinmei seldom heard her say serious things and was a little relieved: "yuzao, you are very far sighted and wise."


    Si yuzao was not in the mood for a poor mouth and smiled bitterly: "I just stand and talk without backache."


    Zhang Xinmei said: "many policies will indeed sacrifice the interests of some people in a short time. It is normal for the school to panic. It is very unfair for the students who have not graduated from your school. Their fate will be crushed like ants under the wheel of history."


    "What shall I do?" Si yuzao asked, "I really want to stand on the side of my classmates."


    "Then stand over!" Zhang Xinmei said, "people should have their own position, otherwise they won''t succeed!"


    "Even if my position is wrong?"


    "How do you know right or wrong? A drop of water, is it a flood disaster or an irrigation for the seedlings? Who can say that the policy must be right before the time comes?" Zhang Xinmei said. After siyuzao hung up the phone, he finally fell asleep.